Rarely when i watch am i not excited and hard as it’s the best turn on and not even close when i watch my wife worship BBC but you know, sometimes especially years back in the beginning i would go a little limp. Usually it was when she would pull it out, that BBC and I’d be so goddamn intimidated and wanted to put my clothes back on because when she unleashed BBC’s i was like in my mind, OMFG, why was i born with such a little fucking dick. So some of the times, it was just sheer embarrassment of my little penis compared to what was in my wifes hands, mouth and soon to be pussy. Once i calmed down a bit though and watched or she called me over to tell me to hold his cock and guide it in her, I’d be so unworried about any size difference, not embarrassed and so super turned on and happy for her that she was getting cock so good that her body, mind and pussy craved so badly. Then, once they start fucking and i see how her pussy swallows up every inch of that beautiful black cock going in her body, how she moves and bucks back wanting that cock so bad, the faces and sounds she makes, the things her body does being fucked by such a superior sized cock, that sends me back over the top and i get hard again….sometimes though i just leave my pants on still as to not embarrass myself, i sometimes wonder what they think when they do see my little cock and they are balls deep getting so much more pussy deep inside her i haven’t even began to think about reaching…. I wonder at times do they feel sorry for me, especially when they get it in and get going a bit and she’s moaning, squirting, cumming over and over, cussing adn telling them how much she loves beautiful big black cock and begging them to not stop fucking her and how she loves, loves, loves their cocks in her pussy.