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Im a 38yo (straight) white guy from the Netherlands. I have a great marriage for several years now with a woman i deeply love. Shes not into black guys or into cuckhold / hotwife thing.. Totally fine for me
But.. before this relationship I had a relationship with (my now) ex girlfriend. the was 33 back then (not 6 years ago) and I ALWAYS fantasised about her getting fucked by a BBC. I dont know why, but i just think she had the type of sexiness that was made for BBC. She was a beautiful skinny dark haired girl, tiny tits, long legs, skin like silk, long black wavy hair. Het body reminded me a bit of Jenna Haze. Next to that she was very elegant, always having pearls around her arms and neck and, most important, she was ALWAYS wearing heels! We dont have much contact anymore and she has ******* now with another white guy.
Since that relationship I got addicted to interracial porn. Always looking for skinny girls (like her) with heels on getting fucked by the most bad looking black guys. I downloaded many porn pics and paste her face into it, extremely hot! I fantasised about sitting on the couch with her in the night, getting a bit bored and suggesting to watch some porn. I would slowly moved to interracial porn, Anya olsen getting fucked by mandingo for example, and her getting wet slowly. Then suggest how good she would look with a black guy and slowly suggesting: why dont we dress you up sexy, high heels, skinny leather pants, extra make-up, and go out to one of the placed with a lot of black guys. You find one, take it home. And then, when we arrived, she would get all attention from the black guys, forget about me being there, and kissing with several black guys in the place like a slut. That thought turns me on soooo much. Now ive recently found out this site and more about the QoS culture. Wow, what i missed opportunity for me!! I did asked her once: did you ever fucked a black guy, or are you attracted to them? She said no, but told me that one day at her work (flight attendent) a black guy walked in and all she could think of was sex! Isnt that hot? I would be 100% sure to, not convert, but get that part of her (thats in there for sure) out and naughty.
Well, my contact with her is minimal and I wouldn't get back with her (even if it was an option), my current marriage means the world to me and it makes my life beautiful! But I wonder if i can take this fantasy somehow to the next level. I would love to post pictures of her here and let all the black guys react on how hard they would fuck her, but I dont think its appropriate to do that towards her. The idea of a deepfake video would turn me on badly as well.. Any other thoughts?
Any tips or help is appreciated.
And do you agree that some girls fit BBC very naturally, sexiness wise? You can almost see it when you don't know them
Im a 38yo (straight) white guy from the Netherlands. I have a great marriage for several years now with a woman i deeply love. Shes not into black guys or into cuckhold / hotwife thing.. Totally fine for me
But.. before this relationship I had a relationship with (my now) ex girlfriend. the was 33 back then (not 6 years ago) and I ALWAYS fantasised about her getting fucked by a BBC. I dont know why, but i just think she had the type of sexiness that was made for BBC. She was a beautiful skinny dark haired girl, tiny tits, long legs, skin like silk, long black wavy hair. Het body reminded me a bit of Jenna Haze. Next to that she was very elegant, always having pearls around her arms and neck and, most important, she was ALWAYS wearing heels! We dont have much contact anymore and she has ******* now with another white guy.
Since that relationship I got addicted to interracial porn. Always looking for skinny girls (like her) with heels on getting fucked by the most bad looking black guys. I downloaded many porn pics and paste her face into it, extremely hot! I fantasised about sitting on the couch with her in the night, getting a bit bored and suggesting to watch some porn. I would slowly moved to interracial porn, Anya olsen getting fucked by mandingo for example, and her getting wet slowly. Then suggest how good she would look with a black guy and slowly suggesting: why dont we dress you up sexy, high heels, skinny leather pants, extra make-up, and go out to one of the placed with a lot of black guys. You find one, take it home. And then, when we arrived, she would get all attention from the black guys, forget about me being there, and kissing with several black guys in the place like a slut. That thought turns me on soooo much. Now ive recently found out this site and more about the QoS culture. Wow, what i missed opportunity for me!! I did asked her once: did you ever fucked a black guy, or are you attracted to them? She said no, but told me that one day at her work (flight attendent) a black guy walked in and all she could think of was sex! Isnt that hot? I would be 100% sure to, not convert, but get that part of her (thats in there for sure) out and naughty.
Well, my contact with her is minimal and I wouldn't get back with her (even if it was an option), my current marriage means the world to me and it makes my life beautiful! But I wonder if i can take this fantasy somehow to the next level. I would love to post pictures of her here and let all the black guys react on how hard they would fuck her, but I dont think its appropriate to do that towards her. The idea of a deepfake video would turn me on badly as well.. Any other thoughts?
Any tips or help is appreciated.
And do you agree that some girls fit BBC very naturally, sexiness wise? You can almost see it when you don't know them
