Subwhitecuck
Male
So here is a little backstory. I won't go into too much detail but will divulge more if I receive any questions...
Not fully into this lifestyle yet but we have already entered it already on one special occasion. Wife doesn't know I'm on here...
Let's start from the beginning...
I've been into this kinda thing since for about 10 years (32 now) and always kept it low key.
Not a typical cuck, I'm 7 inches and know how to stroke a woman, ex-military and quite dominate.
Anyway me and my current gf have a very good sex life, at least 4 times a week and very experimental.
Went to hang out with my buddy Marcus one night back in June of this year, he's an army buddy of mine, bond like brothers, he's black, and pretty built like me. We've tag teamed a lot of chicks over our military careers. Anywho, me and him and my gf were all ******* as ******* one night, my gf wants to take a shower and wants me to join. I make a joke like "Ok, let's shower, but Marcus is coming in with us." She laughs it off for a second and winks back and says "Ok let's go". I'm ******* so I'm like fuck it, let's see how it goes, the worst that can happen is she says no, right? Me and Marcus follow her in the bathroom and she gets undressed and gets in. I turn to Marcus and say, "I need a change of clothes, I'll be back, go ahead." So I leave the two of them alone. I get my clothes, come back in and they are both naked together in the shower. I think nothing of it and join in the shower. We sandwich my gf, I make the first move and give Marcus the sign that it's cool. He bends her over and gets her from behind, she starts sucking my dick. We switch, put her on her knees and she sucks us both at the same time. Switch again and he fucks her from behind. She's into it and I get down and lick her clit while he fucks her doggystyle. She cums hard as fuck. I stand up and suggest we leave the cramped shower and finish in the bedroom.
She starts acting weird and doesn't want to continue anymore. We both respect that and everyone gets changed and she goes to bed and me and Marcus sit out in the living room killing some beers before he goes on home. I go to bed, cuddle up to her like any normal night. The next morning I don't bring it up because I'm still confused on how she took the situation.
When brought up by me later as a joke, she expresses how she don't remember it, it was a mistake, she feels horrible, and it will never happen again. My perspective was she got really kinky and wanted to try something new. She grew up with a racist ******* figure, so I can see how this may play into her psyche, not to mention i have seen IR porn in her browser history, ive joked with her about it to probe a little, maybe she has some pent up sexual attractive to the taboo due to unprbringing, I don't know personally because I have been with a few black women. I guess I'm a sucker for skin contrast? But my concern and question is this...
We've recently gotten ******* and brought it up again, she seemed to open up a little more and I've reassured her that I felt no different after the experience, I love her and love that she is open to explore different things sexually, I view her like a goddess. She revealed to me thst while I was getting a change of clothes, Marcus got in the shower and they started fucking while i was out of the bathroom, 1 on 1. I was actually turned on by this but she had guilt about it. I told her it was completely ok, but she's sticking to her code. "It will never happen again." But when she says she would NEVER do it again...is she serious? 1 week ago we had some drinks at the bar, she started talking wild and called Marcus on my phone in front of me, unfortunately my brother didn't answer. It would have been interesting to see what would have came of that if he had. So my question is this...if she did it once, expresses regret (or a fake image of regret) would she do it again? How would you confront it to make it happen again? Any ladies here that tried it once and was afraid to continue because of hubby feelings, or fear of attraction to the bbc? I'm just not sure how to proceed? I would love to really blow her mind but if she's sincere about "Never Again" then I don't want to push it any further. She has the sexual mind to make this a real potential but it seems there are some hesitation. Any advice?
Sorry for the rambling. Feel free to message me about any confusion. This is my first post lol
Not fully into this lifestyle yet but we have already entered it already on one special occasion. Wife doesn't know I'm on here...
Let's start from the beginning...
I've been into this kinda thing since for about 10 years (32 now) and always kept it low key.
Not a typical cuck, I'm 7 inches and know how to stroke a woman, ex-military and quite dominate.
Anyway me and my current gf have a very good sex life, at least 4 times a week and very experimental.
Went to hang out with my buddy Marcus one night back in June of this year, he's an army buddy of mine, bond like brothers, he's black, and pretty built like me. We've tag teamed a lot of chicks over our military careers. Anywho, me and him and my gf were all ******* as ******* one night, my gf wants to take a shower and wants me to join. I make a joke like "Ok, let's shower, but Marcus is coming in with us." She laughs it off for a second and winks back and says "Ok let's go". I'm ******* so I'm like fuck it, let's see how it goes, the worst that can happen is she says no, right? Me and Marcus follow her in the bathroom and she gets undressed and gets in. I turn to Marcus and say, "I need a change of clothes, I'll be back, go ahead." So I leave the two of them alone. I get my clothes, come back in and they are both naked together in the shower. I think nothing of it and join in the shower. We sandwich my gf, I make the first move and give Marcus the sign that it's cool. He bends her over and gets her from behind, she starts sucking my dick. We switch, put her on her knees and she sucks us both at the same time. Switch again and he fucks her from behind. She's into it and I get down and lick her clit while he fucks her doggystyle. She cums hard as fuck. I stand up and suggest we leave the cramped shower and finish in the bedroom.
She starts acting weird and doesn't want to continue anymore. We both respect that and everyone gets changed and she goes to bed and me and Marcus sit out in the living room killing some beers before he goes on home. I go to bed, cuddle up to her like any normal night. The next morning I don't bring it up because I'm still confused on how she took the situation.
When brought up by me later as a joke, she expresses how she don't remember it, it was a mistake, she feels horrible, and it will never happen again. My perspective was she got really kinky and wanted to try something new. She grew up with a racist ******* figure, so I can see how this may play into her psyche, not to mention i have seen IR porn in her browser history, ive joked with her about it to probe a little, maybe she has some pent up sexual attractive to the taboo due to unprbringing, I don't know personally because I have been with a few black women. I guess I'm a sucker for skin contrast? But my concern and question is this...
We've recently gotten ******* and brought it up again, she seemed to open up a little more and I've reassured her that I felt no different after the experience, I love her and love that she is open to explore different things sexually, I view her like a goddess. She revealed to me thst while I was getting a change of clothes, Marcus got in the shower and they started fucking while i was out of the bathroom, 1 on 1. I was actually turned on by this but she had guilt about it. I told her it was completely ok, but she's sticking to her code. "It will never happen again." But when she says she would NEVER do it again...is she serious? 1 week ago we had some drinks at the bar, she started talking wild and called Marcus on my phone in front of me, unfortunately my brother didn't answer. It would have been interesting to see what would have came of that if he had. So my question is this...if she did it once, expresses regret (or a fake image of regret) would she do it again? How would you confront it to make it happen again? Any ladies here that tried it once and was afraid to continue because of hubby feelings, or fear of attraction to the bbc? I'm just not sure how to proceed? I would love to really blow her mind but if she's sincere about "Never Again" then I don't want to push it any further. She has the sexual mind to make this a real potential but it seems there are some hesitation. Any advice?
Sorry for the rambling. Feel free to message me about any confusion. This is my first post lol
