Cuck/voyeur experience

[PurePassion85]

Hey guys , I am desperately wanting to know if there is anyone who frequents this site , will be able to give me some much desired guidance for my best / yet hardest to cope with fantasies lol for over 10 years , after having my past relationship walk me into the realization of how much , herself as well as a large portion of females are full blown crazy for some interracial encounters .lol we had started including the bbc dildos for her and of course hot wife talk , and gradually started talks of us finding a match she could enjoy while I watched /split roast her . Than BOOM. Things just kind of changed for many other reasons and unfortunately never came to be . I’m currently in a relationship with honestly one of the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met , who’s sex appeal is second to none , she’s a baddie lol although her figure draws in so much attention , including many black guys , but one thing that is not why I hoped for .. she shows zero Intetest in anything to do with this type of lifestyle WHATSOEVER!! No toys , dirty talk , hates porn , and finds herself not really attracted or interest in any interracial relations . She’s a great woman!! Loyal!! Beautiful!! I feel blessed.. but I’m dying over my one true and most desired fantasy I could ever imagine . To be present in a Hotwife , black gentlemen freak fest lol I’ve told her my desires , and she’s not judgmental, and said if I had a way to whiteness that she would be ok , but not Interested at all . Now after all said n done, spilling my life story out for total strangers , I’m begging for any advice , or insight , suggestions on how to somehow either get her to find interest or if there are any known clubs ,services that provide a voyeur type of experience..and couples whom have had experience in providing would be spectators as I am ? I’m not a cuck , and always been an alpha type , so I’m not wanting all the extras but just to finally watch something I wish was part of my reality but will be able to calm that desire after so long lol I know that was an earful but I am not blowing it up more than it is, I would die s happy man to for once finally experience this !

 

[donaldintx]

Hey guys , I am desperately wanting to know if there is anyone who frequents this site , will be able to give me some much desired guidance for my best / yet hardest to cope with fantasies lol for over 10 years , after having my past relationship walk me into the realization of how much , herself as well as a large portion of females are full blown crazy for some interracial encounters .lol we had started including the bbc dildos for her and of course hot wife talk , and gradually started talks of us finding a match she could enjoy while I watched /split roast her . Than BOOM. Things just kind of changed for many other reasons and unfortunately never came to be . I’m currently in a relationship with honestly one of the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met , who’s sex appeal is second to none , she’s a baddie lol although her figure draws in so much attention , including many black guys , but one thing that is not why I hoped for .. she shows zero Intetest in anything to do with this type of lifestyle WHATSOEVER!! No toys , dirty talk , hates porn , and finds herself not really attracted or interest in any interracial relations . She’s a great woman!! Loyal!! Beautiful!! I feel blessed.. but I’m dying over my one true and most desired fantasy I could ever imagine . To be present in a Hotwife , black gentlemen freak fest lol I’ve told her my desires , and she’s not judgmental, and said if I had a way to whiteness that she would be ok , but not Interested at all . Now after all said n done, spilling my life story out for total strangers , I’m begging for any advice , or insight , suggestions on how to somehow either get her to find interest or if there are any known clubs ,services that provide a voyeur type of experience..and couples whom have had experience in providing would be spectators as I am ? I’m not a cuck , and always been an alpha type , so I’m not wanting all the extras but just to finally watch something I wish was part of my reality but will be able to calm that desire after so long lol I know that was an earful but I am not blowing it up more than it is, I would die s happy man to for once finally experience this !

Well first, how old is she, how ofte n does she need sex etc?
In my case we had been married for 11 years. Our sex v=became rare. When I wanted sex shge told me to find a whore! I wanted to get her fucked so it would wake up her interest in sex again. when I suggested it she said NO. She was only 33. So I found a black guy and told him of the situation and he agreed to take her. By ******* if necessary! Well he did have to ******* her at the start but she gave in quickly. Wow, that changed her totally! Still no sex for me but boy was she getting fucked a lot.

 

[PurePassion85]

Well first, how old is she, how ofte n does she need sex etc?
In my case we had been married for 11 years. Our sex v=became rare. When I wanted sex shge told me to find a whore! I wanted to get her fucked so it would wake up her interest in sex again. when I suggested it she said NO. She was only 33. So I found a black guy and told him of the situation and he agreed to take her. By ******* if necessary! Well he did have to ******* her at the start but she gave in quickly. Wow, that changed her totally! Still no sex for me but boy was she getting fucked a lot.

Thing is , we have always had a really good sex life since the start and after 51/2 years , although not as dedicated as before ( now about 4out of 7 days a week) . If it were up to me , I would have sex w her at least 3 times a day , and she has always said I’m over the top in wanting it so much , but dosent judge me in a negative way .. I have always been more of a alpha male , and am blessed with a above average package thankfully , but that alone made her think I was crazy for initiating the talk and possibilities of another man , let alone a hung black male to please her when I do the job just right to begin With . She can’t wrap her mind around the whole voyeur , hot wife arousal I guess and even tho I am not into any disrespectful gestures as in the cuckold humiliation stuff , she thinks I would be mad if she were to be intimate with. Another man In front of me , but I would love watching , as long as the communication and mutual agreements, enjoyment is there , I do t see anything wrong at all ! lol