Feelings of a cuckold real life

[kinkycplny]

As a real life cuckold couple there are many feelings that take hold. Tonight the wife is off on an over night with her regular lover, while the husband is left at home to clean the house and tend to the animals. For me the husband who writes this there are mixed feelings. I am aroused knowing she is getting used, perhaps by her bull and his friend. I will get no picutres and do not even know if they sleep in the same bed. She will return tomorrow afternoon, I will remove her pants and be required to clean her, then I will fuck her but must pull out and cum on her belly. As I type this, my cock gets hard, I will probally jack off for hours not cumming so I can hold it for when she gets back. For her I can tell she is feeling excited but concerned, she texts me from the casino to see what I am doing, when she is not with him she trys to reach out. I feel like a mix of resentement and excitement. I told her last night I did not really want her to go but whta choice did I have, she said now you say it after I planned to go. I know I could have ****** the issue but it seems wrong. I was tempted as I am every time to tell her this is the last time. But I know it will not be. She will smell of him for days, and I will get aroused and make love to her.
While I do not know for sure I can tell when they are fucking and not in the casino becasue she will not answer me while she is with him It is like I do not exist. This time I do not even know where they are staying.
Its funny the last time she never left down and spent the night at a local hotel, and only told me later.
She doe care about my feelings but it seems she forgets when she is with him. I think it is an escape for her so I let her have it even as I hurt at some level.
They have been fucking weekly or more for 10 years, I worry about the future, but she assures me I am her partner and she is happy with me.

These are random real feelings and thoughts as I experinece once again the real cuckold life. Those of you who have this fantacy, take heed, it is complicaed in our society and you will battle many feelings.

I hope this is interesting to some. I am sure there will be the oh she loves him comments or other foolishness and perhaps that is part of the thrill.

The feelings that you are experiencing is what I have felt and what we have experienced. Your marriage and children are more important than your orgasm. It is natural that you feel this way and we know it is not right but we do it anyway. Anyone who criticized you for the above post, just does not get it. These pages and other forums are littered with heartache, disease, divorce, and the consequences of bad decision making. There is a lot of toxic shame associated with this lifestyle. But can we stop? Yes, you feel guilty but you cannot get an erection without fantasizing about it. Are you showing your wife you love here by giving her way? How many people do this and the wife loses respects and fall in love with her lover? How many wives leave their husband at the urging of their bulls? Can a wife really love a husband who puts his orgasm over his and his wife's own interest? My wife stopped because of the feelings and the danger to our relationships. I keep on trying to get her to go back, but with no luck.
Thank you for sharing.

 

[Slideonin]

The feelings that you are experiencing is what I have felt and what we have experienced. Your marriage and children are more important than your orgasm. It is natural that you feel this way and we know it is not right but we do it anyway. Anyone who criticized you for the above post, just does not get it. These pages and other forums are littered with heartache, disease, divorce, and the consequences of bad decision making. There is a lot of toxic shame associated with this lifestyle. But can we stop? Yes, you feel guilty but you cannot get an erection without fantasizing about it. Are you showing your wife you love here by giving her way? How many people do this and the wife loses respects and fall in love with her lover? How many wives leave their husband at the urging of their bulls? Can a wife really love a husband who puts his orgasm over his and his wife's own interest? My wife stopped because of the feelings and the danger to our relationships. I keep on trying to get her to go back, but with no luck.
Thank you for sharing.

Many do not understand the roller coaster, in some ways getting used to it means dead feelings in some ways. Right now I am listening at the door as her regular lover is fucking her. She feels a duty to ensure he is taken care of sexually. He will leave her messy and I will get to feel the added wetness.
Lucky for us the ******* are gone so it is only her and I now. I do not think my wife would stop if I asked her, she likes being naughty and if I say I want her to stop it will encourage her more.

 

[kinkycplny]

Many do not understand the roller coaster, in some ways getting used to it means dead feelings in some ways. Right now I am listening at the door as her regular lover is fucking her. She feels a duty to ensure he is taken care of sexually. He will leave her messy and I will get to feel the added wetness.
Lucky for us the ******* are gone so it is only her and I now. I do not think my wife would stop if I asked her, she likes being naughty and if I say I want her to stop it will encourage her more.

We each have such similar circumstances but different wives. It is real dilemma as this can become all consuming at the cost of our mental health. It is never enough.

 

[Mr&Mrsluvsex]

I want to humiliate a white man by making him lick my ass after the real black man has ejaculated on me. The best place for a white man is to serve the great black race.

The best place for you is in front of a black man, on your knees, getting throat fucked by his large cock with you gagging to the point of passing out from lack of oxygen

 

[steveh]

The best place for you is in front of a black man, on your knees, getting throat fucked by his large cock with you gagging to the point of passing out from lack of oxygen

Love to feel that dick in my mouth

 

[lilppsub]

As a real life cuckold couple there are many feelings that take hold. Tonight the wife is off on an over night with her regular lover, while the husband is left at home to clean the house and tend to the animals. For me the husband who writes this there are mixed feelings. I am aroused knowing she is getting used, perhaps by her bull and his friend. I will get no picutres and do not even know if they sleep in the same bed. She will return tomorrow afternoon, I will remove her pants and be required to clean her, then I will fuck her but must pull out and cum on her belly. As I type this, my cock gets hard, I will probally jack off for hours not cumming so I can hold it for when she gets back. For her I can tell she is feeling excited but concerned, she texts me from the casino to see what I am doing, when she is not with him she trys to reach out. I feel like a mix of resentement and excitement. I told her last night I did not really want her to go but whta choice did I have, she said now you say it after I planned to go. I know I could have ****** the issue but it seems wrong. I was tempted as I am every time to tell her this is the last time. But I know it will not be. She will smell of him for days, and I will get aroused and make love to her.
While I do not know for sure I can tell when they are fucking and not in the casino becasue she will not answer me while she is with him It is like I do not exist. This time I do not even know where they are staying.
Its funny the last time she never left down and spent the night at a local hotel, and only told me later.
She doe care about my feelings but it seems she forgets when she is with him. I think it is an escape for her so I let her have it even as I hurt at some level.
They have been fucking weekly or more for 10 years, I worry about the future, but she assures me I am her partner and she is happy with me.

These are random real feelings and thoughts as I experinece once again the real cuckold life. Those of you who have this fantacy, take heed, it is complicaed in our society and you will battle many feelings.

I hope this is interesting to some. I am sure there will be the oh she loves him comments or other foolishness and perhaps that is part of the thrill.

No I don't really agree that this represents a typical cuckold relationship, but to each their own. What ever trips your trigger. He sounds very troubled by the whole thing. She apparently is not honest and open with the lover. The cuckold has no idea where she is going.
Suppose something happens to her and she does not return home. I have always known where she is and with who she is with. Its only common sense, its for her protection and the cuckolds piece of mind. To jerk off several times out of excitement and not ejaculate ? Really he must have super powers to have that kind of self control. To save it for her. What's the averages the cuckold is ever going to fuck the husband / boyfriend after being with her SUPERIOR LOVER ? That would be more typical in a hot wife situation and more often than not the husband would generally be a voyeur not a maid at home waiting to be humiliated by having to orally clean her wet messy pussy and than be allowed to fuck her. Just my opinion, I could be wrong

 

[Slideonin]

No I don't really agree that this represents a typical cuckold relationship, but to each their own. What ever trips your trigger. He sounds very troubled by the whole thing. She apparently is not honest and open with the lover. The cuckold has no idea where she is going.
Suppose something happens to her and she does not return home. I have always known where she is and with who she is with. Its only common sense, its for her protection and the cuckolds piece of mind. To jerk off several times out of excitement and not ejaculate ? Really he must have super powers to have that kind of self control. To save it for her. What's the averages the cuckold is ever going to fuck the husband / boyfriend after being with her SUPERIOR LOVER ? That would be more typical in a hot wife situation and more often than not the husband would generally be a voyeur not a maid at home waiting to be humiliated by having to orally clean her wet messy pussy and than be allowed to fuck her. Just my opinion, I could be wrong

Is there any typical relationship? I always know where she is and can find her by her phone, we never meet new people without being together. It takes a few months at least before any discussion of meeting alone. If the new guy even mentioned or pushed alone time it is a red flag and a fast exit.