He needs his freedom, we have a special friendship very important for us but for a husband he is too dominant, I prefer men on same level or a bit submissiv (I am also a bit shy), he sometimes also has sex with other women, he is not reliable husband material I would want to take care for my children. I have a strong libido, I want to have two sex partners in order to get more sex, if he would be my husband I would need also a second guy. I like the naughty thing of having a cuckold hubby and secretly (from all people who know us) have an affair. My most erotc fantasy and strongest proof my husband can give me for his love would be, if I get pregnant from another men and he tells me "I love you and forgive you and will raise the baby with you as my own". I would love such a men and never leave him.