What a very accurate description of my reaction to seeing a black man staring at my unaware wife, especially when he has to adjust his crotch. That makes me so proud of her and her ability to sexually arouse other men. I always have to adjust MY crotch in those situations.It's like a lightning bolt going right through my body when I notice black men looking at my wife. Feelings of fear, jealousy, arousal, confusion. Once, on holiday, I saw two of them looking at her sunbathing in her bikini. They were whispering to each other and one held his groin, and I came. I didn't get hard, I just spilt my seed.