I definiyely want to suck and I have sucked cock. BBC was my favorite, Ill tell you why in a minute. But is DEFINITELY not in a gay way.
I feel no attraction to men at all. Matter a fact totally the opposite. So there are two times we need to talk about.
One during the actual sex and during the fantasy or mental part of thinking about sucking cock.
fantasy talk and then follow through; when I was with my wife it was all about her getting fucked, and enjoying his bbc, me licking her and hopefully licking his cum out of her.
But it was all about her enjoying his cock and having pleasure. I was there to lick, suck or clean up and then fuck her hard with my 8" cock too.
Now that I am single, and I have sucked a couple of cocks, which I like, I don't mix the two fantasy's. When I watch porn its always or my favorite is white wives sucking, fucking BBCs. watching a woman suck a cock is my favorite. Watching men suck, is a huge turn off.. BUT I definitely watch a woman sucking cock as if I was sucking that cock. not sure if it makes sense? I guess I definitely become very submissive as I fantasized about sucking a BBC.
In real life, it is always scary, until I am on my knees sucking his cock. Then I can relax and go for it. I have only sucked off two bbc's. 1 guy was a few times as it was a good connection.
He was younger then me, married, fit and very well hung. I would suck him off in his house in his garage. Just go in and get on my knees and he would drop his pants and pull out his black cock and let me suck it. The first time he was very polite, and when he got ready to cum he asked if I would let him cum in my mouth. Obviously I said yes. the second time he was a bit rougher, by the third trip to his garage, he really ****** his cock in my mouth and was a lil verbly abusive. all of which I liked, to a point. Something about being sub with a dom has turned me on, and I want it again. BUT...if I had a woman I would quickly revert to me being alfa and loving her fucking then fucking her.
also I have zero desire in being sucked by a guy, or any other guy contact. and its only BBC cocks I would or at least want to suck, cuz of the size and attitude. NOT superior or master or that. While I give all BBC my respect, we are all equal, but my desire is to suck BBC cock. And one day watch my next wife fuck them too.