Hello from Germany!
I am a white blonde male. Got circumcised in by my own choice 15 years ago. Circumcision is still not very common here, which is pity. My girlfriend prefers circumcised men and we're both happy that I am. I don't why, but she likes telling others that I am circumcised or wants to be seen naked with me. She also convinced 2 of her female friends that their partners got circumcised too. But that's another story.
My preference for interracial men started 2 years ago during a summer vacation at a nude beach. I saw a black man with a semi-erection that was bigger than my cock in full erection. It was a WOW moment
to see something like that in real life and it is burned into my memory. Later that night, I had sex with my girlfriend, and I came quicker (but better) than before. We said it was because of the heat, but the seed was planted without any of us wanting it.
As pretty much a lot of men, I also watch porn. I know interracial and cuckold stuff. But that was never my preference. At home, I couldn't stop thinking about what I have seen at the nude beach and started watching interracial porn more and more.
Almost one year ago we got engaged. My (now) fiancée has said that she wants to have a baby together after we get married. But to be honest, I don't want any. We have already talked about it and have come to the conclusion that it is okay for her if we don't have one. But it should also be okay for me if we get a baby unexpectedly. I agreed, but inside I was wondering whether I really want. She stopped talking the pill a few weeks after that and I started using condoms when we have sex. By the way, using condoms don't feel so bad. The first few times was unusual for me, but I really enjoyed the knowing that she has her risky days and we're still proteced. Sometimes she ask me to remove the condom because she want's to feel my cum inside of her. I don't keep a diary, but I already thought that are these days when she is ovulating.
Long story short. It was to risky for me and I got fixed half a year ago without my fiancee knowing about it.
The vasectomy was done when she started to have her period. It was a good timing. After a few days of recovery (the little pain and swelling went away) I started masturbation. Of corse with interracial porn. Wow, the first few times felt so good and after each ejaculation I asked myself how many semen are only remaining. After 9 weeks, I got the confirmation that I'm shooting blank.
All this time, starting with our summer vacation 2 years ago, I sometimes played with the thought of what it would be like to see her with a black man. Beginning of this month we were at a birthday party and talked to others. My fiancee works as a teacher and complained about a female colleague of hers. She is single and asked my fiancee to visit a club where she can have some fun. My fiancee should be the driver. A guest at the birthday party mentioned that the mentioned club plays a lot of latino music. Because she cannot dance merengue, salsa or bachata she joked instead, that she will consume alkohol and that her female colleague need to be the driver instead. I like latino music and visited a dance school a couple years ago and learned some dance moves in merengue and salsa. At home, I told her that she should go to this club with her female colleague. I even showed her some basics and I managed that she agreed.
Last weekend she went to this latino club. When she came home late at night, I asked her how it was and repeated her joke about drinking alkohol. No she wasn't. She just drank a mojito and even danced with 2 guys. After the told me that, she added quickly that she was a good girl and nothing happen. I told her that she didn't need to justify herself and asked about her female colleague. She nodded heavily and said that her female collegue had a good time. But she won't go into more detail, just said that she didn't see her for more than half an hour.
This conversation got me excited and she must have been too, because we had sex afterwards. She felt normally and I confirmed her that she was a good girl instead of her female collegue. My comment was intended as a joke, but she replied that she didn't know if her female colleague had sex. It could be that my fiancee tought I was doing some dirty talk, because I mentioned that I'm sure that the men there would want to have sex with the female colleague (I already met her female colleague and she's blonde and hot). My fiancee giggled and asked me if I think the men wanted to have sex with her too. She asked me what if one of these two guys she was dancing wanted to give her a kiss on her neck. I didn't answered. She continued and asked me, what if one of these two guys gave her a kiss on her neck. During this conversation we sill had sex in missionary position. I answered it's just a kiss on the neck and told her that I love her and she's beautiful. She thanked me and mentioned that the guy also told her that she's beautiful. Then she got a little bit silence and serious. She confessed that the man took her hand and placed it on his thigh. Then he moved her hand upwards and she felt an erection. She added that she stopped dancing with him and gave him a "no". I said everything was fine and whispered to her that I liked what he was doing and to prove it to her I removed the condom and we continued having sex. We reached the climax at the same time and she told me that she loves me too.
Back to the present. I think she told me the truth. Of course I have mixed feelings (while having sex I didn't). But it felt right. I can't really describe it. I just want to have that experience again and my mind is already at the point of what it would be like if she made out with a black man.
So that's why I'm here. Sorry for the long introduction.
Jan
I am a white blonde male. Got circumcised in by my own choice 15 years ago. Circumcision is still not very common here, which is pity. My girlfriend prefers circumcised men and we're both happy that I am. I don't why, but she likes telling others that I am circumcised or wants to be seen naked with me. She also convinced 2 of her female friends that their partners got circumcised too. But that's another story.
My preference for interracial men started 2 years ago during a summer vacation at a nude beach. I saw a black man with a semi-erection that was bigger than my cock in full erection. It was a WOW moment
to see something like that in real life and it is burned into my memory. Later that night, I had sex with my girlfriend, and I came quicker (but better) than before. We said it was because of the heat, but the seed was planted without any of us wanting it.As pretty much a lot of men, I also watch porn. I know interracial and cuckold stuff. But that was never my preference. At home, I couldn't stop thinking about what I have seen at the nude beach and started watching interracial porn more and more.
Almost one year ago we got engaged. My (now) fiancée has said that she wants to have a baby together after we get married. But to be honest, I don't want any. We have already talked about it and have come to the conclusion that it is okay for her if we don't have one. But it should also be okay for me if we get a baby unexpectedly. I agreed, but inside I was wondering whether I really want. She stopped talking the pill a few weeks after that and I started using condoms when we have sex. By the way, using condoms don't feel so bad. The first few times was unusual for me, but I really enjoyed the knowing that she has her risky days and we're still proteced. Sometimes she ask me to remove the condom because she want's to feel my cum inside of her. I don't keep a diary, but I already thought that are these days when she is ovulating.
Long story short. It was to risky for me and I got fixed half a year ago without my fiancee knowing about it.
The vasectomy was done when she started to have her period. It was a good timing. After a few days of recovery (the little pain and swelling went away) I started masturbation. Of corse with interracial porn. Wow, the first few times felt so good and after each ejaculation I asked myself how many semen are only remaining. After 9 weeks, I got the confirmation that I'm shooting blank.
All this time, starting with our summer vacation 2 years ago, I sometimes played with the thought of what it would be like to see her with a black man. Beginning of this month we were at a birthday party and talked to others. My fiancee works as a teacher and complained about a female colleague of hers. She is single and asked my fiancee to visit a club where she can have some fun. My fiancee should be the driver. A guest at the birthday party mentioned that the mentioned club plays a lot of latino music. Because she cannot dance merengue, salsa or bachata she joked instead, that she will consume alkohol and that her female colleague need to be the driver instead. I like latino music and visited a dance school a couple years ago and learned some dance moves in merengue and salsa. At home, I told her that she should go to this club with her female colleague. I even showed her some basics and I managed that she agreed.
Last weekend she went to this latino club. When she came home late at night, I asked her how it was and repeated her joke about drinking alkohol. No she wasn't. She just drank a mojito and even danced with 2 guys. After the told me that, she added quickly that she was a good girl and nothing happen. I told her that she didn't need to justify herself and asked about her female colleague. She nodded heavily and said that her female collegue had a good time. But she won't go into more detail, just said that she didn't see her for more than half an hour.
This conversation got me excited and she must have been too, because we had sex afterwards. She felt normally and I confirmed her that she was a good girl instead of her female collegue. My comment was intended as a joke, but she replied that she didn't know if her female colleague had sex. It could be that my fiancee tought I was doing some dirty talk, because I mentioned that I'm sure that the men there would want to have sex with the female colleague (I already met her female colleague and she's blonde and hot). My fiancee giggled and asked me if I think the men wanted to have sex with her too. She asked me what if one of these two guys she was dancing wanted to give her a kiss on her neck. I didn't answered. She continued and asked me, what if one of these two guys gave her a kiss on her neck. During this conversation we sill had sex in missionary position. I answered it's just a kiss on the neck and told her that I love her and she's beautiful. She thanked me and mentioned that the guy also told her that she's beautiful. Then she got a little bit silence and serious. She confessed that the man took her hand and placed it on his thigh. Then he moved her hand upwards and she felt an erection. She added that she stopped dancing with him and gave him a "no". I said everything was fine and whispered to her that I liked what he was doing and to prove it to her I removed the condom and we continued having sex. We reached the climax at the same time and she told me that she loves me too.
Back to the present. I think she told me the truth. Of course I have mixed feelings (while having sex I didn't). But it felt right. I can't really describe it. I just want to have that experience again and my mind is already at the point of what it would be like if she made out with a black man.
So that's why I'm here. Sorry for the long introduction.
Jan
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". So she wasn't really complaining, but rather joking around. Then we talked about something else.
