Why do i want to suck it?

Why am I a strait white boy who wants to suck bbc
what’s your background are you with anyone? Are you in a cuck relationship? It started for me 3 years of being a cuck I found my self looking at his bbc more than my gf the feelings grew over time ,ignore people that call you gay they don’t understand better word would be bi-sexual or bi-curious .

For me I don’t find men attractive at all ,the only bit I like is a bbc .I’d never date a man or want to it’s purely a feeling of submitting myself to a bbc and being over powered I want to serve them as my gf does.
 
I definiyely want to suck and I have sucked cock. BBC was my favorite, Ill tell you why in a minute. But is DEFINITELY not in a gay way.
I feel no attraction to men at all. Matter a fact totally the opposite. So there are two times we need to talk about.
One during the actual sex and during the fantasy or mental part of thinking about sucking cock.
fantasy talk and then follow through; when I was with my wife it was all about her getting fucked, and enjoying his bbc, me licking her and hopefully licking his cum out of her.
But it was all about her enjoying his cock and having pleasure. I was there to lick, suck or clean up and then fuck her hard with my 8" cock too.
Now that I am single, and I have sucked a couple of cocks, which I like, I don't mix the two fantasy's. When I watch porn its always or my favorite is white wives sucking, fucking BBCs. watching a woman suck a cock is my favorite. Watching men suck, is a huge turn off.. BUT I definitely watch a woman sucking cock as if I was sucking that cock. not sure if it makes sense? I guess I definitely become very submissive as I fantasized about sucking a BBC.

In real life, it is always scary, until I am on my knees sucking his cock. Then I can relax and go for it. I have only sucked off two bbc's. 1 guy was a few times as it was a good connection.
He was younger then me, married, fit and very well hung. I would suck him off in his house in his garage. Just go in and get on my knees and he would drop his pants and pull out his black cock and let me suck it. The first time he was very polite, and when he got ready to cum he asked if I would let him cum in my mouth. Obviously I said yes. the second time he was a bit rougher, by the third trip to his garage, he really ****** his cock in my mouth and was a lil verbly abusive. all of which I liked, to a point. Something about being sub with a dom has turned me on, and I want it again. BUT...if I had a woman I would quickly revert to me being alfa and loving her fucking then fucking her.
also I have zero desire in being sucked by a guy, or any other guy contact. and its only BBC cocks I would or at least want to suck, cuz of the size and attitude. NOT superior or master or that. While I give all BBC my respect, we are all equal, but my desire is to suck BBC cock. And one day watch my next wife fuck them too.
 
Why ask why? Just follow your desire, find a black stud and suck him. However, in my opinion where there is smoke, there's fire. There is no need to feel shame at being gay, or bi or curious. Be yourself and enjoy what you like.
Totally agree, Lois!

I enjoy sex with women. Always have, always will. But I also love sex when I submit my mouth and ass to a dominant black man.

I like what I like and don't care what label it comes with.
 
Why ask why? Just follow your desire, find a black stud and suck him. However, in my opinion where there is smoke, there's fire. There is no need to feel shame at being gay, or bi or curious. Be yourself and enjoy what you like.
Why ask why? Just follow your desire, find a black stud and suck him. However, in my opinion where there is smoke, there's fire. There is no need to feel shame at being gay, or bi or curious. Be yourself and enjoy what you like.
I would argue, any cuck isn't all that straight, I think we're all a bit bi just at different levels. I would say just give into your urges. Sharing my experience, when we first started I thought I would only want to watch but ended up eating her creampies. And we actually had a bull who was bi, while she was riding his bbc he called me over and said directed me to suck his cock clean and taste my wife's pussy all over it, I replied I wasn't into that and both my wife and he replied to do it... I'm not sure why exactly aside from obviously being bi, I wanted to suck it and I did. And guided it back into my wife as my wife pushed my head and told me to lick his ballsand her ass. For me it became natural and something I look for. But I realize not every bull is into that so respecting your place is always ideal... but if asked you and your woman and made to serve bbc so its best to comply
Why ask why? Just follow your desire, find a black stud and suck him. However, in my opinion where there is smoke, there's fire. There is no need to feel shame at being gay, or bi or curious. Be yourself and enjoy what you like.

I agree with all 3 replies above. Mostly, we all have a degree of bi in us. And that degree has different directions of desire. Mine is simple, I love giving oral. Love is not strong enough, I crave it. More towards a woman. It makes me insane licking tasting touching a woman's pussy, thighs, stomach, ass and all. The more she is aroused the crazier it excites me. So obviously if she has a BBC in her or just finished she is pretty jacked up!
Its all about her pleasure. But its very masculine and when I am ready and very hard and she has cum, I want to dominate her with my cock.
Sucking a guys cock is completely the opposite. Im very submissive in my thoughts. I DEFINITELY don't want to kiss or any of that. But I want to be orally be dominated.
As far as finding a black stud to suck off....geez its a lot harder then id like it to be.
 
I’ve haven’t suck off a black cock yet. I’ve seen a lot of black cock when I was locked up but I never took the opportunity but I watched a lot of action on occasion, secretly. I think it was planting some seeds in my mind for later on in life though. I have had a couple experiences when I was younger with an older cousin but he wasn’t black.

One time in the county a young black guy came in my cell. He thought I was a sleep but I wasn’t sleeping I was just resting. We had talked a few times and he would occasionally borrow a pencil or paper from me so I just thought he was looking for something like that but not this time. We had talk a few times about girls mostly him talking about getting sucked off or fucking them real good. It really didn’t do much for me at the time. I was trying to watch what he was doing without drawing any attention to me. It looked like he was going to take a leak but instead he started stroking he cock. I would of guessed it was between 10-12 inches. I noticed he kept glancing other his shoulder at me while he was stroking it. At one point he turned around with his cock right in my face. He pulled the blanket back to see my lips and mouth. It was then I inhaled the aroma of his cock and it made me moan *******. He quickly put his cock back in his tie up cover alls and left my cell. I’ll never forget that smell. I would like to taste a bbc some day.
 

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I’ve haven’t suck off a black cock yet. I’ve seen a lot of black cock when I was locked up but I never took the opportunity but I watched a lot of action on occasion, secretly. I think it was planting some seeds in my mind for later on in life though. I have had a couple experiences when I was younger with an older cousin but he wasn’t black.

One time in the county a young black guy came in my cell. He thought I was a sleep but I wasn’t sleeping I was just resting. We had talked a few times and he would occasionally borrow a pencil or paper from me so I just thought he was looking for something like that but not this time. We had talk a few times about girls mostly him talking about getting sucked off or fucking them real good. It really didn’t do much for me at the time. I was trying to watch what he was doing without drawing any attention to me. It looked like he was going to take a leak but instead he started stroking he cock. I would of guessed it was between 10-12 inches. I noticed he kept glancing other his shoulder at me while he was stroking it. At one point he turned around with his cock right in my face. He pulled the blanket back to see my lips and mouth. It was then I inhaled the aroma of his cock and it made me moan *******. He quickly put his cock back in his tie up cover alls and left my cell. I’ll never forget that smell. I would like to taste a bbc some day.


You really should have let him make a woman out of you! You're white.. that is what white boys are made for!!!
 
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