So I had been fantasizing about this for the better part of a decade before finally getting to see my wife with another man. Now that I've seen her getting ******* by BBC and after having looked at the pics and video hundreds of times, I find it hard to get off having sex with my wife. I know I probably just need a break to kind of reset but it's incredibly hard not to keep getting off to the videos of her "cheating". Anyone else experience this?