You Are Not Alone in this. It's been over a year for me and that's all I think about everyday it's just a wonderful thing the best thing to ever happen to me also the strangest thing that has happened to me. Never in a thousand years wood I have guest big black dick was going to be something I would love or even think of and now I can't get it enough I really can't. the big long black dick that tripped me up and turned me out only took under 15 minutes then I was whipped I wanted his dick more than anything I could ever imagine and found it very easy to do as he told me to. I had to follow him around the other theaters in the adult shop then suck his cock when he commanded me to and I happily did. in retrospect I guess it was supposed to be some sort of humiliation but it was beyond me at that point all I knew I wanted it and I want it bad a sort of cock Frenzy if you will and if obeying him was how to get it that's what I was going to do and I did. I still feel that way I still want it that bad I still think about it everyday. I did not even fight or put up any type of resistance I embraced it I never thought of it but looking back I was so simple and easily converted he said. He also did this to white boys as sport he claimed. I think of big thick meaty black dick all day and all night. Submitting to it was an erotic turn on. I have embraced it and desire it to an unexplainable degree. You are definitely not alone.