Confused Whiteboi Purpose/Happiness

[PrincessMaxi]

Hi there everybody, I’m just a confused young whiteboi trying to find some reassurance. I’ve known of and accepted Black superiority and dominance for years now, first got sucked into the incredible wormhole of sissy porn around age 12/13. Since then I’ve taken a lot of steps in the right direction, but I still feel scared and incomplete (maybe in part because I haven’t had the honor of serving a real man yet). I came out to my parents and all my family/friends as trans almost two years ago and I’m just now starting hormones but I’m getting impatient. Can I be get some reassurance that I’m doing what I’m supposed to and being a good girl?

 

[yeshucan]

Maybe you should talk to a therapist to help you figure out what you want and not a bunch of people here who already are into giving black men pleasure.

 

[JT IR Gooner2]

Hi there everybody, I’m just a confused young whiteboi trying to find some reassurance. I’ve known of and accepted Black superiority and dominance for years now, first got sucked into the incredible wormhole of sissy porn around age 12/13. Since then I’ve taken a lot of steps in the right direction, but I still feel scared and incomplete (maybe in part because I haven’t had the honor of serving a real man yet). I came out to my parents and all my family/friends as trans almost two years ago and I’m just now starting hormones but I’m getting impatient. Can I be get some reassurance that I’m doing what I’m supposed to and being a good girl?

You might just be addicted to porn. Becoming a true hedonist and embracing porn and sex addiction is quite a beautiful and amazing feeling, but hormone replacement and sex change could lead to regret down the line. Theres a reason 41% of trans people commit suicide.

 

[dakotdik]

The fantasies that you are thinking about are huge commitments. I agree with the above posters. Find a "real man" to date and see if that is what you want and if you haven't already started by talking to a psychiatrist to evaluate if you are a candidate for sexual transformation, find one post haste. You will need to see one anyway before you can complete your transformation and become a woman. In most urban areas, there should be a psychiatrist who will help you evaluate if you are a candidate. You have two distinct and separate issues. One is becoming a woman and the other is being attracted to men. The Black part is nothing more than a fetish. A Black man might not be the "real man" that you fantasize about and a White man might be. I know many Gay men and that is the lesser of the two issues. Gender transformation requires some real risks and losses. Think about it carefully.

 

[curious28]

The fantasies that you are thinking about are huge commitments. I agree with the above posters. Find a "real man" to date and see if that is what you want and if you haven't already started by talking to a psychiatrist to evaluate if you are a candidate for sexual transformation, find one post haste. You will need to see one anyway before you can complete your transformation and become a woman. In most urban areas, there should be a psychiatrist who will help you evaluate if you are a candidate. You have two distinct and separate issues. One is becoming a woman and the other is being attracted to men. The Black part is nothing more than a fetish. A Black man might not be the "real man" that you fantasize about and a White man might be. I know many Gay men and that is the lesser of the two issues. Gender transformation requires some real risks and losses. Think about it carefully.

Good answer

 

[PrincessMaxi]

I appreciate the advice for therapy - I should’ve given some more background. I’ve definitely had thousands of dollars worth of therapy My being trans really isn’t something I question anymore and I’m actually more attracted to (dominant) women than I am men (and my attraction to men is almost exclusively black men). I guess I was kinda trying to get deeper into understanding the role of sissy porn in trans gals’ quests for self clarity and self acceptance. I guess at this point I’m also curious as to how anyone (especially younger males) could get into sissy porn and not be trans?

 

[Deadrick Thoma]

Hi there everybody, I’m just a confused young whiteboi trying to find some reassurance. I’ve known of and accepted Black superiority and dominance for years now, first got sucked into the incredible wormhole of sissy porn around age 12/13. Since then I’ve taken a lot of steps in the right direction, but I still feel scared and incomplete (maybe in part because I haven’t had the honor of serving a real man yet). I came out to my parents and all my family/friends as trans almost two years ago and I’m just now starting hormones but I’m getting impatient. Can I be get some reassurance that I’m doing what I’m supposed to and being a good girl?

Yes

 

[TSJenny2021]

perhaps this would help

 

[WiseGuy9595]

perhaps this would help

Seriously? Is that really a thing?

 

[TSJenny2021]

Seriously? Is that really a thing?

Yes, sir it is and my dream is to be featured in it some day

 

[WiseGuy9595]

Yes, sir it is and my dream is to be featured in it some day

As Sherlock Holmes would say: "Fascinating!"