YungBull221
Couple
So .... I’ve been married to my wife for about 4 and a half years now (together 6).... when we first met we used to fuck like rabbits multiple times a day she says I had the biggest cock she’s ever had ( about 7.5-8” ) .... anyway our sex life was awesome we’d experiment with different things we bought her first sex toy/dildo ever and we based it off my cock length and thickness because in her words it’s perfect for her .... so we’d play with the dildo she was shy at first but by the third time she was kinda excited to use it and I actually enjoy fucking her with it pushing it balls deep in there and thrusting away the more she moaned watching her cream all over this rubber dick which kinda turned me on then I’d pull it out and fuck her with my cock which always made me cum a lot quicker than usual... I’d usually cum in her pussy and deeep !! .... twice after prematurely came in her pussy she would sensually kiss me and say ... “ eat my pussy “ ... and the first time she said that I paused and said .. but I just came in your pussy she replied with I know ... eat my pussy ...... and so I did and the second time she asked I did with no hesitation.... but that was about it after that she never asked again ....... so this is about our first year and a half of our relationship just to give you a point of view......... now by the second year we would fuck on the regular mostly weekends but if I could stay awake long enough we’d fuck late night after midnight....... then by the third year I had got a third shift position for work and our sex life kinda plummeted quite a bit ..... by this point we had bought her the original dildo from a few years ago and one night we randomly stopped at the sex store and drunkenly bought a *pipedreams* realistic 10” dildo !! ...... and of course a nice little wand vibrator .... we tried it first with the smaller dildo working her up and into it then after a bit we tried the big boy ! And we couldn’t stuff her 2-3” past the head of a his thing so I decided it was my turn to stick my cock in her wet stretched pussy and of course again I came within 5-6 pumps this time not eating her out ( I usually last for 30-40 minutes with out fucking her with her toys first ) ...... anyways by the second/third year together I randomly went to search something on her phone and the first letter I typed popped up a recent site which was pornhub .... so outta curiosity I looked into the web history and there behold she had an entire bookmarked archive of all BBC PORN ! Video after video bookmarked and saved ...... I didn’t know how to feel about this at first so a few weeks .. hell even a month went by since my discovery and I finally brought it up in a conversation I calmly asked what’s up with all the black cock bookmarks and she freezes up with wide deer eyes and says ... “ well it’s all the porn they really show nowadays “ .... I kinda chuckle in amazement and said there are millions of videos online .... so her response was ... “ what man I like seeing a huge cock stretch some little pussy .... I don’t wanna see a little dick I wanna see these bitches get fucked and stretched “ her exact words ..... so we laughed it off and I kinda brushed it off whatever ....... now our fourth year together we just ran up on this year half way through..... we haven’t really seen each other in months hell close to a year at this point I mean I’d be asleep when she’s coming home and going to work when she’s getting ready for bed which made her very sad and sexually frustrated ... ( no she didn’t cheat ) but obviously would play a lot !! More with her toys and of course watch and bookmark more and more BBC PORN ..... I would usually check her bookmarks and search history when she’d leave her phone around and there would be more recently added ones and her history would show porn she watched from that afternoon and the night before while I worked she had also admit to me that she had been playing more with her toys and me obviously not as available to her at this time would encourage Her and ask how it was and if she came and would also mention sending me videos of her playing with herself while I worked but she’d be embarrassed ( she is veryyyyy self-conscious, emotional, shy and easily embarrassed ) since I met her which I’ve helped her boost her confidence tremendously since we’ve been together..... so now we’re about 6 months into this year almost not yet tho lol ..... and since about august of 2020 I’ve been finding myself watching & really enjoying BBC PORN myself also more for the fact of the matter “ CUCKOLD BBC PORN “ and also “ CUCKOLD BBC CREAMPIES & different kinds of CUCKOLD GUIDES and FORUMS just out of curiosity it’s like a wave that’s come over me out of no where I even found a amateur homemade pornstar who looks pretty identical to my wife named ... “Jane Dro” ... so her videos actually started getting me to fantasize about my wife getting fucked by BBC like this pornstar was and since I’ve found her videos I’ve been even more addicted and searching more into the lifestyle ( risks,rules and of course the reward of this all ) now I find myself jerking off more to this kinda of porn and as I already don’t fuck my wife ( rarely at this point ) I find myself wanting to jerk off more to this than actual fuck her which I still do fuck her just not as much as she’d like which results in her fucking herself with both big and little dildos quite often and of course I’d imagine she’s watching her BBC bookmarks which the thought of turns me on a bit ..... but also the actual thought and daydream is overwhelming in itself like idk what I’d actually feel at that point I’m sure a mix of emotions mostly sad/upset and anger I’d imagine but who knows too ?? .... so which brings me to my end here a few nights ago we were in bed getting ready to fuck after a long period of not fucking and I brought it up to her about her whole BBC thing and if she really really enjoys it and what she thinks and if she’d even consider a BBC over me ...... let’s just say the conversation didn’t get far she froze up and turned blush and didn’t wanna talk about it I could tell how embarrassed she was and told me when I ask her those questions that I makes her feel guilty about it and I reinsured her that it was fine I just wanted to get to know what she liked and was into and she continued in her silent embarrassment in which I cuddled her close and kissed her saying forget about it ... after a few back rubs and curesses we began forplay and we fucked/made love ........ so now heres my thing I can tell she’s into it but too embarrassed to admit it to me I also feel like I’m not enough for her anymore but she reassures me on the daily how much she loves me and sex with me and how she can’t wait for it ( without me asking if she loves me or our sex ) idk if I should pursue this or keep it a fantasy I’m nervous and excited about the idea and also worried about ruining anything in the marriage especially since we haven’t been together that long ( together 6 married 4 1/2 years ) ... our marriage for what it is is pretty strong and we do communicate on the regular when we can ....... I’d appreciate any advice or help in this please !!!
since I opened up fully my wife is enjoying more then I ever expected 
