I think thats what I want.. I would like to be pursued and seduced aggressively if that makes any sense... almost passionately.... relentlessly pushed... i think then i will finally over come my fears and give it up to the black man... every day I find them more sexy then the day before....
It all started so innocently ... the more I got hit on the more I wanted it...
My husband would ******* if he knew of my secret desire.
Just wanted to get that off my chest and where better then our community.
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I like this and it makes sense. I do not mind pursuing aggressively, provided you leave those "just-so-innocent-signs" that say "I want you to fuck me, but a good girl like me needs a reason or something to justify me submitting to you - a stranger." Always leave the door ajar, then the dude will push it open. An example of what that looks like is a wife I met at the Acura dealership couple of weeks ago. She's a hot lil spinner. Probably late 40's to no more than mid 50's. Very hot and could easily be mistaken for mid to late 30's. We engaged in one of the greatest conversations I have ever had with a stranger. It was like we discussed all above board things, but with an unsaid understanding that we both wabted to do something totally carnal with the one another. She's been a long stay-at-home wife with *******. She's kept herself looking good and purposely, but from the conversation I could tell she longed for some of he fun past. It wasn't too long before she made a statement that showed she was self-conscious about her age. I responded with a flatter and intimating that her age meant nothing to me, but in a way were it wasn't too clearly a pick-up line.
We got interrupted when another customer came into the Lounge to wait. Prior to that I was conversation was on a predictable path, but I had to work for it. With the other customer in the midst, the conversation died down almost like we both knew that it should die down, but trying to figure what to do without being obvious. My car was done so I had to leave, so I said thanks in a platonic way. However, I knew I couldn't let it go - I had worked so hard
So after I got my car, I parked and return to see if I would catch her going to the rest room or something. Luckily, she was.
She liked cars so I went off that. I told her that I would like to try out her 2015 Acura TLX and she could try out my Ultimate Driving Machine (7- series). She went for that. I didn't ask for her number, I give her mine. The next week, on a Thursday she give me a holla. As she puts it, just to say "Hi" and some blah, blah, blah. We talked a little and I told her we should meetup, get a Latte and test out the car. She give some time about two weeks out and I agreed. I then purposely texted her to push it to another week out. She agreed. It's next weekend and she has since called and we have talked. The conversation slowly, but surely inched into the territory were it is clear that something could happen. She had tried to put me on the spot but hedge her bets that she's married. I responded that "she's cool and I like her car, so that was my intent." Then I stated something to the effect like, "but if you are wondering about what I am expecting? I am not expecting anything and only want what you would want. But I will admit, if you want what your dirty mind is taking you, I have every intension to give it to you cuz you are hot. " She asked me where did I think her mind is taking her. I told her bluntly, "to me fucking you". Took her by surprise she laughed and said I am forward and it is refreshing. Then when she was about to leave, she said you are "handsome" I will admit. Since that conversation that got us over, we are now so far that I tell her what I want her wear and few days ago she bought some lingerie. She's accepted that I am going to fuck her in her car and my car. She's accepted that when we meet, I don't want an easing-into period. I am going to get in her car, and finger her as I drive. We will return for my car, and she will drive it to a discreet parking ramp downtown and I will fuck her in my car. But, she must earn the fuck. She's so eager now.
Someone advise you to involve your hubby. That is save and wise. But I will say, it is a lot more fun if you cheat in this case. Make sure it's a save situation. But let them fuck you while you guys are still strangers.