Been in the cuck lifestyle for awhile now, just found this forum. Mistress has, over time, un-manned me. She did say at the start that She would only do things for my own good. Now, with the boy parts locked up, small as they are, I realize I was trying to live up to being macho, something that just wasn't right for me. I'm much happier with my panties and a cock in my mouth.
Mistress has taught me to love serving Her and Her bull, fluffing, cleaning and being appreciative of his manliness and gorgeous cock.