I am not what you may call a "sissy cuck" with all the cock cage, panty wearing, cum cleaning etc, but it clicked for me after finding out my wife was cheating on me for quite a while, with all black men. Had to come to realization that she was having to go outside our marriage to get her needs met. It was a tough pill to swallow but once I accepted it I actually have come to embrace it. Strangely at first to me anyway I found myself enjoying the role of cuck husband, making sure she knew that I wanted her to get sexual satisfaction by fucking black men and I would be there to support her. It's kind of a mind fuck and she doesn't like verbally humiliate me but the facts are that I can't give her what she fully needs sexually and that is humiliating as it is, but also turns me on somehow. Gets my little white dick throbbing lol. I really can't explain why?