curiouscat2
Male
the first time I watched cuckold porn is more than a decade ago. Since then I've been addicted to it, and then found this website and got introduced to the interracial/bbc stuff. Since then I don't think I've ever really jerked off to "regular sex" because I'm so addicted to this *******. On top of that I have a small dick and I have some sort of inferiority complex about it, and it's like a two edged sword. It makes me enjoy this addiction so much more but afterward when the lows kick in I really feel fucking miserable.
now it gets to the point where I haven't been able to date anyone for years. I ruined my previous relationship partially due to this skewed fetish and since then I haven't got the courage to really date anyone. I'm mentally reconfigured to be anxious and paranoid that whomever I date will just cheat on me with more sexually dominant guys. Right now I just really want to get back to the mental state I was before this addiction.
I don't really know what I'm trying to get with this post or what will it resolve, maybe it's just an impulsive heart-to-heart confession, but it would be nice if I can hear some of the stories from you guys. I feel like I can't live with myself like this
now it gets to the point where I haven't been able to date anyone for years. I ruined my previous relationship partially due to this skewed fetish and since then I haven't got the courage to really date anyone. I'm mentally reconfigured to be anxious and paranoid that whomever I date will just cheat on me with more sexually dominant guys. Right now I just really want to get back to the mental state I was before this addiction.
I don't really know what I'm trying to get with this post or what will it resolve, maybe it's just an impulsive heart-to-heart confession, but it would be nice if I can hear some of the stories from you guys. I feel like I can't live with myself like this