Ester Paige
Female
Have you found it-that the lifestyle you have chosen leaves you actually feeling better about your "self" than you ever thought you would? Or not? If it isn't hel[ping like you thought-have you really thought about why you are doing it? Maybe even sought out a way to adjust the attitude-which is an extension of your own will to see this as an amazing lifestyle-or a Fetish you could drop in a second ? Yet you cannot find yourself being able to live without it because just the excitement of it can turn an ordinary day into something-dynamic? And then you see-as your gorgeous white girlfriend is enjoying herself being sensually engulfed in exstasy in a place of happiness by her black lover-you not only want to continue seeing-but have been given a once in a lifetime possibly to actually-be a great part of her and yours enjoyment? That her happiness alone-is worth it to you ? And maybe you found-in those deep recesses of your heart-gratification you never thought you could have?
