What surprises me is how I’m still till this day finding out wife was fucking guys behind my back. Her ex boyfriend black guy I knew she was fucking him for over a year after we were dating. Another time she fucked my black friend at a party they were alone at.. Her coworker recently told me of her meeting black guy at work and getting his number to go out dancing which i asked her and she admitted to. Now she knows I want to watch her fuck other men and obviously she wants it to be a blackman why she says no to doing it, but has twice which I set up. I thought maybe cause I’m there and she wants to be alone but she always has me join in and has stopped when I have left the bedroom.. She says it’s dirty normally when I ask but if she has a few drinks or horny in bed she’s asking for my black friend.. it makes it hard to set up cause she’s saying no but I know if attractive black guy meets us she’s all in to flirt and play. But she will get mad if she knows I set up meet. Maybe she just wants to find guy herself? But I also don’t think she would put it out there she will fuck him. We are always hanging together so she wouldn’t have alone time to hook up. I also don’t want her just fucking guys behind my back. I want to watch and sometimes join in and I wouldn’t care if they needed alone time..any suggestions? Thank you