So this is my very first post and very first attempt at writing any kind of story. This story is 100% true and captures the events of my long marriage up to this week. I’ve definitely been thrilled with the more recent turn of events but I definitely don’t want to push my wife too aggressively.
Ch. 1
My wife and I were fairly young when we got together and still young when we finally got married. We got together when she was 18 and I was 24. We were married a month shy of her 21st birthday when I was 27.
My wife was always a cutie with the face of a starlet although she was a bit on the thin side. Think Latina, 5-6, and about 115 lbs with a nicely toned butt and legs along with very cute feet. She didn’t initially have much volume in the breasts…maybe an average B-cup. However, those did come in quite nicely once she eventually gave birth after 7 years of marriage growing to a larger C-cup. A very nice handful.
As the years went by, she did fill out to something of a more voluptuous figure. The same toned legs and butt albeit with wider hips and, thanks to the *******, a rack to be proud of complete with beautiful nipples. She is the quintessential MILF now. I’ve had both men and women complement her indirectly through me talking about her beauty and essence. She is just one of those people that everybody just likes.
The beginning of my own desires started within the first few years of being married. I can’t say I harbored any sort of swinging or cuckold feelings naturally. I’ve always had a high sex drive and was a connoisseur of porn. At some point, I just kind of stumbled upon interracial porn and I became fascinated. I remember subscribing to sites such as Spring Thomas, Janet Exposed, and BlacksOnBlondes in the mid-2000s, all unbeknownst to my wife.
Eventually, my tastes in porn evolved to include more cuckold action around 2008 well as I happened upon sites such as ***THIS IS A SPAM, REPORT PLEASE*** and wifebucket. With my wife still unaware, I tried my hide all of this activity. However, there was one time where I had accidentally left my laptop open to some random cuckold scene. Of course, she asked me about it. I gave my best effort to explain it away. We had been married about 3 years at this point.
One night at dinner, she even asked a friend couple if they had ever heard of the word ‘cuckold’. I tried my best to hide my embarrassment and, thankfully, they even feigned ignorance or were, in fact, truly ignorant of the term. Luckily, she dropped the topic and never brought it up again. That was 14 years ago.
Ch. 2
During the ensuing 14 years, my porn tastes rarely rotated away from cuckold content. While I wouldn’t consider myself too submissive in the normal sense, I found the entire concept of another man fucking my wife to be erotic and completely mesmerizing.
My list of favorites on Xhamster was heavily influenced by cuckold and interracial content. To add to that, I would read the cuckold stories on the Cuckold Consultant website religiously. I would wait in anticipation for the next batch of stories to drop. I would also read the stories on Dark Wanderer although I found these to be of lower quality and story depth.
Unfortunately, the DW stories had and still have way too much BNWO and sissy themes and I’m just not into all of that. I like the eroticism of sharing my wife but not into being owned or turned into some feminine version of myself. I ended up finding some very good stories on Literotica by j267 and everyonesavoyeur, amongst others, that fit the bill.
Eventually, I came across the cuckoldsporn.com site and was thoroughly impressed with the content and purchased a lifetime subscription for $99. That site led me to BlackToWhite where I realized my true attraction was to the real amateur type of cuckold content rather than the professionally produced content. I was fascinated with the raw nature of it…witnessing the ‘first cuckold’ or ‘first BBC’ experience and the stages of transformation was enthralling.
Over time, our sex life continued along. I can’t say it was ever subpar or that I was dissatisfied. Nor did I ever detect any hints of dissatisfaction on the part of my wife. By all metrics, I’d say we had a healthy albeit relatively strait-laced sex life. We did enjoy some toy play on occasion and had a small assortment of vibrators, plugs, and dildos.
All the while, my list of favorites on the various sites continued to grow and be refined. I started including content such as DP, sloppy seconds, reclamation, and creampie into the library. By just about any measure, I was hooked.
Ch. 3
About 5 years ago, my wife and I started having brief conversations about visiting local swinger events with onsite play or vacationing at Desire Riviera Maya in Mexico. Over time, we even bought tickets to two different local events, but as life would have it, we ended not being able to attend for various reasons. But even with that, my wife was very clear that she wasn’t interested in any kind of full-on swap and only considered herself to be tipping her toes in the water.
While she has had always had a healthy sexual appetite, it wasn’t until these 4-5 years that she’s become more open sexually. She’s become occasionally receptive to anal sex whereas this was absolutely off-limits for the first dozen years of our marriage. We progressed to DP with butt plugs or average size dildos which she has admittedly confessed to enjoying…calling herself a DP whore during our sex talk. Occasionally, she’ll ask me which hole I would prefer…or what if another man were to fuck her in the ass. Note that, to date, I am the only man who has ever fucked her ass so to hear her make statements like that was music to my ears.
Over time, The size of the dildos has steadily increased from the average 6” to 8-10”. About 2 years ago, I had bought her first larger than average dildo. It was a life-like white cock sized at 8” in length and 2” in width that vibrated. We’ve since named him ‘John’. Until that time, it was the largest cock she had ever had in her. For a time, she would randomly sext me videos of her mounting it. I honestly have no idea if she uses it often on her own or not or if that was just a phase.
As part of the continued cracking of her shell, she’s even become more accepting of my requests to go out in short dresses without any panties or without a bra. We recently attended a local EDM festival where she wore a sheer fishnet top and pasties. This was a major step for her and I was quite proud. Encouraging her to be more of an exhibitionist and building up her confidence has been top of mind for me for at least 3-4 years now. Slowly but surely, she’s been lowering her inhibitions although she still has a strict ‘not around anybody we know’ rule. But with all of that, I do believe she finds as much excitement in all of this as I do. She just isn’t as outwardly exuberant as I am about it.
With that said, we still haven’t made any actual progress on attending events or erotic vacations. I believe she would be more comfortable in a larger group setting where it’s easier to fade into the background without any pressure. I will continue to keep working on that, but who knows if it will ever happen.
In parallel, we have been joking about having her open an OnlyFans account. But of course, she’s always been paranoid about somebody we know finding out. Some days, it seems like she might be on the verge of doing it only to pull back. She has been way more accepting of the possibility of posting feet pics or other scantily clad photos, but nothing with full nudity or actual sex. Even that limited approach would be a huge turn-on for me.
Ch. 4
One night a little over a year ago, we were engaged in some drunken sex and it was incredibly amazing. At some point, she asked me what my fantasy was and, in my drunken state, I inadvertently blurted out “I want to watch you get fucked.” I did not mean to tell her that at all, but I was a little bit more than tipsy and the words just came out. I think she was taken aback by this. It wasn’t an outright rejection by any means. She wasn’t angry or immediately turned off. It seemed to be more of a “oh…I wasn’t expecting that” kind of response.
She asked the probing questions as to the why and I just told her that I thought it would be hot. She asked me, in an innocent manner, if I wanted her to cuckold me. Unbeknownst to her, her use of the word was like a trigger and I shot my load into her about 5 seconds later.
Aside from very random comments she’d drop once a blue moon about sharing her, not much else was discussed about my fantasy. I avoided bringing it up as I didn’t want to be too pushy and I wasn’t sure if it made her uncomfortable. However, I did continue to use the toys and larger dildos to expand her limits. This past spring, I even bought a white 9” cock sleeve with some serious girth to use on her. I’m a tad under 7” myself so I’m not exactly small, but this thing looks like I’m swinging a baseball bat between my legs.
She was home the day the package arrived and happened to receive it. Upon opening it, her first reaction was “oh, hell no.” But after some coaxing, she was willing to try it. And when she did…oh boy…she absolutely loved it. Her face was a picture of pure bliss. I eased into the entry of her love canal and after about a minute, she had taken the full 9” shaft of this monster cock at which point I began to pound the ******* of her pussy. After she finally managed to come down from what was several consecutive mind-blowing and squirting orgasms…she literally got up and was walking crooked for a few moments afterward. She actually said it was the best purchase I’d ever made.
I loved it, too. I loved witnessing the intense pleasure she was receiving. Her facial expressions and apparent transportation to a different dimension were a sight to behold. After about 10 minutes of thoroughly fucking her with the giant cock sleeve, I took it off and plowed into her bareback…and I really loved that.
Her pussy felt so stretched out and was sopping wet…the feeling was incredible. I dropped my load in her after just a few minutes of being in that stretched pussy. I pulled out to watch my cum leak out of her pussy and I was so turned on that I was ready for a second round in less than 30 seconds. And that feeling I had when I entered her cum-filled pussy was out of this world…I can’t even describe it.
To say that the cock sleeve has become a regular participant in our sexual escapades would be an understatement. It’s not something we use all the time, but we use it often enough. Sometimes, I’ll bring it out and go to town on her when I’m feeling frisky, other times she’ll whisper to me that she wants the Kong dick.
Ch. 5
So, about two months ago, she asked me for all of the bank account logins. This was completely out of the blue as she’s never really displayed much interest in the finances. The catalyst for this request was because she has a friend who’s currently going through a divorce. This friend has been completely naive throughout her marriage when it came to finances, what bills were paid on a regular basis, and where the money was generally spent.
Due to this, my wife decided that it would probably be prudent to at least be aware in the event something were to happen. That’s not to say that there is anything on the horizon. I believe this was more of a ‘better safe than sorry’ and ‘learn from others’ move. At the time, I thought the sudden interest in finances was odd, but I didn’t think much else of it.
Now, because I have historically been the person that minded the finances, I never gave it a second thought when I was subscribing to sites such as cuckoldsporn.com or BlackToWhite. So naturally, she stumbled across the weird whilst looking through the charges on the accounts. She did a bit of digging a learned that they were some kind of porn subscription, but wasn’t able to determine what they were for, exactly.
Of course, her next step was to ask me what the charges were. In all honesty, I had completely forgotten that the charges were recurring and didn’t even think about them when she asked for the latest passwords. She had asked me about these charges early one morning and caught me completely off-guard.
Now mind you…aside from that one website she saw on my laptop 14 years ago and the one drunken night more than a year prior where I blurted out my fantasy to see her get fucked, I had never given her any indication that I was into this type of content. I always considered it my own embarrassing secret. I suppose we all have some skeletons in the closet. This one was mine. Anyway, I played off the question and said I wasn’t completely sure what the charges were and that I would have to login to look at the charges. I hoped she would drop it, but she would not.
Ch. 6
All day long at work, I was a nervous mess. I had no idea what to do nor any real way to explain it away. I hoped she wouldn’t bring it up again, but I knew that was fanciful thinking. In the end, I came to the conclusion that I would just lay it all out there…a sort of ‘truth shall set you free’ approach.
After work, sure enough…that was the first topic of conversation that came up. She can be relentless when she chooses. She asked me if I had figured out what the charges were. I told her I had. And she asked what they were and I told her they were subscriptions for porn websites. Naturally, she asked for which websites. She wanted the names and logins. I told her I would text them to her because she wouldn’t remember the names. I still couldn’t quite bring myself to tell her verbally.
So I texted the info to her and walked outside. Later that evening, I was watching TV alone in the living room after putting the ******* to bed. She came down and…just started talking. I wasn’t sure what kind of response I was going to get, but the one I did get wasn’t bad.
She asked me if liked this sort of thing. I told her I did and that I found it hot. She asked me if that was something I wanted to do and I said it would be something I’d strongly consider. She said she wouldn’t really be comfortable doing such things and that she loves me and only wants me. She said her limit would maybe be doing same room sex with another couple but no swapping would be involved. I told her I understood and wouldn’t want her to be uncomfortable with anything. I knew that we would only move at her pace and if something like that never happened, then so be it.
All in all, it wasn’t a terrible response. As with the night I inadvertently revealed my fantasy, she wasn’t angry or immediately turned off. She wasn’t disgusted. She seemed to be more curious as to why I felt this way than anything else. She even said she doesn’t mind that I have subscriptions to those sites.
Ch. 7
In the two months since this revelation, I will say that I have never felt more free with her sexually. Cuckold role play has started to make its way into our sexual adventures and she’s evolved into a willing participant. When I bust out the Kong dick, I have started to tell ask her how she likes being stretched out by big cocks…asking her if she is a big cock whore. She enthusiastically says yes. I told her to imagine it was a stranger with a huge cock and she willfully plays the game.
About a month ago, I bought a Jessky Fucking Machine. I made sure to track the package through delivery and immediately scooped it up. I assembled it in the basement, took a photo, and sent it to her. She was surprised but also had a very positive response.
Several weeks back, I came across an idea to make deepfake porn videos with my wife’s face. I downloaded some suitable videos from Xvideos.com that had a body and hairstyle similar to my wife. Using the deepswap.ai website, I was able to superimpose my wife’s face onto the female’s body and holy *******…was it fucking awesome. If you’ve never done a deepfake of your wife being fucked and you’re into this sort of thing, I’d highly recommend it. The videos are so hot that I’m instantly hard and I find myself jerking off to them rather frequently.
In total, I made four videos about 1-2 minutes in duration that were an AI depiction of my wife being fucked. All of the videos were of a wife, my wife, receiving a big black cock. One of the videos had the hung BBC filling up the wife’s pussy with the husband encouraging the wife to get fucked…to take that nut…and the husband eventually got sloppy seconds.
I slowly unveiled each of the videos to my wife to initiate some sex sessions, staggering their release by a few days each. Again, she had a fairly positive response. She was stunned that such deepfakes were even possible and, while not perfect, was stunned at how much the videos resembled her. I told her that if I can’t watch her get fucked in real life, this is the next best thing. I do believe that she was turned on but she was rather shy about it. There have been several sex sessions where she’s asked to have the video playing on my phone laying next to us with the volume turned up. I’ve asked her if she likes watching herself get fucked while she gets fucked and she has replied in the affirmative.
Ch. 8
Last week, I bought a 10” BBC dildo (the King Cock 10” Vibrating Dildo model). Again, I made sure to track it through delivery so she wasn’t the first one to see it. This past weekend, we entertained some friends at our home where the drinks were flowing freely. After all of our guests had left, I quickly setup the Fuck Machine in the basement (it’s a nice finished basement, not some kind of dungeon). With some sexual innuendos, I enticed her to put on something sexy and come down to the basement.
When she got down to the basement, I immediately put a blindfold on her and proceeded to the foreplay stage. After about 10 minutes, I grabbed her hand and led her to the Fuck Machine setup. We have an adjustable workout bench on which I had her lay face down. I positioned the Fuck Machine behind her and slowly ramped up the thrust power. She thoroughly enjoyed it. I then had get off the workout bench onto her knees while I sat on the bench so she could suck my cock. I asked her if she likes sucking my cock while she gets fucked and received an emphatic yes in return.
After several minutes, I had her move back onto the bench to be face up. I re-positioned the Fuck Machine and applied a higher level of thrust power. She was thoroughly loving the fucking the machine was giving her. I moved to position my cock in her mouth while she was still blindfolded and getting fucked by the Fuck Machine. The visuals were stunning…my cock in her mouth, another cock pumping in and out of her pussy…just amazing. After receiving her blow job for several minutes, I pulled out and stepped away.
It was at that point, I retrieved the 10” BBC dildo which I had staged nearby. From there, I put the BBC in her mouth and told her to suck it. After about 30 seconds of sucking, I instructed her to remove her blindfold while I continued to feed the BBC dildo into her mouth. Upon her first sight of the BBC in her mouth, I could tell she was surprised, but she kept sucking. As far as I know, this was the very first time she had sucked anything resembling a real BBC in her life and she definitely did not reject it.
After our Fuck Machine play was finished, we moved back to the couch where I had put one of the deepfake videos to play on the TV on a loop. I made some commentary about watching her get her pussy stretched out on the screen and how I found it to be incredibly sexy. I asked if she wanted to take the BBC dildo. She declined but did state she’d be willing to use John (the white cock dildo, 8”, still bigger than me) so she could stretch herself out for me. I did not decline and watched her plow herself for a bit.
Inevitably, we proceeded to fuck like rabbits for about an hour. In the middle of our fuck session, she had me sit on the couch facing the TV so she could ride me. As she was riding me she asked me if I liked watching the video of her getting fucked with a big cock. I replied yes. She then asked me if I liked watching the video of her getting fucked with a big, black cock. Of course, I enthusiastically said yes. I almost came instantly when she said that last line but managed to hold back. That was the first time I recall her ever saying anything remotely close to her getting fucked by a BBC. She told me to fill her pussy…make it leak with my cum. She told me to claim her pussy…if I didn’t claim it, it wouldn’t be mine. And boy…did I ever fill her pussy up.
Ch. 9
Yesterday, my wife approached me with a request completely unrelated to sex. She allowed me to make a choice between two options, neither of which I had any desire to pursue.
The first option was to pickup a treadmill from a seller on Facebook marketplace. My immediate rebuttal was that anybody can run outside for free so I didn’t understand why we would need a treadmill. Inevitably, these contraptions tend to turn into some kind of clothes hanger or storage shelf with limited utility while taking up a fair amount of precious floor space.
The second option was purchase and install a permanent basketball hoop in the driveway for the littles. Now, I’m an avid sports fan and am not against a basketball hoop, in general. However, my issue was with the permanent nature of her request. I responded by recommending one of the high quality portable basketball hoops, but she was adamantly opposed. I’m also an avid lawn enthusiast and was not particularly keen about digging holes and filling them with concrete to hold what will essentially be a permanent fixture in the grass.
She closed the conversation by stating she was going upstairs to work for a bit and that would be the timeline for a decision. Of course, she tried to frame it as some sort of compromise, but I didn’t see it that way. In a true compromise, both parties receive something and also give something up. In this negotiation, I didn’t see how I was receiving anything.
While she was upstairs, I had an idea come to me and, as you could probably imagine, it was a sexual request. Between the two options presented to me, I found the treadmill to be the lesser of two evils. But I still needed something in return. My proposed counter to her was that she would use the BBC dildo in both her mouth and her pussy.
Upon my presentation of this request, she was put off a bit. The exact term she used was ‘extortion’. I responded by telling her that it was a negotiation and real compromise, not an extortion. In a compromise, both parties need to walk away with something agreeable. She then countered by adding a honey-do item to the requested treadmill. I agreed so long as her part of the deal was executed within the next 10 minutes. After some hemming and hawing for a bit, she agreed.
Ch. 10
I sat on the living room couch and waited for my wife to come downstairs with the BBC dildo. After a few minutes, she did appear with both the dildo and lube. She walked up to me and asked where I wanted her. I told her to get undressed and sit on the opposite corner of the couch. I wanted to watch her for a bit. She said okay but that I wasn’t allowed to touch her. I just told her we’ll see about that.
And then it started. She kicked it off by sucking the realistic BBC dildo for a bit with some enthusiasm. She then grabbed the lube, put a good dollop in her hand, and started stroking the BBC in a suggestive manner while looking into my eyes. Then…she moved to the insertion stage.
At first, she was very tentative with her movements as the BBC has a full 10” shaft length with over 2.25” in width across. It’s a very big boy and very realistic looking. She started with just the tip for a bit. This was the first time in her life she’d had a dildo/cock that large and the first time in her life she’d had something resembling a real BBC inside her.
After a few minutes, she started to get more aggressive with her movements and allowing the dildo to penetrate her more deeply. It was at that point that her facial expression transitioned from one of apprehension and discomfort to one of sheer pleasure. Her face was wholly reminiscent of when I would fuck her with my cock sleeve. She started moaning “fuck…it feels sooo good” over and over. All the while, I was sucking on her toes as she was in the throes of passion. Aside from the deepfake videos, this is the most exhilarating thing I’ve ever witnessed.
This went on for quite a few minutes before she asked me to take control of the dildo. I proceeded to increase the tempo and depth beyond what she had been doing. The sight of her labia being spread by the massive BBC dildo was hypnotic. She did allow me to snap a photo so long as it didn’t include her face. By all appearances, she was in absolute heaven.
In due time, she pulled me up by my shoulders and said she wanted me to fuck her. She wanted to feel my cock. Of course, I happily obliged her. After her pussy was fucked by the BBC dildo for a solid 15 minutes, the looseness, warmth, and wetness of her pussy on my cock was phenomenal. After a few pumps, she asked me in a whisper “you like it when I’ve been stretched out by another cock? Do you like watching me receive pleasure? Do you like when I’m a whore?” Obviously, my response was an emphatic yes to all three questions. She then proceeded to tell me to fuck her stretched out pussy. I gave her the BBC to suck while I fucked her. I asked her if she likes sucking big cocks while she gets fucked. She whimpered and responded with a yes. Gawd…what a session.
Ch. 11
So that’s where things stand. I can honestly say that her discovering my fetish has felt like a huge burden has been lifted from my shoulders. Our sex life these two months has been unbelievable. We’re fucking multiple times a day, multiple times a week, sometimes even multiple times a day for multiple days in a row. I just can’t get enough of her. I want her so badly I feel like a horny teenager. Literally, we haven’t had sex like this since we first started dating 20 years ago.
The passion and love I feel for her at this phase in our lives is indescribable. Admittedly, I’m not sure where this is headed. She is much more reserved sexually than I am so it’s difficult to truly discern her thoughts. I’ve asked her several times about her fantasies, but she tells me she doesn’t have any. On the one hand, I do feel that she’s genuinely enthralled by this as much as I am. But sometimes, I can’t help but feel that this is just sex/pillow talk and she’s simply humoring me.
In any case, I’m in a happy place and appreciative that I have such an indulging wife. I really don’t care about blacked or otherwise. Just seeing her take a huge cock would be something special. If this never takes another step beyond where we’re at, I’d probably be okay with that. But wow…what an exhilarating ride it’s been.
I don’t want to push her too hard or turn her off. I already feel like I’ve been toeing the line these last couple of months and I don’t want to turn her off.
Where do you think this might go?
Ch. 1
My wife and I were fairly young when we got together and still young when we finally got married. We got together when she was 18 and I was 24. We were married a month shy of her 21st birthday when I was 27.
My wife was always a cutie with the face of a starlet although she was a bit on the thin side. Think Latina, 5-6, and about 115 lbs with a nicely toned butt and legs along with very cute feet. She didn’t initially have much volume in the breasts…maybe an average B-cup. However, those did come in quite nicely once she eventually gave birth after 7 years of marriage growing to a larger C-cup. A very nice handful.
As the years went by, she did fill out to something of a more voluptuous figure. The same toned legs and butt albeit with wider hips and, thanks to the *******, a rack to be proud of complete with beautiful nipples. She is the quintessential MILF now. I’ve had both men and women complement her indirectly through me talking about her beauty and essence. She is just one of those people that everybody just likes.
The beginning of my own desires started within the first few years of being married. I can’t say I harbored any sort of swinging or cuckold feelings naturally. I’ve always had a high sex drive and was a connoisseur of porn. At some point, I just kind of stumbled upon interracial porn and I became fascinated. I remember subscribing to sites such as Spring Thomas, Janet Exposed, and BlacksOnBlondes in the mid-2000s, all unbeknownst to my wife.
Eventually, my tastes in porn evolved to include more cuckold action around 2008 well as I happened upon sites such as ***THIS IS A SPAM, REPORT PLEASE*** and wifebucket. With my wife still unaware, I tried my hide all of this activity. However, there was one time where I had accidentally left my laptop open to some random cuckold scene. Of course, she asked me about it. I gave my best effort to explain it away. We had been married about 3 years at this point.
One night at dinner, she even asked a friend couple if they had ever heard of the word ‘cuckold’. I tried my best to hide my embarrassment and, thankfully, they even feigned ignorance or were, in fact, truly ignorant of the term. Luckily, she dropped the topic and never brought it up again. That was 14 years ago.
Ch. 2
During the ensuing 14 years, my porn tastes rarely rotated away from cuckold content. While I wouldn’t consider myself too submissive in the normal sense, I found the entire concept of another man fucking my wife to be erotic and completely mesmerizing.
My list of favorites on Xhamster was heavily influenced by cuckold and interracial content. To add to that, I would read the cuckold stories on the Cuckold Consultant website religiously. I would wait in anticipation for the next batch of stories to drop. I would also read the stories on Dark Wanderer although I found these to be of lower quality and story depth.
Unfortunately, the DW stories had and still have way too much BNWO and sissy themes and I’m just not into all of that. I like the eroticism of sharing my wife but not into being owned or turned into some feminine version of myself. I ended up finding some very good stories on Literotica by j267 and everyonesavoyeur, amongst others, that fit the bill.
Eventually, I came across the cuckoldsporn.com site and was thoroughly impressed with the content and purchased a lifetime subscription for $99. That site led me to BlackToWhite where I realized my true attraction was to the real amateur type of cuckold content rather than the professionally produced content. I was fascinated with the raw nature of it…witnessing the ‘first cuckold’ or ‘first BBC’ experience and the stages of transformation was enthralling.
Over time, our sex life continued along. I can’t say it was ever subpar or that I was dissatisfied. Nor did I ever detect any hints of dissatisfaction on the part of my wife. By all metrics, I’d say we had a healthy albeit relatively strait-laced sex life. We did enjoy some toy play on occasion and had a small assortment of vibrators, plugs, and dildos.
All the while, my list of favorites on the various sites continued to grow and be refined. I started including content such as DP, sloppy seconds, reclamation, and creampie into the library. By just about any measure, I was hooked.
Ch. 3
About 5 years ago, my wife and I started having brief conversations about visiting local swinger events with onsite play or vacationing at Desire Riviera Maya in Mexico. Over time, we even bought tickets to two different local events, but as life would have it, we ended not being able to attend for various reasons. But even with that, my wife was very clear that she wasn’t interested in any kind of full-on swap and only considered herself to be tipping her toes in the water.
While she has had always had a healthy sexual appetite, it wasn’t until these 4-5 years that she’s become more open sexually. She’s become occasionally receptive to anal sex whereas this was absolutely off-limits for the first dozen years of our marriage. We progressed to DP with butt plugs or average size dildos which she has admittedly confessed to enjoying…calling herself a DP whore during our sex talk. Occasionally, she’ll ask me which hole I would prefer…or what if another man were to fuck her in the ass. Note that, to date, I am the only man who has ever fucked her ass so to hear her make statements like that was music to my ears.
Over time, The size of the dildos has steadily increased from the average 6” to 8-10”. About 2 years ago, I had bought her first larger than average dildo. It was a life-like white cock sized at 8” in length and 2” in width that vibrated. We’ve since named him ‘John’. Until that time, it was the largest cock she had ever had in her. For a time, she would randomly sext me videos of her mounting it. I honestly have no idea if she uses it often on her own or not or if that was just a phase.
As part of the continued cracking of her shell, she’s even become more accepting of my requests to go out in short dresses without any panties or without a bra. We recently attended a local EDM festival where she wore a sheer fishnet top and pasties. This was a major step for her and I was quite proud. Encouraging her to be more of an exhibitionist and building up her confidence has been top of mind for me for at least 3-4 years now. Slowly but surely, she’s been lowering her inhibitions although she still has a strict ‘not around anybody we know’ rule. But with all of that, I do believe she finds as much excitement in all of this as I do. She just isn’t as outwardly exuberant as I am about it.
With that said, we still haven’t made any actual progress on attending events or erotic vacations. I believe she would be more comfortable in a larger group setting where it’s easier to fade into the background without any pressure. I will continue to keep working on that, but who knows if it will ever happen.
In parallel, we have been joking about having her open an OnlyFans account. But of course, she’s always been paranoid about somebody we know finding out. Some days, it seems like she might be on the verge of doing it only to pull back. She has been way more accepting of the possibility of posting feet pics or other scantily clad photos, but nothing with full nudity or actual sex. Even that limited approach would be a huge turn-on for me.
Ch. 4
One night a little over a year ago, we were engaged in some drunken sex and it was incredibly amazing. At some point, she asked me what my fantasy was and, in my drunken state, I inadvertently blurted out “I want to watch you get fucked.” I did not mean to tell her that at all, but I was a little bit more than tipsy and the words just came out. I think she was taken aback by this. It wasn’t an outright rejection by any means. She wasn’t angry or immediately turned off. It seemed to be more of a “oh…I wasn’t expecting that” kind of response.
She asked the probing questions as to the why and I just told her that I thought it would be hot. She asked me, in an innocent manner, if I wanted her to cuckold me. Unbeknownst to her, her use of the word was like a trigger and I shot my load into her about 5 seconds later.
Aside from very random comments she’d drop once a blue moon about sharing her, not much else was discussed about my fantasy. I avoided bringing it up as I didn’t want to be too pushy and I wasn’t sure if it made her uncomfortable. However, I did continue to use the toys and larger dildos to expand her limits. This past spring, I even bought a white 9” cock sleeve with some serious girth to use on her. I’m a tad under 7” myself so I’m not exactly small, but this thing looks like I’m swinging a baseball bat between my legs.
She was home the day the package arrived and happened to receive it. Upon opening it, her first reaction was “oh, hell no.” But after some coaxing, she was willing to try it. And when she did…oh boy…she absolutely loved it. Her face was a picture of pure bliss. I eased into the entry of her love canal and after about a minute, she had taken the full 9” shaft of this monster cock at which point I began to pound the ******* of her pussy. After she finally managed to come down from what was several consecutive mind-blowing and squirting orgasms…she literally got up and was walking crooked for a few moments afterward. She actually said it was the best purchase I’d ever made.
I loved it, too. I loved witnessing the intense pleasure she was receiving. Her facial expressions and apparent transportation to a different dimension were a sight to behold. After about 10 minutes of thoroughly fucking her with the giant cock sleeve, I took it off and plowed into her bareback…and I really loved that.
Her pussy felt so stretched out and was sopping wet…the feeling was incredible. I dropped my load in her after just a few minutes of being in that stretched pussy. I pulled out to watch my cum leak out of her pussy and I was so turned on that I was ready for a second round in less than 30 seconds. And that feeling I had when I entered her cum-filled pussy was out of this world…I can’t even describe it.
To say that the cock sleeve has become a regular participant in our sexual escapades would be an understatement. It’s not something we use all the time, but we use it often enough. Sometimes, I’ll bring it out and go to town on her when I’m feeling frisky, other times she’ll whisper to me that she wants the Kong dick.
Ch. 5
So, about two months ago, she asked me for all of the bank account logins. This was completely out of the blue as she’s never really displayed much interest in the finances. The catalyst for this request was because she has a friend who’s currently going through a divorce. This friend has been completely naive throughout her marriage when it came to finances, what bills were paid on a regular basis, and where the money was generally spent.
Due to this, my wife decided that it would probably be prudent to at least be aware in the event something were to happen. That’s not to say that there is anything on the horizon. I believe this was more of a ‘better safe than sorry’ and ‘learn from others’ move. At the time, I thought the sudden interest in finances was odd, but I didn’t think much else of it.
Now, because I have historically been the person that minded the finances, I never gave it a second thought when I was subscribing to sites such as cuckoldsporn.com or BlackToWhite. So naturally, she stumbled across the weird whilst looking through the charges on the accounts. She did a bit of digging a learned that they were some kind of porn subscription, but wasn’t able to determine what they were for, exactly.
Of course, her next step was to ask me what the charges were. In all honesty, I had completely forgotten that the charges were recurring and didn’t even think about them when she asked for the latest passwords. She had asked me about these charges early one morning and caught me completely off-guard.
Now mind you…aside from that one website she saw on my laptop 14 years ago and the one drunken night more than a year prior where I blurted out my fantasy to see her get fucked, I had never given her any indication that I was into this type of content. I always considered it my own embarrassing secret. I suppose we all have some skeletons in the closet. This one was mine. Anyway, I played off the question and said I wasn’t completely sure what the charges were and that I would have to login to look at the charges. I hoped she would drop it, but she would not.
Ch. 6
All day long at work, I was a nervous mess. I had no idea what to do nor any real way to explain it away. I hoped she wouldn’t bring it up again, but I knew that was fanciful thinking. In the end, I came to the conclusion that I would just lay it all out there…a sort of ‘truth shall set you free’ approach.
After work, sure enough…that was the first topic of conversation that came up. She can be relentless when she chooses. She asked me if I had figured out what the charges were. I told her I had. And she asked what they were and I told her they were subscriptions for porn websites. Naturally, she asked for which websites. She wanted the names and logins. I told her I would text them to her because she wouldn’t remember the names. I still couldn’t quite bring myself to tell her verbally.
So I texted the info to her and walked outside. Later that evening, I was watching TV alone in the living room after putting the ******* to bed. She came down and…just started talking. I wasn’t sure what kind of response I was going to get, but the one I did get wasn’t bad.
She asked me if liked this sort of thing. I told her I did and that I found it hot. She asked me if that was something I wanted to do and I said it would be something I’d strongly consider. She said she wouldn’t really be comfortable doing such things and that she loves me and only wants me. She said her limit would maybe be doing same room sex with another couple but no swapping would be involved. I told her I understood and wouldn’t want her to be uncomfortable with anything. I knew that we would only move at her pace and if something like that never happened, then so be it.
All in all, it wasn’t a terrible response. As with the night I inadvertently revealed my fantasy, she wasn’t angry or immediately turned off. She wasn’t disgusted. She seemed to be more curious as to why I felt this way than anything else. She even said she doesn’t mind that I have subscriptions to those sites.
Ch. 7
In the two months since this revelation, I will say that I have never felt more free with her sexually. Cuckold role play has started to make its way into our sexual adventures and she’s evolved into a willing participant. When I bust out the Kong dick, I have started to tell ask her how she likes being stretched out by big cocks…asking her if she is a big cock whore. She enthusiastically says yes. I told her to imagine it was a stranger with a huge cock and she willfully plays the game.
About a month ago, I bought a Jessky Fucking Machine. I made sure to track the package through delivery and immediately scooped it up. I assembled it in the basement, took a photo, and sent it to her. She was surprised but also had a very positive response.
Several weeks back, I came across an idea to make deepfake porn videos with my wife’s face. I downloaded some suitable videos from Xvideos.com that had a body and hairstyle similar to my wife. Using the deepswap.ai website, I was able to superimpose my wife’s face onto the female’s body and holy *******…was it fucking awesome. If you’ve never done a deepfake of your wife being fucked and you’re into this sort of thing, I’d highly recommend it. The videos are so hot that I’m instantly hard and I find myself jerking off to them rather frequently.
In total, I made four videos about 1-2 minutes in duration that were an AI depiction of my wife being fucked. All of the videos were of a wife, my wife, receiving a big black cock. One of the videos had the hung BBC filling up the wife’s pussy with the husband encouraging the wife to get fucked…to take that nut…and the husband eventually got sloppy seconds.
I slowly unveiled each of the videos to my wife to initiate some sex sessions, staggering their release by a few days each. Again, she had a fairly positive response. She was stunned that such deepfakes were even possible and, while not perfect, was stunned at how much the videos resembled her. I told her that if I can’t watch her get fucked in real life, this is the next best thing. I do believe that she was turned on but she was rather shy about it. There have been several sex sessions where she’s asked to have the video playing on my phone laying next to us with the volume turned up. I’ve asked her if she likes watching herself get fucked while she gets fucked and she has replied in the affirmative.
Ch. 8
Last week, I bought a 10” BBC dildo (the King Cock 10” Vibrating Dildo model). Again, I made sure to track it through delivery so she wasn’t the first one to see it. This past weekend, we entertained some friends at our home where the drinks were flowing freely. After all of our guests had left, I quickly setup the Fuck Machine in the basement (it’s a nice finished basement, not some kind of dungeon). With some sexual innuendos, I enticed her to put on something sexy and come down to the basement.
When she got down to the basement, I immediately put a blindfold on her and proceeded to the foreplay stage. After about 10 minutes, I grabbed her hand and led her to the Fuck Machine setup. We have an adjustable workout bench on which I had her lay face down. I positioned the Fuck Machine behind her and slowly ramped up the thrust power. She thoroughly enjoyed it. I then had get off the workout bench onto her knees while I sat on the bench so she could suck my cock. I asked her if she likes sucking my cock while she gets fucked and received an emphatic yes in return.
After several minutes, I had her move back onto the bench to be face up. I re-positioned the Fuck Machine and applied a higher level of thrust power. She was thoroughly loving the fucking the machine was giving her. I moved to position my cock in her mouth while she was still blindfolded and getting fucked by the Fuck Machine. The visuals were stunning…my cock in her mouth, another cock pumping in and out of her pussy…just amazing. After receiving her blow job for several minutes, I pulled out and stepped away.
It was at that point, I retrieved the 10” BBC dildo which I had staged nearby. From there, I put the BBC in her mouth and told her to suck it. After about 30 seconds of sucking, I instructed her to remove her blindfold while I continued to feed the BBC dildo into her mouth. Upon her first sight of the BBC in her mouth, I could tell she was surprised, but she kept sucking. As far as I know, this was the very first time she had sucked anything resembling a real BBC in her life and she definitely did not reject it.
After our Fuck Machine play was finished, we moved back to the couch where I had put one of the deepfake videos to play on the TV on a loop. I made some commentary about watching her get her pussy stretched out on the screen and how I found it to be incredibly sexy. I asked if she wanted to take the BBC dildo. She declined but did state she’d be willing to use John (the white cock dildo, 8”, still bigger than me) so she could stretch herself out for me. I did not decline and watched her plow herself for a bit.
Inevitably, we proceeded to fuck like rabbits for about an hour. In the middle of our fuck session, she had me sit on the couch facing the TV so she could ride me. As she was riding me she asked me if I liked watching the video of her getting fucked with a big cock. I replied yes. She then asked me if I liked watching the video of her getting fucked with a big, black cock. Of course, I enthusiastically said yes. I almost came instantly when she said that last line but managed to hold back. That was the first time I recall her ever saying anything remotely close to her getting fucked by a BBC. She told me to fill her pussy…make it leak with my cum. She told me to claim her pussy…if I didn’t claim it, it wouldn’t be mine. And boy…did I ever fill her pussy up.
Ch. 9
Yesterday, my wife approached me with a request completely unrelated to sex. She allowed me to make a choice between two options, neither of which I had any desire to pursue.
The first option was to pickup a treadmill from a seller on Facebook marketplace. My immediate rebuttal was that anybody can run outside for free so I didn’t understand why we would need a treadmill. Inevitably, these contraptions tend to turn into some kind of clothes hanger or storage shelf with limited utility while taking up a fair amount of precious floor space.
The second option was purchase and install a permanent basketball hoop in the driveway for the littles. Now, I’m an avid sports fan and am not against a basketball hoop, in general. However, my issue was with the permanent nature of her request. I responded by recommending one of the high quality portable basketball hoops, but she was adamantly opposed. I’m also an avid lawn enthusiast and was not particularly keen about digging holes and filling them with concrete to hold what will essentially be a permanent fixture in the grass.
She closed the conversation by stating she was going upstairs to work for a bit and that would be the timeline for a decision. Of course, she tried to frame it as some sort of compromise, but I didn’t see it that way. In a true compromise, both parties receive something and also give something up. In this negotiation, I didn’t see how I was receiving anything.
While she was upstairs, I had an idea come to me and, as you could probably imagine, it was a sexual request. Between the two options presented to me, I found the treadmill to be the lesser of two evils. But I still needed something in return. My proposed counter to her was that she would use the BBC dildo in both her mouth and her pussy.
Upon my presentation of this request, she was put off a bit. The exact term she used was ‘extortion’. I responded by telling her that it was a negotiation and real compromise, not an extortion. In a compromise, both parties need to walk away with something agreeable. She then countered by adding a honey-do item to the requested treadmill. I agreed so long as her part of the deal was executed within the next 10 minutes. After some hemming and hawing for a bit, she agreed.
Ch. 10
I sat on the living room couch and waited for my wife to come downstairs with the BBC dildo. After a few minutes, she did appear with both the dildo and lube. She walked up to me and asked where I wanted her. I told her to get undressed and sit on the opposite corner of the couch. I wanted to watch her for a bit. She said okay but that I wasn’t allowed to touch her. I just told her we’ll see about that.
And then it started. She kicked it off by sucking the realistic BBC dildo for a bit with some enthusiasm. She then grabbed the lube, put a good dollop in her hand, and started stroking the BBC in a suggestive manner while looking into my eyes. Then…she moved to the insertion stage.
At first, she was very tentative with her movements as the BBC has a full 10” shaft length with over 2.25” in width across. It’s a very big boy and very realistic looking. She started with just the tip for a bit. This was the first time in her life she’d had a dildo/cock that large and the first time in her life she’d had something resembling a real BBC inside her.
After a few minutes, she started to get more aggressive with her movements and allowing the dildo to penetrate her more deeply. It was at that point that her facial expression transitioned from one of apprehension and discomfort to one of sheer pleasure. Her face was wholly reminiscent of when I would fuck her with my cock sleeve. She started moaning “fuck…it feels sooo good” over and over. All the while, I was sucking on her toes as she was in the throes of passion. Aside from the deepfake videos, this is the most exhilarating thing I’ve ever witnessed.
This went on for quite a few minutes before she asked me to take control of the dildo. I proceeded to increase the tempo and depth beyond what she had been doing. The sight of her labia being spread by the massive BBC dildo was hypnotic. She did allow me to snap a photo so long as it didn’t include her face. By all appearances, she was in absolute heaven.
In due time, she pulled me up by my shoulders and said she wanted me to fuck her. She wanted to feel my cock. Of course, I happily obliged her. After her pussy was fucked by the BBC dildo for a solid 15 minutes, the looseness, warmth, and wetness of her pussy on my cock was phenomenal. After a few pumps, she asked me in a whisper “you like it when I’ve been stretched out by another cock? Do you like watching me receive pleasure? Do you like when I’m a whore?” Obviously, my response was an emphatic yes to all three questions. She then proceeded to tell me to fuck her stretched out pussy. I gave her the BBC to suck while I fucked her. I asked her if she likes sucking big cocks while she gets fucked. She whimpered and responded with a yes. Gawd…what a session.
Ch. 11
So that’s where things stand. I can honestly say that her discovering my fetish has felt like a huge burden has been lifted from my shoulders. Our sex life these two months has been unbelievable. We’re fucking multiple times a day, multiple times a week, sometimes even multiple times a day for multiple days in a row. I just can’t get enough of her. I want her so badly I feel like a horny teenager. Literally, we haven’t had sex like this since we first started dating 20 years ago.
The passion and love I feel for her at this phase in our lives is indescribable. Admittedly, I’m not sure where this is headed. She is much more reserved sexually than I am so it’s difficult to truly discern her thoughts. I’ve asked her several times about her fantasies, but she tells me she doesn’t have any. On the one hand, I do feel that she’s genuinely enthralled by this as much as I am. But sometimes, I can’t help but feel that this is just sex/pillow talk and she’s simply humoring me.
In any case, I’m in a happy place and appreciative that I have such an indulging wife. I really don’t care about blacked or otherwise. Just seeing her take a huge cock would be something special. If this never takes another step beyond where we’re at, I’d probably be okay with that. But wow…what an exhilarating ride it’s been.
I don’t want to push her too hard or turn her off. I already feel like I’ve been toeing the line these last couple of months and I don’t want to turn her off.
Where do you think this might go?
