My first experience with it was with my high school sweetheart who made it a condition of allowing me to date her again after we had split up (my fault) and she had started going out with another guy. She told me she would be free to date whoever she wanted, but I had to be true to her or I could get lost.
Being in love, too young and inexperienced to know once a woman's emotions and sexual desires have moved on to another man, that it is virtually impossible to win her back, I foolishly subjected myself to the humiliation, which somehow became a dark need that has stayed with me to this day.
My Wife knows of this need as we are totally open with each other and, while she has no desire to cuckold me at this time, she does occasionally "treat me" by making up a fantasy to tell me while she masturbates me or we have intercourse.
Being in love, too young and inexperienced to know once a woman's emotions and sexual desires have moved on to another man, that it is virtually impossible to win her back, I foolishly subjected myself to the humiliation, which somehow became a dark need that has stayed with me to this day.
My Wife knows of this need as we are totally open with each other and, while she has no desire to cuckold me at this time, she does occasionally "treat me" by making up a fantasy to tell me while she masturbates me or we have intercourse.