I understand the desire to see your white wife have sex with a big black lover. It is something that I also desire intensely, though I don't have a wife or partner. I think once the thought of seeing your white wife with a big hung black man has been conceived it's not easy to exclude it from one's mind.Since you have initiated the talk , I would like to tell my story.
I never realized if cuckolding exist back in 2017 but when I came across to one of the video which totally shook up and made me aware about this wonderful lifestyle. Before this I wanted to share my partner but it was just a thought and I was not bothering it too much. Since that first video I have been only watching BBC , interracial porn and only thinking about my partner with a BBC. This is still a fantasy for me but I am trying to make my partner realize how wonderful it will be for her to climb one BBC and I am seeing it.
Once the image and associated feeling is there, it is so hard to revoke it. Do I wish I could? I don't know. It is now a part of who I am and what I want.