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[Greek Boy]

Hello,
Im a Greek white guy, 30, in relationship with a Greek white girl,31.

The thing is, I cant stop watching intetracial porn, fantasizing black men breeding my white gf, and fucking my white ass too, humiliating my race.

Dont know why, but I cant cum when I have sex with my gf, without closing my eyes and fantasizing black men flooding her white greek womb with their african seed.

Am I mentally ill? Looking for like minded people cause ill go crazy.

Thanks