Kinda nervous

Hi there.
Maybe first some background.
Me and my gf of 4years are a young good looking BI couple and have always been very sexual people.
We are into bdsm , threesomes ( mmf / ffm ) , foursomes and much more.
But i always enjoyed seeing her take a good pounding from someone larger then me..
So a year ago i became really into cuckolding roleplay, my gf didn't (doesn't) really like the thought of her fucking other people without me.
But after some nagging on my side , she had decided to meet up with a BBC for a sex date and videotape the whole thing. I am quite excited but also kinda on edge, this is the first time she is going to fuck without me participating.
So i am a little nervous because i hope this doesn't screw up our relationship or our sex life :)
So i guess my question is : did this spice up your relationship or ruin it ?
Grts
 
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