Falling in love can also be a good thing for couples who are committed to stay together and accept your more relevant and respective place in the relationship.
My experience as a cuckold seeing my girlfriend making out passionately is as exciting as the sex itself. I never even knew she kissed like that but of course with me she was never satisfied, she never had a climax with me inside her like she does is with her BLACK LOVER.
Finally the night was here. He had just arrived maybe five minutes before I came down the stairs.
They were really getting into some passionate kissing and making out before they would go up to the bedroom. I'm not sure they even noticed when I stepped off the last step into the room.
Their combined passion was far beyond anything that Julie and I had ever experienced together, it was unbelievable. She was acting like a whole different Woman, Her hands were all over Him. She put Her hand down His unbuttoned pants and whispered to Him how much She needed a real Man to satisfy Her. She told Him your BIG BLACK DICK turns me on so much, I want to feel it in me, it makes me so wet my panties are soaked. In response Jerome said, pull those panties down and show me. She pulled them down almost to Her knees and He said, no, no no, pull them all the way off baby. He sat down on the couch with Her facing Him, She pulled them all the way down and as She stepped out of them, He said. Here, give them to me. He took them and said oh yeah baby they are totally soaked, then He threw them at me. OMG, I immediately felt the crotch of Her panties, it was unbelievable how soaking wet they were as if they had been held under a running faucet. I have never experienced Her getting that wet from any kind of foreplay. I was embarrassed for a moment when I realized they both saw me sucking and licking Her panties like a teenage boy losing control of his hormones.
I glanced over at them and She was leaning over kissing Him all over His head and face, I could actually feel the passion between the two of them,
I have never seen Her acting that way. The surprise privilege I experienced that night in the living room was more than I could have ever even fantasized about or asked for. Now I wonder if they had conspired together, Julie really knows what excites me as her little cuckold and Jerome is an experienced Alpha Black Man.
I could hear how wet she was between her legs as He was fingering and playing with her beautiful pussy. He told her to turn around so he could inspect that beautiful wide white ass of Hers. Then he was kissing Her beautiful full ass cheeks while still fingering Her drenched pussy. He told her, tell the little dicklette to take his shorts off. She did, I took them off immediately. He leaned over to Her right side to be able to look around Her and he looked directly at me, He spoke very firmly and said, keep those wet panties in your mouth little dicklette and take your sissy panties off to show me that pathetic useless penis of yours. OMG that excited me so damn much, I have never had one of Her previous three Black lovers talk to me that way, He was undeniably in charge. It was the most exciting mental aphrodisiac I have ever experienced since being a submissive sissy cuckold. Without hesitation as if it were a script written for that moment, I immediately replied, YES SIR. He then said, now crawl over here and take my pants off while I passionately kiss my new found Woman. With that He stood up and they both started kissing so passionately.
I crawled over towards Him as He had instructed me to, I reached up and pulled His pants and underwear down, OMG,
I had never been up so close to such a Big, Long, Hard, Black Dick and it was so thick. As he pulled His feet out of his pants, He looked down at me and said again, now I see why She needs a real Man's DICK like mine. I looked up into his eyes and said yes, oh yes, She really does SIR, She really needs it and deserves it, I can see how much She wants it. He looked at me again, my pathetic little penis was as hard as a three and a half trailer hitch peg, sticking straight out. He said I see this really turns you on little man.
I replied oh yes, yes, Sir, it really does more than you could ever know, my voice was quavering, I was so uncontrollably excited and turned on, then He told me, go ahead I can see you want to jerk that pathetic, useless dicklette of yours.
Next, I heard a smack on Julie's beautiful naked ass. I have always loved and adored her ass since the first day I met Her.
I heard Jerome say to Her I need your sweet mouth to become mine and then I am going to lay down some pipe in that dripping wet neglected pussy of yours so you will want me as your Man, you know you are my Woman, now let's go upstairs. Within 10 seconds or less, I dribbled a few drops of useless semen into a tissue, Julie always required me to cum in a tissue and flush it down the toilet, She loved humiliating me that way, now that she understood how much I enjoyed it and really turned me on. Julie glanced over at me with a look of approval and said, you really are sexually pathetic, now go get your jerk off stuff. I went right up the stairs with my bottle of jerk off lube and a pillow ready to kneel outside the bedroom door.
It was maybe two and a half hours before Jerome surprisingly summoned me into the bedroom to eat the wet cream pie between Her tired legs, even Her thighs were soaked. As I walked in the room He said go over there near the edge of the bed and get on your knees, I put my hands on the bed and the whole edge of the mattress was soaking wet right through. He said to Julie, baby girl move up closer to the clean up boy so he can get all the Black Seed I unloaded in you. OMG, it was running out of Her, there was actually a puddle under Her beautiful ass.
I started licking closer to Her ass and even licked the mattress a little. I couldn't believe how soaking wet and totally drenched she actually was. I licked and sucked trying to get as much as I could, my face and chin were soaking wet. After I was done He actually told me to lick and suck on His balls. I said I can't believe how wet your balls are, He said ya baby girl loved how they were slapping against Her ass as I was pounding her so deep where no other Man has gone before.
By the time I was done orally cleaning both of them, Julie was sitting on the side of the bed. He told me to stand up and guide His big dick into Her pretty mouth, wow, I could not believe the size once I actually got my whole hand around it, I was astonished by His thickness compared to my little pee pee, He told me to stroke it as Julie had Her lips and mouth around His thick head, Julie started sucking and moaning eventually pushing my hand away as She attempted to deep throat His beautiful Black dick. They both started getting into it, hands all over each other, Jerome went down between Her legs to orally pleasure Her again, She just continued having climaxes one after the other, without saying a word I jerked myself off again, it was so exciting my whole body was literally shaking.
It was my impression from what I had witnessed and heard that they had a true soulmate connection going on and there was no stopping it.
That's why it never surprised me as to how quickly the attachment developed between the two of them. Their intimate connection and passion was way beyond anything that She and I had ever experienced in our four previous years together. You can't create or even expect any passionate response with a woman of Her insatiable caliber when you have such a small tiny penis like mine, what can she possibly do with it ? send me to the corner to jerk it is what she actually does whenever she notices I need to release. One day out of curiosity she suggested I should measure it. She handed me one of those soft sewing measuring tapes, to assist me in getting hard, she pulled her top off to bare her beautiful breast and put her fingers into my little balls while I jerked it. She said that's the most you are ever going to get from this girl whenever I feel generous. Once I was good and hard she said okay now measure it. I measured the length to be just slightly under four inches and the circumferences measured three and a half inches. She immediately said I thought you told me you were five inches when we first started talking on the phone.
Now that Jerome was into our lives it didn't take long before I was really sexually enjoying myself again. It was shortly after participating with the two of them in my natural role as the submissive little wimp. I was so enthusiastically relieved to finally be able to embrace my old familiar place again and I could rediscover my role as to who I really am. A little pantie wearing, sissy wimp. Instead of being jealous in any way, I respect and honor their commitment and the love they have for each other. I feel confident that we have an equally strong commitment together, except that mine will always be in the capacity of her submissive cuckold who accepts and understands why She treats me as Her sexually pathetic little wimp knowing that I have an inadequate useless penis. I have never been able to satisfy any woman sexually and now She could finally face and accept that reality one hundred percent.
My purpose now is to serve and enhance Her life however I can, to be an obedient, submissive, helpful, be reliable and always place Her needs above my own, that is what pleases me, and She has finally built up enough confidence in herself to accept that role and say that is what She expects. There is no way I could have ever completely sexually satisfied her like a man, something we both knew right from the start that very first night we had sex. She just couldn't believe an adult male could have such a small, pathetic, useless penis and She felt bad for me and didn't want to say anything for fear of personally insulting me or hurting my feelings.
With Her lover's big dick She gets soaking wet, She moans and screams while having multiple orgasms when He makes love to Her. When I had that privilege I failed so badly attempting to make love and satisfy Her with such an inadequately size penis. It was hopelessly futile with such a ravenousness woman. She never once got wet, She was unable to respond to my efforts of penetration since it physically did nothing for Her.
She said the sensation was more like a finger inside her and not a mans hard cock, she said it was a very frustrating feeling for her when I was inside her. Not even a peep from Her when I was slamming Her "what a funny thought". She told me She refused to fake it because She didn't want to give me any false hope and encouragement as if I were an adequate lover, it was better for me to accept the truth.
During that conversation is when I finally convinced her that I want her to use all the words She thought were so derogatory when I spoke about my inability as a lover. I said as your cuckold I want you to humiliate me, it turns me on when you say to me, you have such a useless, pathetic tiny penis, little penis, or I don't ever want that pathetic excuse of a cock near this white pussy, it is strictly for BLACK, as are my hands, my mouth, my breast and last but not least, this sacred pussy belongs to him and ONLY him. As of May 2015, her first experience with a BLACK LOVER.
Julie had vowed that day to be exclusively available for Select BLACK MEN of Her choice. Why is that I asked, ? She said that first time with a BLACK MAN is when she realized that no other men could satisfy Her as a woman like a BLACK man can. She said it was truly our destiny as a couple, with Her now being a committed BLACK MANS WOMAN and me being a submissive, panty wearing, little dick wimp for life.
Now with all that being said, it allows me to be exactly who I was destined to be, but even more than that, when you use those shaming words it shows me your full acceptance of me, just as I am. Hopefully you will continue to treat me as your little sissy wimp with such a tiny penis who will never be allowed to refer to it as a cock, or a dick. I wear panties to remind myself that I am not sexually a man to you and never will be.
There is not much an inadequate little man like myself can really do, other than lead his Woman down the interracial cuckold path.
I can see it when they are making love, they are really making love, showing their mutual desire for each other, their mutual passion.
It naturally perpetuates an extraordinarily intense love making session that leaves the two of them laying there in each others arms, totally breathless and exhausted. Then they have several moments of gentle affection, kissing and touching each other before they fall asleep for a little nap to recover for the next session. Sometimes She never lets go of his thick black dick until She wakes up and arouses Him again with more deep passionate oral.
I recently discovered our original relationship between Her and I has reversed itself. Now I am the one being invited into their loving relationship because they turned into the couple that she once had hoped we would be. Of course I knew differently, but she had never been exposed to this alternative lifestyle, never. For us it was actually physically and emotionally frustrating even though we were in love with one another.
But now I can truly feel confident that She is genuinely fond of me as her little obedient submissive wimp. She is not so fond of me when I am disobedient, in fact she is becoming much more skilled with the paddle as we develop and understand our relationship for what it really is.
I've come around to accept my consequences when I screw up. I feel tremendously privileged that I am allowed to share in their relationship as their exclusive submissive sissy cuckold. Her lover insisted that I needed to become more useful in ways that would enhance their relationship.
I serve them and have transitioned into being their little pantie wearing sissy wimp that they require me to be, it's now my soul purpose in life and I wear it as a badge of honor.
