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I try to ignore my desire to visit a glory hole. I've found out that there's one a short walk from my house, but not sure I have the guts to goLook at www.squirt.org. It is a wonderful resource for bi men looking for other bi/gay men for sex. You create profile - post pics of yourself and your preferences. It has listings of places where bi/gay men go for casual or anonymous sex - such as adult book or vid stores with glory hole booths or theaters that are public sex friendly.
I used to resist - before I embraced being a submissive bottom. I used to tremble internally at the thought of going into a place knowing i was going to be on my knees sucking or bent over with me pussy pushed to the hole begging for a Cock to fuck me
I will be in NY in a couple weeks could sure enjoy meeting up and giving you want you wantI thought that way too - but I just can’t help myself and love being a slut for another man - especially black man.
i think you are probably right !!!To quote "resistance is futile" When you want something like this and it occupies your thoughts so much you should stop resisting and just let it happen. It can be a scary first step to take but if this is truly your nature you will come to embrace it. So take the step and allow yourself to be taken by Black men, I think you will find that you are that kind of man and wonder why you waited so long.... When it finally happens do all you can to make it great for him and you will discover how great it is for you. I know I did...
It took me years to actually pull the trigger. I would find guys online and we'd even go so far as setting up times to meet, then I would cancel.... I always felt so bad about that.I keep trying to turn away from this but I can't seem to. Before I know it I'm masturbating to the thought of a big black man holding me from behind. I keep resisting actually finding someone to fuck me but I just can't stop myself from masturbating to the thought of it or to bbc porn, like a little bitch cuck. Casual gay sex is too dangerous, I'm scared of it. I'm stuck. I don't know what to do.
Agree, there are normal guys out there, usually having a dry patch with the ladies ans are also intrigued with having a guy suck their cock for them. A lot may just want to have a mutual wank to porn with another guy, but not many will knock back a blowjob in the moment if you offer.It took me years to actually pull the trigger. I would find guys online and we'd even go so far as setting up times to meet, then I would cancel.... I always felt so bad about that.
Eventually I ran across a guy that insisted on meeting in public for a "meet and greet". We met for a beer, and I found out he was a normal guy, just looking for a white guy to suck his cock.
I emailed him after our meet and greet and invited him over the next day. It was awesome!
Just keep trying until you find the right situation. Its out there.
Oh Johnny, welcome to the club.I keep trying to turn away from this but I can't seem to. Before I know it I'm masturbating to the thought of a big black man holding me from behind. I keep resisting actually finding someone to fuck me but I just can't stop myself from masturbating to the thought of it or to bbc porn, like a little bitch cuck. Casual gay sex is too dangerous, I'm scared of it. I'm stuck. I don't know what to do.
As Jackstone says - try going to an area where you know bi/gay men go for public/semi public sex. Most bookstores with video booths and gloryholes have a bi/gay clientele. Separately reststops and bathrooms often are known for sexual activity. Once you’ve done it it becomes a really hot activity going into a random restroom and seeing whether it’s a place where sex takes place. Or vid stores. There’s a whole category of porn surrounding gloryhole or porn booth sex, theater sex, understall sex. Once you’ve done it you crave it and jerk off to itL
Oh Johnny, welcome to the club.
Maybe put an ad on a gay dating site and see what happens.
I sometimes go to a gay meeting area where I like to suck men's penises and sometimes they fuck me.
I also enjoy masturbating and dreaming of BBC'S which to my mind are the best cocks ever.