Cucks..How did you start this journey?

I'm not really a cuck (I just love IR porn and like seeing my wife fucking) but for me it all began when we were talking about ex boyfriends and she told me she had dated a few black boyfriends in her teens.
She also told me that one was so big she was scared to sleep with him and kept putting it off :)

I began to see images in my head of her pale white skin with the contrast of the dark skin of the boyfriend on her, and the big cock sliding inside her. That's the first time I considered sharing her.

The second time was when we were ******* with the neighbors and we got semi-naked and felt each other up. Seeing the neighbors hands on her tits and in her panties was so hot...
 
I'm sitting here watching kagney linn carter give Dredd a very hot blowjob. My cock is hard in anticipation of her pussy being stretched to places it never has before all the while I'm going to be thinking of my ex and stroking my cock thinking to myself "tell me how my white cock isn't big enough for you baby". "Oh yeah fuckin ride that foot long thick black snake baby.

It's the hottest fantasy ever thinking about how my gf got her pussy popped by a BBC and how she secretly wanted to get pregnant by a black man's cock. She's with a black man now and has two ******* with him. I often stroke my cock thinking about how sexy she must look sucking a black cock or how hot it must look as a black man drains his huge cock deep inside my pretty baby girl. I wish I would've told her how much I longed for seeing a big black cock push apart her pussy entrance and fill her pussy up like I never could before.

I wanted to watch her moan on his cock. I wanted to jerk off as I watched her tight pussy take every bit of his 11 inch cock and then beg "OHHH put it all in me!" as she started to cum on his cock.

I need to find a pretty young white girl who is into cuckold humiliation/riding bbc in front of her bfs.
 
Not cuck exactly, but lover of a hotwife type lifestyle.

I'm 37 now, it started when I was almost 17 before the days of the internet. I started with buying adult men's magazines - reading those articles about boyfriends/husbands watching/hearing/knowing their ladies were having sex with other men. It was SO weird to me but it was then that sort of opened or twisted my mind against the norm.

Then when I was 18 after I got the internet I met this guy online via chat who lived only a few miles away from me (we never physically met though), he had a girlfriend, both in their late 20's, he eventually confessed that he wanted to see his girlfriend fuck a black guy with a big dick, so if I had met that criteria then I'd have been in a chance of fucking his girlfriend.

Then when I was 20, with my first proper sexual girlfriend who I was only with for 4 months, she asked me what would REALLY turn me on? I looked at her, and was like, I don't think you'd like it, and then to my extreme surprise her face lit up smiling and asked me if I want to see her fuck someone else? LOL like oh come on like WTF what are the chances? So, cutting a long story short, I watched her fuck another guy without him knowing about it. THAT was my "hardening up" getting rid of jealousy/nervous feelings about this stuff.

Then my journey continued with my next girlfriends.
And by the way, for the most part, it was me who kind of ended it with them rather than them dump me. I just tend to get bored of love? I dunno. I've never found a woman who is sexually dirty enough (yet nice enough?) for me.
 
Still progressing on the journey with the gf. We're talking about it and she seems moderately interested at this point. I don't want to put too much pressure on her for fear of losing her. I'm reading through a lot of threads and listening to others about how they got into this. Seems pretty interesting and I'm learning about myself also.
 
I was first intrigued by interracial when I was young in junior high. When I would spend the night at my aunts house she would often have her boyfriend/lover over. She was more of a prudish woman but when around him she became so lustful and downright sexual, with her hands all over him and making out with him right in front of me. It was almost as if he had a spell on her. I was young and curious so Id stay up late those nights and eavesdrop down the hall to the passionate sounds of love making. Many years later interracial is the only type of porn I can watch. Go figure.
 
Prelude:
My first "regular" would always want me to please her orally first and only then would let me fuck her, although I am 7-8 inches long.
That was going on for a while until I found that she always comes to me after visiting other guy/guys .
A girlfriend of my "regular" being jealous ratted her out, since then I have seen her visiting one guy's house few times, he was a firefighter while I was a good pussy eater. Obviously her other fuckers never cared to make her cum, would dump their loads and send her away (she was an attractive , dark haired Dolly Parton type).
She found a sexual refuge in me and I must have licked a lot of cum long before knowing what it was...
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Intermission:
Many years later I got happily married and always was good in bed, once in a while helping my wife to cum, however nothing like with my first.
Bunch of years forward, my wife displayed an unusual sexual pattern, sometimes she would text me from work with a horny message and we would have sex upon her arrival home. That was strange and what was more unusual, is that my wife who is usually "passive" would really want me to eat her out. It was a somewhat exciting change for a middle aged couple. Not that I ate her too often before, but our infrequent novelty had interesting and distinctive flavor. Our sex life was different....
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Act 1:
A little later I found that my wife has an extensive erotic email exchange using our home computer.
She spends her birthday being fucked all holes by a lover and got back to me in a limo.... Sounds familiar?
All of a sudden it struck me that every time she got fucked during her encounters she didnt climax and would run home to "lick the wounds" ......
We already had two ******* and she was on pills ever since.
The other guy was almost a family friend, clean as a whistle, they knew each other and she would bring her pussy home just barely wiped.
I thought that she was wet from being horny, and "funny" taste was due to her being up in the office all day.
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Act 2
Half a year of lost family life later we are back to normal. No holes bared we agree that our encounter was due to middle age crisis and agreed to help ourselves seeking adult adventures. Next couple years our life entered sex toys, porn, Swinger clubs, swinger parties etc. Nothing too fancy, just like most people do. During one of our 2x2 same bed swap adventures with another couple, the other guy pumped a load in his wife and my wife "helped" him to get up again. The picture of my wife making another man hard again really aroused me and I gave her a wet smooch on her sinful lips, surprisingly she pushed her wet tongue between my lips and I tasted that distinctive "new" sex flavor again.
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Postpartum
It took me few days to realize that the flavor was the taste of the other guy's cum that she had in her mouth....
Nothing special, not like pineapple or dragon fruit, or mango - just wickedly different.
A little later I realized the whole scheme that my ladies pulled on me since the time of my youth and it was nothing special, they just wanted to discharge sexual tension built up by their lovers.
Ever since it is ridiculously exciting to think of someone's cum in my wife's pussy .... and perhaps the realization itself helped to make a choice.

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And That is how it all started....
 
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I'm only a cuck wannabe so I can't say I'm actually in the lifestyle, but I'd very much like to be.
Don't know for sure where my feelings came from but I've had them since my late teens and I'm in my late 40's now. When I was young one of my great heroes was Dr. King and other black people in the civil rights movement (still are to be honest) and this predated my interracial cuck fetish. So in some ways it seems a bit odd that this particular fetish should develop as, to an extent, the 'black bull' of the cuck lifestyle is based on a stereotype and I've always been against stereotyping of any race, nationality, gender etc.
On thinking back I think it may have been a story I read about a black man impregnating numerous married white women that had an influence as I wanted to read more interracial stories after this. Of course, then you become only interested in interracial and you begin to move along a certain path.
Whatever it was I'm here now as a white cuck wannabe who is just crazy about white women who like big black men (or maybe just a white cuck who is crazy full-stop!).
 
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