Hubby and I are in a female led relationship with strong male chastity for him already for some years. Since a little bit more than one year we first time started cuckolding. I have a fix black lover (only this one no changing relationships), we meet twice a week and almost every weekend. Since I have the relationship with him hubby and I did not have any longer vacations (a prolonged weekend max). Now hubby is planning a longer vacation (two or three weeks) at the end of the year (provided this will be possible at all due to corona) only for the two of us. I have mixed feelings about it because I absolute can´t imagine to be without my black lover for so long. Hubby offered to give me more oral sex and playing with toys but even he becomes good in this in the meantime it is absolute not the same. Furthermore my black lover is very young and needs to fuck a lot, he lives not far away from us and knows he can come over any time he had the urgent need to fuck (even in addition to the sessions twice a week and on the weekend). He told me that I'm his only fix sex partner with the exception of some ONS with girls of his age where he is using condoms. I really fear that he will look for someone else for sex, if I will be away for so long, and afterwards our relationship will not be the same anymore, this thought makes we really jealous. To have the vacation together with my lover is not an option for hubby, not so much because he is not grudge me the sexual joy but because of what other people could think about us and all this. What is the experience of other cuckold couples here?