CuriousSwinging
Male
Hi all, hope you’re having a wonderful spring. Just want to put my situation and thoughts and questions out there. Hope I get some good replies and/or discussion.
I really don’t want this “fetish/fantasy” to be mine, but it is. Has been since high school (in my mid 30s now). I can only orgasm during sex when I think of my wife taking a strong, thick, beautiful BBC. Porn is strictly interracial.
Could never come to oral, until I pictured my wife’s college first time sex experience with a fit black athlete who was endowed with and I quote “the biggest Dick she’s ever seen”. Instantly orgasmed.
Even when having sex with her, I orgasm when I think of how that BBC filled her up more than I ever could. How hot it must have been to be that black athlete knowing this pretty little white girl is being blacked for the first time.
I know she still gets all hot and bothered about it, because when we talk about it the sex is more intense. I feel her pushing up on me more, wanting more Dick, but I can’t give it to her like that BBC did.
The thing is she doesn’t want to talk about it, I’ve tried to bring it up multiple times and we’ve only had 2 minor discussions about it. Both times we had sex after. The most recent I was asking her how it felt to have sex with that BBC, how did it fill her up, how hot it is to think about it. This is when she started pushing up on me harder than she ever had before. She eventually climaxed, and I let myself imagine her trembling in pleasure from that BBC and instantly went myself.
Its obvious her BBC experience was a good one and that she still finds it hot and a rousing.
I’m taking it slow, not trying to push it, but looking for an opportunity to bring it up again, rather than bring it up out of the blue. I don’t want it to seem like I’m nagging her about it.
In the meantime I live vicariously through peoples stories on here.
I wish I knew more, what it feels like for the woman to take a BBC, especially for the first time. How does it feel as a black man to be a white woman’s first BBC?
I want to also thank all the BBC bulls who have allowed white women to experience BBC. Especially in college, where I think every white girl should experience BBC at least once.
I really don’t want this “fetish/fantasy” to be mine, but it is. Has been since high school (in my mid 30s now). I can only orgasm during sex when I think of my wife taking a strong, thick, beautiful BBC. Porn is strictly interracial.
Could never come to oral, until I pictured my wife’s college first time sex experience with a fit black athlete who was endowed with and I quote “the biggest Dick she’s ever seen”. Instantly orgasmed.
Even when having sex with her, I orgasm when I think of how that BBC filled her up more than I ever could. How hot it must have been to be that black athlete knowing this pretty little white girl is being blacked for the first time.
I know she still gets all hot and bothered about it, because when we talk about it the sex is more intense. I feel her pushing up on me more, wanting more Dick, but I can’t give it to her like that BBC did.
The thing is she doesn’t want to talk about it, I’ve tried to bring it up multiple times and we’ve only had 2 minor discussions about it. Both times we had sex after. The most recent I was asking her how it felt to have sex with that BBC, how did it fill her up, how hot it is to think about it. This is when she started pushing up on me harder than she ever had before. She eventually climaxed, and I let myself imagine her trembling in pleasure from that BBC and instantly went myself.
Its obvious her BBC experience was a good one and that she still finds it hot and a rousing.
I’m taking it slow, not trying to push it, but looking for an opportunity to bring it up again, rather than bring it up out of the blue. I don’t want it to seem like I’m nagging her about it.
In the meantime I live vicariously through peoples stories on here.
I wish I knew more, what it feels like for the woman to take a BBC, especially for the first time. How does it feel as a black man to be a white woman’s first BBC?
I want to also thank all the BBC bulls who have allowed white women to experience BBC. Especially in college, where I think every white girl should experience BBC at least once.
