Cucks and wannabees when did you first know you wanted to be cucked?

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I’ll never forget the first time I heard my wife talking about another mans cock, there was a guy at her work she said that you could see his big cock running down his leg in his pants (she showed me an approximate length and girth by pulling her fingers together on her thigh with both hands that was much larger than me) and I could tell she had given considerable thought to what it must be like to be taken by a man with such endowment. I was hit with pangs of jealousy (she had recently had an affair but not with him and we had decided to work things out) but also with a hardening cock and wasnt really sure why but at that moment I knew that I wanted to see him slide that huge cock inside her and to watch her get stretched and cum on his long thick cock while he pumped his cum deep inside her. It was the first time I had really had those feelings and it was way before I knew anything about cuckolding and jerked off many times to the the fantasy of it and thought what the hell is wrong with me but didn’t tell her about my fantasies until many years later.
 
For me it was when I discovered that women cheat on their partners. Even in high school I remember hearing about a girl cheating on her boyfriend and whilst everyone else was kicking off I was quietly admiring her. A woman who cheats has a very different mindset which I find incredibly hot.

I’m also a submissive guy which helps, I’ve never enjoyed being dominant, even though, standing at 6 foot 3 it’s always been expected of me, and I’ve always enjoyed my exes teasing me and being assertive so that’s when I knew.
 
I first new for sure when my ex confessed to cheating on me with black men for more than a year. She flat out told me she loved the sex with black men, that in her expeience they fuck way better than white guys and are better equipped. she told me that everyone of the black guys she's fucked, without exception, was way bigger than me and bigger than most of the white guys she's slept with! She refused to stop fucking them. She said she still loved me but she could no longer live without the sexual excitement and the intense orgasmic pleasure a black man gives her (I was unable to make my wife cum by fucking her being small hung and only able to last at the very best 15 minutes, usually under 10) and my only choice was to accept it, or split up. Now she knew I liked to be dominated and that I watched a lot of IR porn including cuckold scenes, so she was not to shocked to hear me say it was a huge turn on and that I wanted to hear detail's. She looked down at the small tent in the front of my pants and laughed. "look your little guy's at full mast" "This really does turn you on!" She was relieved and overjoyed. This was the begining of a seven year cuckold relationship. She eventually left me for one of her black lovers, but it was fun while it lasted!
 
I remember when going out with my now wife well over 30 years ago even then I wonted other guy to take her from me and make love to her and look after her in a way I could not ever because I was so small one guy called jim I even told him when I was a way all night as I knew he liked my wife , when I came home in bed that night she called out jim in bed ,still to this day she say no to it .what do you think did they or not .
 
I knew when I was 18. My high school girlfriend wanted to fuck one of our black guy friends. She mentioned to him about having a threesome. Well I reluctantly agreed. The big night happened, and let’s just say it quickly became a twosome with me just beating off in the corner. I started out fucking her and she stated to suck his long hard 8 inch cock. It was clear she was turned on by it. She was never more wet in her life. I came so fast in her it was over in a flash, but I wanted to keep fucking her. She was riding me while blowing him. Once it was clear I blew my load, she hopped off of me and jumped on his cock. I was so turned on, I never went soft after cumming. I just started to jerk off. He fucked her in so many positions that night and had stamina like nothing I have ever seen. She moaned, screamed, and flooded the bed. This went on for hours on and off. I must of came 5-6 times over the course of the night and spent the majority of time kissing her while he fucked her, or was jerking off in the corner of the room watching her be split open by bbc. By the end of the night it was obvious, she had a new guy at least for the sex anyway. Me and her would occasionally fuck after that night but it paled in comparison. We replicated that night over and over for a few months afterward. I got less and less pussy and he got more and more. After a few months, There was no more kissing her during sex, that was reserved for him and I would just beat off in the corner. I was fully a cuckold at this point. This had became the norm. It weird to say but I had actually preferred it to the sex with her. That’s the biggest sexual High I have ever had. Nothing has ever compared. Jerking off in the corner I would cum incredibly hard multiple times over the course of an evening. Eventually it become obvious they didn’t need me, and she broke up with me and became his exclusive girlfriend.
 
I’ll never forget the first time I heard my wife talking about another mans cock, there was a guy at her work she said that you could see his big cock running down his leg in his pants (she showed me an approximate length and girth by pulling her fingers together on her thigh with both hands that was much larger than me) and I could tell she had given considerable thought to what it must be like to be taken by a man with such endowment. I was hit with pangs of jealousy (she had recently had an affair but not with him and we had decided to work things out) but also with a hardening cock and wasnt really sure why but at that moment I knew that I wanted to see him slide that huge cock inside her and to watch her get stretched and cum on his long thick cock while he pumped his cum deep inside her. It was the first time I had really had those feelings and it was way before I knew anything about cuckolding and jerked off many times to the the fantasy of it and thought what the hell is wrong with me but didn’t tell her about my fantasies until many years later.

That is pretty hot and interesting. Does she cuck you on a regular basis now?
 
I first new for sure when my ex confessed to cheating on me with black men for more than a year. She flat out told me she loved the sex with black men, that in her expeience they fuck way better than white guys and are better equipped. she told me that everyone of the black guys she's fucked, without exception, was way bigger than me and bigger than most of the white guys she's slept with! She refused to stop fucking them. She said she still loved me but she could no longer live without the sexual excitement and the intense orgasmic pleasure a black man gives her (I was unable to make my wife cum by fucking her being small hung and only able to last at the very best 15 minutes, usually under 10) and my only choice was to accept it, or split up. Now she knew I liked to be dominated and that I watched a lot of IR porn including cuckold scenes, so she was not to shocked to hear me say it was a huge turn on and that I wanted to hear detail's. She looked down at the small tent in the front of my pants and laughed. "look your little guy's at full mast" "This really does turn you on!" She was relieved and overjoyed. This was the begining of a seven year cuckold relationship. She eventually left me for one of her black lovers, but it was fun while it lasted!
Was she letting you clean up the BBC seed from her pussy before she broke up with you?
 
For me I read an article in a swingers paper about sharing his wife with another man. The husband was underneath his doggy style wife licking her pussy while another mas was fucking her doggy style and the other pulls out just before he cums and shoves his cock in the husband's mouth aand cums down the husband's throat. I new then I wanted to try eating cum as a man. Later I did it to my wife and she didn't approve. Fast forward to my girlfriend I told her after cumming in her that I'm going to eat you she looked at me while I moved down to her messy pussy to clean it up it's been a fantasy ever since about eating a black man's cum from white lady's pussy's
 
I was with my wife when she was 18, and even than I got excited when black guys talked to my girlfriend and then wife. Took a black Bull to hit on my wife at work to really get her into the BBC lifestyle, but as soon as she told me she was dating a black guy I was all in and cuckold ready.
 
Was she letting you clean up the BBC seed from her pussy before she broke up with you?
Oh yeah. On numerous occasions I would clean her pussy of the Bulls BBC seed and her cum juices getting her ready for round 2. With one bull in particular there was always a round 3 before they were done. she loved his stamina. She also liked to take pics comparing my small white dick to her bull's BBC. She would share them with some of her close girl friends who new about our life style. I'm sure a lot more people saw them then I'm aware of.
 
after I caught Sammy cheating yrs ago I was devasted after spending the whole night rowing and the Sunday making up and fucking her all day asking every question you can imagine about them and her I wanted her to do it again ( to be completely honest my intentions at the time were to ditch her and chuck her out but I was full of mixed emotions and part of me wanted know more) I asked her meet them again which she did!!!!
in a nutshell I suppose a week later the "cuckold" in me was planted firmly in my head and is till there over 30yrs later and I didn't chuck her out!!!!
 
I first knew so certain when witnessing my wife flirt with her black work colleague. She continued flirting even after I stood beside them.
She later talked during our intimacy about how she had wondered if it was true that once you go black.
I think that’s why she has not taken the step toward trying BBC. She’s afraid she may not want to fuck my average white cock anymore.
 
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