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The Root of Our Addiction
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I remember seeing large black penises in the changing rooms at school. I did like the look of them.
My friend and I used to discuss how big they were and how much we liked them whilst rubbing our own smaller cocks together.
Also one of the girls in our class Linda used to tell us about her black boyfriend and how much she liked black boys.
Sorry it’s so long, this took on a life of its own lol.
I found some porn vhs mixed tapes in the early-mid 90’s (very early on in my sexuality). I’d watch them with a friend. They had a few interracial scenes in them. My friend was so fucking racist, he would insist we fast forward through those scenes! What an asshole. Anyway, I was utterly fascinated and I would cum so quick to those scenes when he wasn’t around. Ray Victory and Sean Michaels were in them, probably Nina Hartley, but beyond that I can’t remember much.
A little later on, mid-late 90’s, I would get on-line to look at pictures. Very quickly and naturally, I gravitated towards almost exclusively interracial scenes, especially the Dogfart four panel pics. Those were so fucking hot. I loved the contrast, the social taboo it had, the size of the men, and most importantly the passion the women seemed to have. When I could, I’d go to video stores and rent There’s Something About Jack and Chasing the Big Ones. I still laugh, thinking about that 18 year old white boy renting what was essentially fetish dvd’s.
The cuckolding aspect was always there, but not always so fetishized for me. I loved white women with black men (and also the other way around), but for me it didn’t always have the dominance and submission aspects it does now. Also, sometimes I’d fantasize about my girlfriends fucking black men, bigger black men, but those fantasies would make me slightly uncomfortable and I’d push it away.
Brothalovers changed that. When I watched their very early vids in the mid-200’s, when I had already been dating and was in my mid 20’s, something clicked. I just totally got “it”, the cuckolding dynamic. I wanted to jerk and watch, I wanted to clean and especially prep, I wanted to give my woman to black men. And I wanted both of them to get off on the power they had over me. I just totally embraced it and the power exchange. And it’s gotten more intense and developed over the years.
I’ve told a few lovers. The very first, super hot slender blonde, had a really negative reaction; that was bad. But the others sort of blew it off and it never went anywhere. My current long term gf has no idea and probably won’t ever know. Any future women in my life (god forbid) absolutely will.
I found some porn vhs mixed tapes in the early-mid 90’s (very early on in my sexuality). I’d watch them with a friend. They had a few interracial scenes in them. My friend was so fucking racist, he would insist we fast forward through those scenes! What an asshole. Anyway, I was utterly fascinated and I would cum so quick to those scenes when he wasn’t around. Ray Victory and Sean Michaels were in them, probably Nina Hartley, but beyond that I can’t remember much.
A little later on, mid-late 90’s, I would get on-line to look at pictures. Very quickly and naturally, I gravitated towards almost exclusively interracial scenes, especially the Dogfart four panel pics. Those were so fucking hot. I loved the contrast, the social taboo it had, the size of the men, and most importantly the passion the women seemed to have. When I could, I’d go to video stores and rent There’s Something About Jack and Chasing the Big Ones. I still laugh, thinking about that 18 year old white boy renting what was essentially fetish dvd’s.
The cuckolding aspect was always there, but not always so fetishized for me. I loved white women with black men (and also the other way around), but for me it didn’t always have the dominance and submission aspects it does now. Also, sometimes I’d fantasize about my girlfriends fucking black men, bigger black men, but those fantasies would make me slightly uncomfortable and I’d push it away.
Brothalovers changed that. When I watched their very early vids in the mid-200’s, when I had already been dating and was in my mid 20’s, something clicked. I just totally got “it”, the cuckolding dynamic. I wanted to jerk and watch, I wanted to clean and especially prep, I wanted to give my woman to black men. And I wanted both of them to get off on the power they had over me. I just totally embraced it and the power exchange. And it’s gotten more intense and developed over the years.
I’ve told a few lovers. The very first, super hot slender blonde, had a really negative reaction; that was bad. But the others sort of blew it off and it never went anywhere. My current long term gf has no idea and probably won’t ever know. Any future women in my life (god forbid) absolutely will.
BBCAddictCpl
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The root of my addiction is definitely BBC porn/hypnos. I started watching a ton of porn as my first marriage was dying. Over time, just the like the hypnos I was watching were telling me, I started realizing I wasn't watching for the women any more, I was watching for the big black dicks. It just spiraled from there.
When I met my second wife, I told her up front what I was getting into (at that point i was still looking at SOME straight porn/women, unlike now) and she accepted it and was excited about it. But now, I have real problems getting and maintaining erections without thinking about my wife and I serving black bulls. We're working through it because the relationship is so strong everywhere else, but she's definitely concerned that her husband is taking the fantasy a little too real.
When I met my second wife, I told her up front what I was getting into (at that point i was still looking at SOME straight porn/women, unlike now) and she accepted it and was excited about it. But now, I have real problems getting and maintaining erections without thinking about my wife and I serving black bulls. We're working through it because the relationship is so strong everywhere else, but she's definitely concerned that her husband is taking the fantasy a little too real.
I relate to so much of your post. I guess my curiosity (and now obsession) with interracial started when I attended a mixed high school where a lot of white girls were with black guys. The racists didn't like it, but I secretly thought it was amazing -- and I thought about it a lot. Even then, I wanted the finest white girls to go black. Even seeing a girl hold hands with a black boy was exciting, and seeing them kiss or put their hands on each other sent me right home to beat off. I had a white gf at the time, but that wasn't as exciting to me as the IR relationships.
I knew some of the black guys from the lockerroom, and knowing those white girls were getting all that was incredible. The contrast and taboo were definitely key, and I loved that those white girls were so upfront about wanting those black boys and even defying their parents.
I know what you mean about porn stars like Sean Michaels, who I've watched for so many years -- and that's part of the thrill. I love those black icons that have gotten SO much white pussy over the years and STILL get it,
Over the years, while still dating white girls, I got more and more into interracial porn. I still watched other stuff, but the finisher was and is always IR. I wanted that beautiful white girl there (or that slutty, trashy white girl) but I wanted her to get that big black cock. I wanted that black guy to fill all her holes and creampie her and bust on her face. I wanted the gangbangs where a bunch of black dudes fucked the ******* out of a white girl and turned her into a fucking whore for BBC.
About 5 years ago, my cuck fantasies became real because I decided I wanted them to be real. My last 3 white gfs have all gone black. Getting them there was different for each one, but it was something I wanted so bad and had to have. At first I just watched, but over the years, I've become more involved. I like the black guy not only fucking my girl, but having control over me and making me watch him fuck her so much better than I ever could. I'm now good with the black guy calling the shots -- he gets whatever he wants, and that includes clean up.
Was i your friend cause i used to do the same thing
marineboi4bbc
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tv now helps me see more and more big black men with hot white sluts who i know are getting bred makes me feel so inferior i get it too love to chat mroe with sissy sluts like me
It was Janet Mason for me 10 years ago...
A nice, honest, statement...……….
Ray Victory and Sean Michaels were great. They had BBCs, but not cartoonishly large like some of the more current actors. They also seemed to have fun and not take themselves too seriously.
I was a soccer player in Spain in a small town. One day my team signed a young Senegalese player.
I was the captain of the team and therefore the one in charge of adapting it.
We made friends and he would party with us. My girlfriend seemed very nice and they talked a lot.
From that moment I began to imagine my girlfriend being penetrated by her huge cock that I had seen so many times in the locker room.
I was the captain of the team and therefore the one in charge of adapting it.
We made friends and he would party with us. My girlfriend seemed very nice and they talked a lot.
From that moment I began to imagine my girlfriend being penetrated by her huge cock that I had seen so many times in the locker room.
Rob Taussik
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With me it started when my parents got divorced when I was 14. After that, my mom started going out exclusively with black guys (she's never been with a white guy since). One evening, when I was 19 and we were both ******* I asked her why she only went out with black guys. She told me how much bigger they were and how much more sexual satisfaction she got from that. That got me jealous/fascinated and into watching IR porn and I've just gotten more and more obsessed with BBC since then, and can only come when I think of my girlfriend being blacked.
You know what you're into. And you can't help it. It's who you are.
Embrace your fascination with interracial cuckolding. And this isn't going to go away. Tell your girlfriend and see if it's something you can share.
It all started when I was with a girl and we ended up leaving him. She liked blacks, something she said in confidence, to her friends for example, and when she left him she met one and in a discussion we had she told me that it was what she had always wanted. After a long time we started dating again and one day talking she said that she only watched lesbian and interracial porn. She has big breasts and a very big ass too, and she told me that in the disco they only throw blacks at her, although she hasn't done anything. We have talked and I have let him see that he can do what he wants but he stayed there The idea that a trio with two blacks is scored is something that turns me on but I don't know how he will act in the situation. Without going any further a night ago we went out together and he started talking to a black friend of her
