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Hey so for the majority of my life I'll be 40 in Dec. I've been only been attracted to women. Never wanted and still don't want to date guys. Zero interest romantically in men.
This all started around the time of my last girlfriend. I had met her right before covid started. Short punk white chick tatted and medium length colored hair. Sex life was great.
While I enjoyed the sex. The girl was insatiable. I tried to think of every way to please her. Started watching more porn looking for new techniques.
I noticed over time I started veering into more interracial. Imagining what it would be like to see her fully stuff and satisfied by a black man. It turned me on like nobodies business
I started admiring how it just seemed so effortless. How these girls got turned out and finding myself thinking that white girls just simply were made for black cock.
Over time I began to get myself off using my girls vibratory imaging what it would be like to please a black man. It became all I thought about.
I would test the waters and go on different sites and create ads. However I couldn't bring myself to go thru with it. The thoughts of my girl potentially cheating on me with a black guy drove me wild. It made me precum without touching myself.
I would've loved nothing more than for her to cuck me as I watched her get impaled by bbc.
I'm no slouch, but my ex could fuck like nobodies business and I couldn't keep up with her.
Imagining what it would be like to share in the experience. However these thoughts started to change. Instead of thinking of watching my girl. I imagined feeling a black man grow in my mouth and one day letting a bbc turn me out.
One night when I was high off blow and ******* got into an argument with my girl. This usually was our foreplay into aggressive sex. However this night I took a different route. I downloaded grindr and sought out bbc. I found exactly what I was looking for. He was only a few blocks from my home. I picked him up and parked. My mouth was watering and I became transfixed. It exceeded all my expectations and I never felt so emasculated and yet in control at the same time. It was everything I heard it was and than some.
I took complete pleasure and a bit of an ego boost in being able to make him cum on my first oral experience. I also realized I would never be the same. It was on that day I realized that although I still love women. I was made to be a slut for bbc.
This sadly has been my only experience with a man and I look forward to the day where I can meet a black man who can completely turn me out. Putting my in my place as black cock owned
This all started around the time of my last girlfriend. I had met her right before covid started. Short punk white chick tatted and medium length colored hair. Sex life was great.
While I enjoyed the sex. The girl was insatiable. I tried to think of every way to please her. Started watching more porn looking for new techniques.
I noticed over time I started veering into more interracial. Imagining what it would be like to see her fully stuff and satisfied by a black man. It turned me on like nobodies business
I started admiring how it just seemed so effortless. How these girls got turned out and finding myself thinking that white girls just simply were made for black cock.
Over time I began to get myself off using my girls vibratory imaging what it would be like to please a black man. It became all I thought about.
I would test the waters and go on different sites and create ads. However I couldn't bring myself to go thru with it. The thoughts of my girl potentially cheating on me with a black guy drove me wild. It made me precum without touching myself.
I would've loved nothing more than for her to cuck me as I watched her get impaled by bbc.
I'm no slouch, but my ex could fuck like nobodies business and I couldn't keep up with her.
Imagining what it would be like to share in the experience. However these thoughts started to change. Instead of thinking of watching my girl. I imagined feeling a black man grow in my mouth and one day letting a bbc turn me out.
One night when I was high off blow and ******* got into an argument with my girl. This usually was our foreplay into aggressive sex. However this night I took a different route. I downloaded grindr and sought out bbc. I found exactly what I was looking for. He was only a few blocks from my home. I picked him up and parked. My mouth was watering and I became transfixed. It exceeded all my expectations and I never felt so emasculated and yet in control at the same time. It was everything I heard it was and than some.
I took complete pleasure and a bit of an ego boost in being able to make him cum on my first oral experience. I also realized I would never be the same. It was on that day I realized that although I still love women. I was made to be a slut for bbc.
This sadly has been my only experience with a man and I look forward to the day where I can meet a black man who can completely turn me out. Putting my in my place as black cock owned
