Hi all, today I come to you with a question. To give background, me and my girlfriend are a young couple who have been together for three years. Before me she slept with one black man and still dreams about it. She used to confess to me and deeply apologize, I never thought much of it and told her not to worry. Outside of sex I am a very confident and take charge kind of guy, I do everything for her and our love is incredibly strong. In sex I am confident and dominant too but the fact of the matter is my cock just does not please her as much as his big black cock did. She has never asked to cuck me but I have thought about the idea of her receiving huge amounts of pleasure and it makes me happy. To clarify, I am not a cuck because I am a submissive man in my nature (nothing wrong with that, that’s just not me) I am a cuck because I know other men can fuck her much better and me watching and cleaning would pleasure her even more, and her pleasure makes me happy and gets me off. The reason I say all this is because we have been talking about this for months, setting rules and we have finally decided we are ready and comfortable enough to pursue this type of sex. My question is mostly to hot wives, after you fucked your first bull, did your love for your husband Alter? I realize this will change our sex life forever in a good way, I just don’t want to risk losing some of our actual love in our relationship. Will she think of me differently, or love me differently? I know it’s all relative to the person which is why I’m asking for hot wives to tell me how their love for their husbands changed after their first BBC bull.