Well I'd written most of it up and when came back to finish my post it was gone. More has happened since then so guess I get to it here.
First thing is no, I've not got together or spoken at all to Brianna.
The day after New Years Eve, New Years Day my wife called me and saying, "We need to talk." Yeah, I'd say!
She decided we needed to talk the following day and I was a train wreck all New Years Day. I took a personal day off work so we might talk, I work for a small computer systems install/upgrade operation and am Team Leader of one of the two teams. It's a owned by a Black fella, super cool guy as a "minority business" more on that shortly.
So she calls me up around 10 AM and I figure we meet for lunch or something but instead we met in a rather seedy part of the inner city and she was dressed in these ultra tight white leggings and like leather vest held together in the front by leather straps, no bra on at all. Ok, figured since her clothes were destroyed New Years Eve make sense. It was a VERY short meeting, she told me she was ok, not to worry, she loved me and in as far as that night goes, "Dont remember much. You know how I get when I drinks." That parts true but she generally only drinks any significant amounts at our private camp. She told me she'd be home the following day seemingly more worried about me than the situation. Lasted about five minutes I'd say then a Cadillac Escalade all bling'd out sped up and she was gone!
Next day I lied to my boss to get another day off, thank goodness for Jen, Jennifer. Story there too. Back in July of 2022 a team member just left, no warning at all and I was short one fella who at least had a decent working knowledge of computers. One day I get called into the office and introduced to Jennifer, young lady twenty years old, short, gorgeous girl. She'd wanted to make video games since she was a kid but found hacking a more fun foray, long story short she hacked the Science Dept. network at college as a joke and was put on permanent academic suspension lucky she didn't end up in whole lot more trouble. She's a spicy little thing and smart as a whip but the Boss assigned her directly to me to, "Keep the animals away from her."
No, my wife's never met her nor have I even mentioned her and I'm pretty sure I could have at that, we get along like peas and carrots. Why would I think that? Well, in October of 2022 we had to do an install/upgrade at a University in Florida was quite the drive. She and I went in the tools/connectors van whilst the rest of the team drove the two box trucks. Now Cynthia my wife hates that part of the job, she hates being alone. Jen was so excited going to Florida saying its like having a paid vacation. Like I said she's short, styled long blonde hair, a wee bit of extra booty, shapely, just gorgeous, smart and funny/spicy as all get up. We were on the road about an hour when she decided to get out of her coveralls which she just loaths they're grey, horrible looking, she calls us "Cicada Systems." Too funny. So she goes back of the van into her luggage and takes off the coveralls her back facing me, no bra on and half her fine butt clear as day to see as she rummage through her luggage. Eventually she put on these ever so tight shorts and a like one of those jogging tops. Oh my gosh she looked just DANG! She had to know her butt was showing, she pulled up her panties before putting the shorts on right?
When we got to Florida and started the job problems began immediately with University staff wanting change our install plan. OH I WAS PISSED! Jen told me to step out into the hallway asking me let her handle it, like my job on the line here but she said trust her... Ok?!?!? About ten minutes pass and I'm a steaming wreck and they all come out the room happy as can be telling me how wonderful the firm is, they call us if they need more significant upgrades and one of em' even telling Jen if she ever wants a job they'll hire her on the spot.
When I asked her what the heck went on she told me, "Simple, we just cluster smaller work segments and that their all men and subject to her charms." I mean she's something else, really amazing. I remember she like military saluted me and said, "All in days battle Mista' Team Leader." Oh my gosh we laughed then went into a room where she showed me her new plan and told me I owed her one.
When I asked what she replied literally batting her gorgeous eyes at me, "I've never been down here before and I want to hang out, see things, do things."
Next day after work she wanted go out and eat without the team and so we did then we picked up a bottle of wine and she wanted to go the beach. Long story short we had SO MUCH FUN, I mean just an excellent excellent time and she literally told me, "That I understand her better than anyone."
I told her it was because I was much older and never had ******* and was rather introverted much of my life and she'd replied, "No... That's not it. It's who you are with me. I feel it."
When I asked what she meant by, "I feel it" she replied, "Guys just look at me from the outside in and then feel threatened by who I really am and can be. You don't do that."
I was honest and shot back, "Well you're a very beautiful woman" and she surprised me saying back "Inside and out in every way. You're wife must be really special landing a guy like you."
I told her, "I don't know about that but people don't tend to let others know what's really inside them Jen it frightens their security." I told her that it was funny because the very foundation of security in relationships is knowing and loving the deepest depths of a person and taking away the fears.
Her face literally shot towards me when I'd told her that and her look was incredible, I mean I could "Feel it" and she knew it and we just stared at each other as if our souls were just naked in front of one another and then I saw her eyes tear up. It was everything I could do to not just take her in my arms and have the world go away and that's how it felt. I thought better of it, she knew it, ya just know see?
We walked along the beach drinking and talking about the stars, laughing, she took my hand in hers and we avoided the elephant in the room that we both were clearly feeling. When I escorted to her room later on we just stared at each other, intense, again could just feel it and she stood on her tippy toes and kissed me saying, "Thank you for being you" and she was gone.
Next day we did work and it was a long day and the team had dinner together working what few problems cropped up. Later that night about two hours after I'd called Cynthia there's a knock at my door and it's Jen with a bag in her arms announcing, "Movie night! Pajama Party!"
We had SO MUCH FUN, I mean it's one of the best times I'd ever had. She'd downloaded these movies I'd never heard of called "Galaxy of Terror" and "Cat People." She even had Pajama's for me and we got *******, laughed our butts off watching and mocking the movies. We'd even had a pillow fight and things could well have happened if you know what I mean, we were both "there."
Anyways, finished the job the next day and when we got back pulling into the parking lot so she could get her stuff out and go home. I opened the van door to step out and Jen grabbed me literally throwing her arms around me thanking me for such a fun and great time, she kissed me. Then she said she hoped another travelling job comes soon and told me it was too bad we couldn't hang out more.
We still work together everyday and we're like besties on the job and she's pulled me out of several difficult situations and we're always bustin' on each other when in private. She's awesome!
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Back to Cynthia... The day she was supposed to come home I kept waiting, staring out the window. It was about 8 PM when she finally walked through the door and to answer you're questions she's not remorseful, in denial nor defiant. She's like her old self but there are changes, she likes to dress well, sorta trashy now. We live in the city, not a bad part nor a great part, see when I split from my ex fiance' I'd been with 15 years she wiped me out, politician. I'd built a computer business over 25 years, wiped out, no hope of resurrecting it and that's why I took this mundane install/upgrade job. She'd been married to one guy forever and walked away with her belongings and $50,000 from over 25 years of marriage.
It was actually my bosses old house we bought, he'd had it before he started the business. There'd been a company picnic that summer before Covid struck and he took quite a shine to Cynthia albeit his married too.
Cynthia doesn't work much, she's a health condition that severely impaired her cognition. How badly well, when she was in college later in life she aced everything, now, be lucky write a respectable letter to say a Congressman. It's also cool in a way as like I said, she's kind of a high school like girl personality at 59 years old and she's a good looking lady. I can put a photo up I guess. Bottom line is she really can't work much, she at times does on and off work as a in home caregiver, clean and cook, take a patient shopping things like that.
Now one of the things I've done is better research her condition and one thing I found out is the brain where damage is done with "MS" tries to wire around the damaged parts. With some people it can change or enhance characteristics. She's always been horny, me as well I guess I mean for example on our third date was our second kiss and she shoved my hand up her shirt.
Now like I said in the other post I know she'd been with Gerard at least once since that night. I was looking for our combination car starter, battery charger, compressor thing which normally in the trunk of her car. It was in her backseat, when I went in to get it I saw a bit of cloth sticking out from under the passenger seat, it was a dew rag and the floor was wet yet the rest is all dry. No I didn't confront her nor am I 110% positive it's his but in exploring her phone I saw a text from him saying, "Everything cool?" I didn't see a reply from her, I looked at the call's log and it's been erased several times.
Like I said, things changed like dressing trashy. I'd saw her outside one day talking to some black guys who live down the street when they were walking their dog. I was upstairs looking out the window and she was being very giddy, friendly... Perhaps overly friendly.
We finally made love several times and well, she's up several notches. She never talked trashy and now does. She'd never wanted anal sex, now does. As I said in the other post oral sex never really been my thing but she seems to have learned how to do it like she'd never done before the handful of times we'd had it before that night. She's also rather instructive on what she wants me to do. She bought a vibrator/dildo, never had one those before instructing me on how she want me use it and she's hinted at restraint such as saying, "Do you want tie me up?" All new and I gotta admit pretty hot!
Another example, we finally went back to Karaoke night at a local pub which we'd been attending for some years... In fact, that's where I'd got the line on getting the job many many years back. She'd a few glasses of wine as usual but was acting awfully frisky in front of everyone, just like out of character, it's like due to that night and who knows what the following two days there's just something all new or maybe it was always there that keeps surfacing. I mean she's even wanting me take pictures and video?
All that said, just last week I was watching TV and she come down from upstairs dressed WOW and turned off the TV and commenced to dance and strip in front of me asking me if I liked it. She's asking me what I want her to do even mentioning others watching on and then she had at me on the couch intense like!
Sorta like the entire side of her I'd not known is surfacing. I mean its rather cool, sort of exciting, like wow who knew but at the sametime sorta frightening as its so out of character to whom I knew before New Years Eve.
Like I said no I've not talked to Brianna and even more odd perhaps is Jennifer is seemingly sensing things. She's asked me several times if I feeling ok, if something wrong, what's stressing me out for example. Maybe I should talk to her but at the same time I tend think that's letting her in someplace complicate things in perhaps huge fashion not to mention I work with the woman. As if things couldn't get more screwed up there's talk about an Systems replacement/upgrade at a University in Ohio perhaps as soon as next month.
I don't know nothing about all this stuff... I love my wife and she loves me that much is 100% and as much as try put all things in my computer brain "Logic" seems defy reality.
I'll attach edited picture of when she had me taking photo's of her when she'd stripped. Like I said, attractive lady, that's 59 years old you're looking at and horny as all get up now, sorta trashy at times.
