COLLEGE CUCK SAGA

Asharma

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***THIS IS MY CUCKOLD STORY. THERE ARE MANY LIKE IT, BUT THIS ONE IS MINE. MY STORY IS MY BEST FRIEND. IT IS MY LIFE.***

Sorry, I couldn't resist going 'full metal jacket' on you guys. *Hi*, my name is Jake.

I've written a saga about my experience getting cucked in college. I wouldn't call it a 'standard' cuckold story. For one, it involves a girl I had a huge crush on. Her name is Alicia. And we never actually dated. What I experienced was more akin to being 'friendzoned' by Alicia, while she started an intense fuck buddy relationship with a black guy. And this other guy happened to be a close friend as mine. I still think it's accurate to say that I was 'cucked' though.

And why do I call it a 'saga'? Well, I initially planned on writing just one post. But once I started, I couldn't stop. I needed to get EVERYTHING off my chest.

You see, my cuckold journey was something I previously kept buried deep inside me and locked away out of shame. But once I started writing about it, I found it therapeutic. Even now, as I re-read my story and recall the memories, it still gets me hard as fuck.

**So what started as just 1 post morphed into over 20 detailed chapters.** Covering the events of my entire 3 years in college. As well as the months after graduation. It took me ages to flesh out and polish the story. You can call it a fucking novel. The Cuck Odyssey. The Simp Bible.

Because of my situation, I was able to witness plenty of sex in college. And I describe this as explicitly as I can. Alot of the sex involved Alicia and Alphonso. But there were multiple other girls also involved.

Fair warning though, I don't just write smut. There is plenty of that, but I also focus alot on the emotional roller coaster I went through.

Like I said, there are over 20 chapters. If there is enough interest, I might post 1 or 2 chapters a day, or something like that. **Please feel free to leave comments and messages. Any support is greatly appreciated.**

Enjoy!

**

**Chapter 1: How it all began**

I'll start Chapter 1 with a brief description about myself. My 'origin' story as a cuck, if you will. And what started my obsession with voyeurism.

So, back when I was in high school, I was a bit of a loner. Now, it wasn't like I was bullied, or that I was ugly. I mostly kept to myself, avoided parties and had a couple close friends. I was just *that* guy who was comfortable staying out of the limelight.

My issue was that I was shy. *Painfully* shy. The socially awkward, quiet type. I had always been like this for as long as I can remember. And when puberty hit, I had trouble talking to girls. I never had the guts to ask a girl out. I reeked of low self-esteem. I would watch in envy as other guys in my class hooked up with girls and started their first relationships.

Needless to say, I graduated high school a virgin. And I went off to college.

Being the naive, young, 19 year old I was at the time, I was actually excited to go to college. I thought it was a chance to reinvent myself. To be more outgoing and confident. Basically to correct all the mistakes I made in high school and get more experience with girls. I made a sacred vow to myself that I wouldn't graduate college as a virgin.

During the first couple months in college, I actually *did* try hard. I introduced myself to everyone. Went to parties and went clubbing. Spoke with girls. I tried my damn hardest to break out of my shell. After all, nobody knew me; I was starting with a clean slate and had nothing to lose.

But for whatever reason, I just couldn't follow through. I always ended up doing the same, lame routine. I'm sure plenty of readers here can relate - at parties, I would get self-conscious after a few minutes and just end up taking aimless walks, pretending to be finding someone or on a phone call. When I went clubbing, I would sit at the bar, pretending to take a breather from the dance floor - as I watched others have the time of their lives. If I did chat with a girl, the conversation would always peter out. And I'd get that sinking feeling as I notice the girl lose interest. I could never seal the deal.

Perhaps I was naive for thinking I could just transform my personality through sheer willpower.

Eventually, after so many failed social outings, I fell into the same old habits I had in high school. I shied away from people. I mostly stayed in my dorm room or studied in the library. I reverted to my old self. This wasn't the 'college experience' I had envisioned, for fucks sake.

By the end of my first year at uni, I was still a virgin. I managed to get *one* girl to agree to a date - but she bailed at the last moment. Yeah, *thanks*.

**
As is typical in my college, 2nd year students had to move out of student dorms and find private accomodation to rent.

I was in a bit of a pickle as I didn't have many friends. I dreaded having to put up an ad asking strangers if they needed a housemate.

That's when my life flipped. I kind of got lucky. Like, really lucky. There was this one guy. *Alphonso*. And he asked if I was looking for a housemate.

Now, Alphonso isn't a bully. He didnt torment me. He didn't 'cuck' me in the traditional sense. He's actually a nice guy, and to this day I would still regard him as a friend. We knew each other through class.

**But appearance-wise, we couldn't be any more different.** Alphonsa was tall. Black. Muscular. A basketball player, he was in peak physical condition. Chiseled, ruggedly handsome face, with a bit of a bad-boy aura about him. And he had the brains to back it up too - he regularly got better grades than me.

And when it came to the ladies, well... there was no competition.

Alphonso was wildly successful with girls. A self confessed man-whore. If Urban Dictionary needed a definition for 'Alpha Male', then all they needed to do was post a photo of Alphonso with his *******-eating grin as he flexed his muscles.

He wasn't even arrogant about it either. He just wanted to have *fun*. And the girls knew that too.

Now, I'm no psychologist. I won't proclaim to understand the inner workings of the female mind. But there was something really unique about how girls behaved around Alphonso. I could probably write a PhD thesis about it based on my observations.

So, Alphonso just likes to have *fun*, right. He's not looking for commitment. He doesn't get emotionally attached to girls. He likes to keep it casual and easy-going. For him, sex really is the be-all and end-all. That's all he wants. **And he was totally upfront about this to girls too**. Like, he didn't even bother to hide this fact. He was still respectful towards the girls - on his terms. *Want dick? Then I'm your guy. But don't expect anything else.*. That's his mindset.

The crazy thing is, *it fucking worked*. I wasn't surprised that *some* girls would be fine with just being his FWB or his one night stand. We were in college after all. But Alphonso was different. He was fucking dozens of girls. **Dozens**. Who were all eager to have no-strings-attached sex with him. I wouldn't be surprised if his body count was over 100. I lost track at some point. *Insane.*

For girls, sex with Alphonso was like slipping into a pool where the water was at the perfect temperature. It was easy from the jump and just so hard to leave.

**

How did he do it? Like I said, that deserves a full-blown thesis by itself. But I'll highlight a few factors.

Alphonso was suave. Charming. He had just the perfect balance of confidence and street-smarts which turned girls to putty. And a big cock to back it up.

Girls literally gravitated towards him. I witnessed this first hand. The way girls smiled at him. Blushed in his presence. Girls would stare into his eyes, vying for his attention. It was his combination of looks and personality that they couldn't resist. That, combined with the fact that he was an all-star athlete.

The subtle girls would just flirt with him innocently, like ask him if he had been working out recently. The more blatant girls would just ask him point blank if he was free that night.

And it was obvious he was great in bed. If he fucked Girl A, then she would rave and gush about how great the sex was to her friend, Girl B. More often than not, this would pique Girl B's curiosity. And *she* would invite Alphonso to her room, and he would fuck her. Then Girl C would hear rumours about Alphonso hooking up with Girls A and B. And *she'd* get curious about why he was so in demand - and would ask him if he was down to fuck.

This sort of weird, 'word of mouth' chain of events would happen multiple times. Basically it got to a point where his sheer reputation was enough to make girls fall in his lap. He didn't even have to make the first move on a girl. Incredible, right? Yeah, I thought so too.

All the girls knew the deal. There would be no 'dating' with Alphonso. The only date was with his cock. *And they were hooked on it*. All sorts of girls fell under his spell.

There were pretty-faced, prim and proper girls. The girl-next-door types, who used Alphonso to let loose and express their repressed sexual desires. To experiment with kinks they would normally be too shy to admit. Alphonso was their safe zone for that.

There were your typical big booty thots who just craved the feel of his cock. Who regarded it as a badge of honor to fuck the star player on the college basketball team.

There were girls in committed relationships, who cheated on their boyfriends with Alphonso. Either because they had fights with their boyfriends, or they weren't satisfied with their sex lives, or they were in long distance relationships and just needed to fuck. I dunno, sometimes I wasn't even sure why they were fucking him. But it must have given him an ego boost - to know that he was basically cucking a bunch of guys without them even knowing it.

There were even girls who were not attending college. They would fly in or drive into town, solely for the purpose of draining Alphonso's balls over the weekend. I won't even go into detail about who these girls were.

**

How did I know about all of this? Well, I was Alphonso's friend, so he was more than willing to spill the beans to me. He made plenty of off-hand remarks even before we became housemates.

Like when he told me there was only one girl he hadn't fucked on his dorm floor. Which was a ridiculous feat- considering that a dorm floor would usually have at least 8 girls. The one girl he didn't fuck was because she wasn't attractive enough for him.

Or when we were in class, he would point me towards a stunning blonde in the front row and brag that she had sucked him off and swallowed his nut just before class. The same girl that I *knew* had a boyfriend back in her home town.

Or when I was sitting in the college cafeteria behind a group of girls. And they were all exchanging stories about the crazy sex *each* of them had with Alphonso. Sharing details on the various sex positions he tried on them, and what they liked the most. Giggling about how obsessed he was with getting head. Fawning over his ability to make them cum. And basically agreeing that he was the best they ever had. His own little fanclub of absolute babes. I mean... Jesus.

Like I said, girls were *hooked* on him.

**

*He had it so fucking easy*. I wondered if he knew that there was actually an alternate universe. An alternate universe in which *I* lived, where girls wouldn't so much as even *look* at me, let alone have sex with me.

Suffice to say, I was kind of taken aback when he asked if I wanted to live with him for the 2nd year of uni. More like I was in shock and awe.

Not gonna lie - I was kinda proud he asked me. He could have lived anywhere. He had plenty of friends. And I jumped at the opportunity. I felt an overwhelming sense of relief that I didn't have to live with strangers.

And maybe it was selfish of me, but I thought that if I was his housemate, it would elevate my own social standing. I could use this to hook up with girls. Alphonso was my golden ticket to get out of my barren spell.

As for why Alphonso wanted to live with *me*? To this day, I'm still not sure. But I have my theories. For one thing, I think that Alphonso viewed me as a bit of a pushover. A doormat. I never balked at his requests or confronted him in any way. No, that's just not my personality - I was always someone he could rely on for friendly support. Easy to get along with. No drama.

**

Anyways... we found a nice little house to rent. A 2-floored terrace house.

On the ground floor there was a huge master bedroom, right next to the kitchen and common bathroom. On the first floor, there were 2 small bedrooms.

I offered the master bedroom on the ground floor to Alphonso - he didnt even have to ask. That's how desperate I was to have him as a housemate. I was petrified that he might change his mind.

I stayed in one of the tiny bedrooms on the first floor, which basically just had space for a single bed and a small desk. The other bedroom on the 1st floor was empty. We agreed to use it for any guests that might need a place to crash.

**

The first couple weeks when we moved in together, things were pretty uneventful. We were both just trying to get into the groove of college life and sorting our ******* out.

But soon enough, the inevitable happened. The thing that I was dreading. And shamefully, also excited about.

**Alphonso started bringing girls over.**

It started with a girl on Friday night. Then *another* girl on Saturday. Then - I guess Alphonso wasn't just horny on weekends - he brought yet another girl on Monday night. Then another girl on Thursday. This sort of pattern repeated each week.

Now, he was usually very discrete about it. He only brought over a girl late at night and was careful not to disturb me. It helped that his bedroom was on a separate floor.

**But being the horny, desperate guy I was, I couldn't resist eavesdropping.** If I couldn't get any action myself, the best alternative was for me to listen to Alphonso fuck a seemingly endless parade of girls.

You have to bear in mind - I had never, *ever*, been in such close physical contact with girls. Having a girl stay over at my house - even if she was mostly hanging out with Alphonso in *his* room - was like entering a new dimension for me.

And not just *any girls*, mind you. I'm talking about the most drop-dead gorgeous girls at uni. **As prolific as Alphonso was, he was also quite selective about which girls he would fuck.**

*All* of them were just.. stunning. 10s all across the board, with the occasional 9. Exactly the kind of girls I drooled over.

Leggy, coed models who featured on the runway during University Fashion Week. Ditzy, blonde cheerleaders. Big-titted, IG thots who went to uni just because they wanted to party.

White girls. Asian girls. Latinas. He went multi-racial with it. As long as she had a pretty face, a banging body featuring a nice set of tits and a pert ass that jiggled when he spanked it, she was invited to fuck. Every morning, I woke up excitedly thinking about which new girl Alphonso might lure into his bedroom.

I'm embarrased to admit it, but most of my nights ended up with me secretly kneeling at the foot of his bedroom door for hours on end. Pressing my ear against his door. Like a sick little pervert, trying to catch as much of the intimate conversations and sex noises coming from the other side of the door when he had a girl over. **And feverishly stroking my cock through it all.**

It was pathetic. I knew it was wrong, but I couldnt help myself. **Whatever shame I felt at being a voyeur was overwhelmed by the sheer arousal of hearing a girl scream and moan as Alphonso absolutely fucked the living daylights out of her.** It was better than any porn.

You see, you have to place yourself in my position. I was a virgin who never even caught a glimpse of a girl's naked body in the flesh. So to now *live* in the same house where *real, full-on, hardcore sex* was happening... that was mind-blowing to me.

Not to mention how much of a twisted adrenaline rush it was - to be kneeling in such an exposed and risky position outside Alphonso's bedroom - while I heard his bed violently shake. And a girl howl in ecstacy and orgasm multiple times.

**

Now, the moans and screams of pleasure from the girls were a sound to behold. But what really blew my mind was the sheer level of *dirty talk* that came along with it.

You see, Alphonso had a bit of a kink. When he was in the zone and absolutely railing a girl, he gets very... dominant. All sorts of shocking profanities would fly out of his mouth. **He took dirty talking to the extreme.**

I felt like some of the things he said were a little degrading. I wondered how the girls even put up with it.

But I swear to God, in the heat of the moment - when the girls were being jack-hammered to submission - they actually *loved* his dirty talk. They were so cock-******* that they either let it slide, or they even played along.

**

Alphonso's routine when he was my housemate was pretty straight-forward. Find a hot girl at a party or club. Or if he was feeling lazy, slide into a girl's DMs, or just respond to any number of girls who were constantly sending him flirty messages. Chat the girl up and invite her over. **Fuck her all night.**

And then the following morning, he would be in the kitchen with the girl, fixing her a light snack.

**He would then ask the girl for 'Round 2' after breakfast.** Sometimes the girl would be so worn out from the previous night that she wouldn't be in the mood. But in those situations, more often than not, he would still manage to convince the girl to at least give him a nice, long morning blowjob to start his day.

For a while, I never actually witnessed any of the sex with my own eyes. At most, I would catch a glimpse of the girl, wearing just a bathrobe when she scurried to the bathroom. Or I'd walk into the kitchen and find a girl with her hands all over Alphonso as they chatted and ate breakfast.

But I listened in enough times through his door to get a vivid picture of what he was doing to a girl. What real sex sounded like.

And things started to get more intense real quick...
 
***THIS IS MY CUCKOLD STORY. THERE ARE MANY LIKE IT, BUT THIS ONE IS MINE. MY STORY IS MY BEST FRIEND. IT IS MY LIFE.***

Sorry, I couldn't resist going 'full metal jacket' on you guys. *Hi*, my name is Jake.

I've written a saga about my experience getting cucked in college. I wouldn't call it a 'standard' cuckold story. For one, it involves a girl I had a huge crush on. Her name is Alicia. And we never actually dated. What I experienced was more akin to being 'friendzoned' by Alicia, while she started an intense fuck buddy relationship with a black guy. And this other guy happened to be a close friend as mine. I still think it's accurate to say that I was 'cucked' though.

And why do I call it a 'saga'? Well, I initially planned on writing just one post. But once I started, I couldn't stop. I needed to get EVERYTHING off my chest.

You see, my cuckold journey was something I previously kept buried deep inside me and locked away out of shame. But once I started writing about it, I found it therapeutic. Even now, as I re-read my story and recall the memories, it still gets me hard as fuck.

**So what started as just 1 post morphed into over 20 detailed chapters.** Covering the events of my entire 3 years in college. As well as the months after graduation. It took me ages to flesh out and polish the story. You can call it a fucking novel. The Cuck Odyssey. The Simp Bible.

Because of my situation, I was able to witness plenty of sex in college. And I describe this as explicitly as I can. Alot of the sex involved Alicia and Alphonso. But there were multiple other girls also involved.

Fair warning though, I don't just write smut. There is plenty of that, but I also focus alot on the emotional roller coaster I went through.

Like I said, there are over 20 chapters. If there is enough interest, I might post 1 or 2 chapters a day, or something like that. **Please feel free to leave comments and messages. Any support is greatly appreciated.**

Enjoy!

**

**Chapter 1: How it all began**

I'll start Chapter 1 with a brief description about myself. My 'origin' story as a cuck, if you will. And what started my obsession with voyeurism.

So, back when I was in high school, I was a bit of a loner. Now, it wasn't like I was bullied, or that I was ugly. I mostly kept to myself, avoided parties and had a couple close friends. I was just *that* guy who was comfortable staying out of the limelight.

My issue was that I was shy. *Painfully* shy. The socially awkward, quiet type. I had always been like this for as long as I can remember. And when puberty hit, I had trouble talking to girls. I never had the guts to ask a girl out. I reeked of low self-esteem. I would watch in envy as other guys in my class hooked up with girls and started their first relationships.

Needless to say, I graduated high school a virgin. And I went off to college.

Being the naive, young, 19 year old I was at the time, I was actually excited to go to college. I thought it was a chance to reinvent myself. To be more outgoing and confident. Basically to correct all the mistakes I made in high school and get more experience with girls. I made a sacred vow to myself that I wouldn't graduate college as a virgin.

During the first couple months in college, I actually *did* try hard. I introduced myself to everyone. Went to parties and went clubbing. Spoke with girls. I tried my damn hardest to break out of my shell. After all, nobody knew me; I was starting with a clean slate and had nothing to lose.

But for whatever reason, I just couldn't follow through. I always ended up doing the same, lame routine. I'm sure plenty of readers here can relate - at parties, I would get self-conscious after a few minutes and just end up taking aimless walks, pretending to be finding someone or on a phone call. When I went clubbing, I would sit at the bar, pretending to take a breather from the dance floor - as I watched others have the time of their lives. If I did chat with a girl, the conversation would always peter out. And I'd get that sinking feeling as I notice the girl lose interest. I could never seal the deal.

Perhaps I was naive for thinking I could just transform my personality through sheer willpower.

Eventually, after so many failed social outings, I fell into the same old habits I had in high school. I shied away from people. I mostly stayed in my dorm room or studied in the library. I reverted to my old self. This wasn't the 'college experience' I had envisioned, for fucks sake.

By the end of my first year at uni, I was still a virgin. I managed to get *one* girl to agree to a date - but she bailed at the last moment. Yeah, *thanks*.

**
As is typical in my college, 2nd year students had to move out of student dorms and find private accomodation to rent.

I was in a bit of a pickle as I didn't have many friends. I dreaded having to put up an ad asking strangers if they needed a housemate.

That's when my life flipped. I kind of got lucky. Like, really lucky. There was this one guy. *Alphonso*. And he asked if I was looking for a housemate.

Now, Alphonso isn't a bully. He didnt torment me. He didn't 'cuck' me in the traditional sense. He's actually a nice guy, and to this day I would still regard him as a friend. We knew each other through class.

**But appearance-wise, we couldn't be any more different.** Alphonsa was tall. Black. Muscular. A basketball player, he was in peak physical condition. Chiseled, ruggedly handsome face, with a bit of a bad-boy aura about him. And he had the brains to back it up too - he regularly got better grades than me.

And when it came to the ladies, well... there was no competition.

Alphonso was wildly successful with girls. A self confessed man-whore. If Urban Dictionary needed a definition for 'Alpha Male', then all they needed to do was post a photo of Alphonso with his *******-eating grin as he flexed his muscles.

He wasn't even arrogant about it either. He just wanted to have *fun*. And the girls knew that too.

Now, I'm no psychologist. I won't proclaim to understand the inner workings of the female mind. But there was something really unique about how girls behaved around Alphonso. I could probably write a PhD thesis about it based on my observations.

So, Alphonso just likes to have *fun*, right. He's not looking for commitment. He doesn't get emotionally attached to girls. He likes to keep it casual and easy-going. For him, sex really is the be-all and end-all. That's all he wants. **And he was totally upfront about this to girls too**. Like, he didn't even bother to hide this fact. He was still respectful towards the girls - on his terms. *Want dick? Then I'm your guy. But don't expect anything else.*. That's his mindset.

The crazy thing is, *it fucking worked*. I wasn't surprised that *some* girls would be fine with just being his FWB or his one night stand. We were in college after all. But Alphonso was different. He was fucking dozens of girls. **Dozens**. Who were all eager to have no-strings-attached sex with him. I wouldn't be surprised if his body count was over 100. I lost track at some point. *Insane.*

For girls, sex with Alphonso was like slipping into a pool where the water was at the perfect temperature. It was easy from the jump and just so hard to leave.

**

How did he do it? Like I said, that deserves a full-blown thesis by itself. But I'll highlight a few factors.

Alphonso was suave. Charming. He had just the perfect balance of confidence and street-smarts which turned girls to putty. And a big cock to back it up.

Girls literally gravitated towards him. I witnessed this first hand. The way girls smiled at him. Blushed in his presence. Girls would stare into his eyes, vying for his attention. It was his combination of looks and personality that they couldn't resist. That, combined with the fact that he was an all-star athlete.

The subtle girls would just flirt with him innocently, like ask him if he had been working out recently. The more blatant girls would just ask him point blank if he was free that night.

And it was obvious he was great in bed. If he fucked Girl A, then she would rave and gush about how great the sex was to her friend, Girl B. More often than not, this would pique Girl B's curiosity. And *she* would invite Alphonso to her room, and he would fuck her. Then Girl C would hear rumours about Alphonso hooking up with Girls A and B. And *she'd* get curious about why he was so in demand - and would ask him if he was down to fuck.

This sort of weird, 'word of mouth' chain of events would happen multiple times. Basically it got to a point where his sheer reputation was enough to make girls fall in his lap. He didn't even have to make the first move on a girl. Incredible, right? Yeah, I thought so too.

All the girls knew the deal. There would be no 'dating' with Alphonso. The only date was with his cock. *And they were hooked on it*. All sorts of girls fell under his spell.

There were pretty-faced, prim and proper girls. The girl-next-door types, who used Alphonso to let loose and express their repressed sexual desires. To experiment with kinks they would normally be too shy to admit. Alphonso was their safe zone for that.

There were your typical big booty thots who just craved the feel of his cock. Who regarded it as a badge of honor to fuck the star player on the college basketball team.

There were girls in committed relationships, who cheated on their boyfriends with Alphonso. Either because they had fights with their boyfriends, or they weren't satisfied with their sex lives, or they were in long distance relationships and just needed to fuck. I dunno, sometimes I wasn't even sure why they were fucking him. But it must have given him an ego boost - to know that he was basically cucking a bunch of guys without them even knowing it.

There were even girls who were not attending college. They would fly in or drive into town, solely for the purpose of draining Alphonso's balls over the weekend. I won't even go into detail about who these girls were.

**

How did I know about all of this? Well, I was Alphonso's friend, so he was more than willing to spill the beans to me. He made plenty of off-hand remarks even before we became housemates.

Like when he told me there was only one girl he hadn't fucked on his dorm floor. Which was a ridiculous feat- considering that a dorm floor would usually have at least 8 girls. The one girl he didn't fuck was because she wasn't attractive enough for him.

Or when we were in class, he would point me towards a stunning blonde in the front row and brag that she had sucked him off and swallowed his nut just before class. The same girl that I *knew* had a boyfriend back in her home town.

Or when I was sitting in the college cafeteria behind a group of girls. And they were all exchanging stories about the crazy sex *each* of them had with Alphonso. Sharing details on the various sex positions he tried on them, and what they liked the most. Giggling about how obsessed he was with getting head. Fawning over his ability to make them cum. And basically agreeing that he was the best they ever had. His own little fanclub of absolute babes. I mean... Jesus.

Like I said, girls were *hooked* on him.

**

*He had it so fucking easy*. I wondered if he knew that there was actually an alternate universe. An alternate universe in which *I* lived, where girls wouldn't so much as even *look* at me, let alone have sex with me.

Suffice to say, I was kind of taken aback when he asked if I wanted to live with him for the 2nd year of uni. More like I was in shock and awe.

Not gonna lie - I was kinda proud he asked me. He could have lived anywhere. He had plenty of friends. And I jumped at the opportunity. I felt an overwhelming sense of relief that I didn't have to live with strangers.

And maybe it was selfish of me, but I thought that if I was his housemate, it would elevate my own social standing. I could use this to hook up with girls. Alphonso was my golden ticket to get out of my barren spell.

As for why Alphonso wanted to live with *me*? To this day, I'm still not sure. But I have my theories. For one thing, I think that Alphonso viewed me as a bit of a pushover. A doormat. I never balked at his requests or confronted him in any way. No, that's just not my personality - I was always someone he could rely on for friendly support. Easy to get along with. No drama.

**

Anyways... we found a nice little house to rent. A 2-floored terrace house.

On the ground floor there was a huge master bedroom, right next to the kitchen and common bathroom. On the first floor, there were 2 small bedrooms.

I offered the master bedroom on the ground floor to Alphonso - he didnt even have to ask. That's how desperate I was to have him as a housemate. I was petrified that he might change his mind.

I stayed in one of the tiny bedrooms on the first floor, which basically just had space for a single bed and a small desk. The other bedroom on the 1st floor was empty. We agreed to use it for any guests that might need a place to crash.

**

The first couple weeks when we moved in together, things were pretty uneventful. We were both just trying to get into the groove of college life and sorting our ******* out.

But soon enough, the inevitable happened. The thing that I was dreading. And shamefully, also excited about.

**Alphonso started bringing girls over.**

It started with a girl on Friday night. Then *another* girl on Saturday. Then - I guess Alphonso wasn't just horny on weekends - he brought yet another girl on Monday night. Then another girl on Thursday. This sort of pattern repeated each week.

Now, he was usually very discrete about it. He only brought over a girl late at night and was careful not to disturb me. It helped that his bedroom was on a separate floor.

**But being the horny, desperate guy I was, I couldn't resist eavesdropping.** If I couldn't get any action myself, the best alternative was for me to listen to Alphonso fuck a seemingly endless parade of girls.

You have to bear in mind - I had never, *ever*, been in such close physical contact with girls. Having a girl stay over at my house - even if she was mostly hanging out with Alphonso in *his* room - was like entering a new dimension for me.

And not just *any girls*, mind you. I'm talking about the most drop-dead gorgeous girls at uni. **As prolific as Alphonso was, he was also quite selective about which girls he would fuck.**

*All* of them were just.. stunning. 10s all across the board, with the occasional 9. Exactly the kind of girls I drooled over.

Leggy, coed models who featured on the runway during University Fashion Week. Ditzy, blonde cheerleaders. Big-titted, IG thots who went to uni just because they wanted to party.

White girls. Asian girls. Latinas. He went multi-racial with it. As long as she had a pretty face, a banging body featuring a nice set of tits and a pert ass that jiggled when he spanked it, she was invited to fuck. Every morning, I woke up excitedly thinking about which new girl Alphonso might lure into his bedroom.

I'm embarrased to admit it, but most of my nights ended up with me secretly kneeling at the foot of his bedroom door for hours on end. Pressing my ear against his door. Like a sick little pervert, trying to catch as much of the intimate conversations and sex noises coming from the other side of the door when he had a girl over. **And feverishly stroking my cock through it all.**

It was pathetic. I knew it was wrong, but I couldnt help myself. **Whatever shame I felt at being a voyeur was overwhelmed by the sheer arousal of hearing a girl scream and moan as Alphonso absolutely fucked the living daylights out of her.** It was better than any porn.

You see, you have to place yourself in my position. I was a virgin who never even caught a glimpse of a girl's naked body in the flesh. So to now *live* in the same house where *real, full-on, hardcore sex* was happening... that was mind-blowing to me.

Not to mention how much of a twisted adrenaline rush it was - to be kneeling in such an exposed and risky position outside Alphonso's bedroom - while I heard his bed violently shake. And a girl howl in ecstacy and orgasm multiple times.

**

Now, the moans and screams of pleasure from the girls were a sound to behold. But what really blew my mind was the sheer level of *dirty talk* that came along with it.

You see, Alphonso had a bit of a kink. When he was in the zone and absolutely railing a girl, he gets very... dominant. All sorts of shocking profanities would fly out of his mouth. **He took dirty talking to the extreme.**

I felt like some of the things he said were a little degrading. I wondered how the girls even put up with it.

But I swear to God, in the heat of the moment - when the girls were being jack-hammered to submission - they actually *loved* his dirty talk. They were so cock-******* that they either let it slide, or they even played along.

**

Alphonso's routine when he was my housemate was pretty straight-forward. Find a hot girl at a party or club. Or if he was feeling lazy, slide into a girl's DMs, or just respond to any number of girls who were constantly sending him flirty messages. Chat the girl up and invite her over. **Fuck her all night.**

And then the following morning, he would be in the kitchen with the girl, fixing her a light snack.

**He would then ask the girl for 'Round 2' after breakfast.** Sometimes the girl would be so worn out from the previous night that she wouldn't be in the mood. But in those situations, more often than not, he would still manage to convince the girl to at least give him a nice, long morning blowjob to start his day.

For a while, I never actually witnessed any of the sex with my own eyes. At most, I would catch a glimpse of the girl, wearing just a bathrobe when she scurried to the bathroom. Or I'd walk into the kitchen and find a girl with her hands all over Alphonso as they chatted and ate breakfast.

But I listened in enough times through his door to get a vivid picture of what he was doing to a girl. What real sex sounded like.

And things started to get more intense real quick...
Interesting, continue.
 
Was I jealous of Alphonso? Of course I was. Imagine being a virgin and having to live with a guy whose bedroom was basically a revolving door for the hottest girls in college. Just imagine.

I lost track of the number of girls he fucked. **Countless girls for him. And zero for me**. A serial womaniser and a chronic masturbator living under the same roof. It would be poetic if it wasn't so tragic.

He feasted on the most beautiful buffet of women that the college had to offer. Alphonso considered it a bad day if he only managed to get a blowjob from one of his 'regular' girls. On a good day, he would find 2 or more *new* hotties to blow him *and* fuck him. *He was unsatiable*.

**

Throughout this time, the only thing that kept me relatively sane was the thought of one girl. A girl that somehow escaped Alphono's attention.

***Alicia.***

How we met was sheer happenstance. When I retreated into my shell in the 2nd year of college, I spent most of my time alone in the library. There was a quiet, secluded spot in the corner which became my regular go-to area to study.

One morning, I was sitting in my regular spot and a girl appeared from out of the
corner. When our eyes met, she smiled.

*"Hi.. I'm Alicia. Do you mind if I sit next to you?"*, she asked me in the most cheerful tone.

I'll forever remember how she smiled at me, and those first words she spoke to me. What she said wasn't even that special. It was more the fact that it was so unexpected. Girls just don't approach me like that.

From that day on, we regularly met at the library to study together, side by side. And sometimes even took little breaks at the cafe nearby.

Now, I don’t know if “love-at-first-sight” is real or not, but I was definitely feeling a rush of emotions towards Alicia from the day we met. She looked at me, and talked to me like I was an actual person. And it felt refreshing – no, *amazing*. For the first time in years, I felt something which I didn't in a long time. *Optimism.*

*It was impossible not to like her*. She simply had a magical ability to make any person just feel better.

Alicia exuded innocence and happiness, and her smile could melt any guy's heart.

She had the most seductive, doe-eyes that just drew you in. Flawless, porcelain skin. Pillowy, bee-stung lips. Long, brunette hair that flowed down her back, when she didn't tie it up in a neat bun.

She was intoxicantly beautiful. Cover-girl pretty. She only ever wore a hint of make-up and yet she still managed to look angelic. If I were to say who she resembled, it would be her namesake, Alycia Debnam-Carey. The similarity was uncanny.

Now, if that wasn't enough, her *body* was something else.

She was fit in every sense of the world - always wearing cute little outfits which showed off her perky C-cup tits and toned, flat stomach.

She played volleyball and just had the most gorgeous round ass. An ass to die for - which stuck out just enough to make heads turn, without being too big. Framed by dimples on the small of her back.

I'd be lying if I said I didn't stare at her ass whenever she walked in front of me. Or that when she wore a skirt to the library, I'd pretend to drop a pencil, bend over under the table a little too long to pick it up and just *gawk* at her shapely thighs. Once, her skirt rode up her hips a little too high when she was sitting and I even caught a glimpse of her lacey, pink panties.

**

But what really drew me in was her personality. We only ever spent time in the library, or on coffee breaks in between studying, but she was so kind to me. Always asking me how my day is going. Passing me cute little notes and doodles. Even bringing cupcakes to share with her when we were studying.

And I even managed to make her laugh at some of my jokes. God, as lame as it might sound to some people, actually being able to make a girl laugh - to entertain a girl - was a relatively new experience to me.

**I never met a girl as beautiful as her who actually took a meaningful interest in me.** Most girls with her stunning looks wouldn't so much as *acknowledge* my existence. It was an ego boost for me when we were sitting together in a cafe and I would catch other guys stealing a glance at her.

I knew she was way out of my league. But hope springs eternal, and far too often, I found myself daydreaming what it would be like to take our friendship to the next level. To be her boyfriend. To kiss her. To lose my virginity to her. To walk her down the aisle, to have a family with her, a happy home. My fairy tale.

**

One day, I was in a cafe with Alicia. She mentioned that she wasn't going home over the Christmas break. She was looking for a place to stay near college over the holidays.

I don't know what came over me. But for some reason, I actually offered her to stay at my house - in the bedroom which was next to mine (Alphonso was going home during the Christmas break).

**And to my surprise, she accepted the offer.** It dawned on me that I would be alone in the house with Alicia for 3 whole weeks.

I was still in disbelief when she actually showed up with her bags and moved in.

Now, *believe me*, I spent countless hours thinking of ways I could hook up with her during this time. *I had to make a move*. It seemed like the universe had gift-wrapped and presented the perfect opportunity right on my lap. The stars were perfectly aligned for me to finally get what I've been dreaming about for years. *She was sleeping in the room right next to mine. And we were alone in the house!*.

I fantasied about what I could do to win her heart. Should I invite her to a fancy restaurant? Should I take a romantic walk with her at night, and slowly wrap my arms around her when it got cold? Then maybe when our eyes meet... kiss her? Or like in the movies, should I just knock on her door, with a bouquet of flowers in my hand, and confess my feelings?

Alas, I did nothing. *Of course I did nothing*. I'm a beta, I don't have any 'moves' on girls. I don't know how to 'seduce' a girl. I constantly worried about making rookie mistakes and losing her forever.

**

The days passed by. She stayed in her room. I stayed in mine. That is, until the final day of the Christmas break. She would be leaving my house the day after.

That final day - that final night to be more precise - was something I would never forget.

It started like any other night - we were each in our own bedrooms. *But then she knocked on my door*.

There was something different about her. She was wearing a cute little babydoll nighty, which showed plenty of her cleavage. Which perfectly captured her hourglass figure. Far too sexy for a normal night in. Far too risqué for just a casual chat with me. Yeah, this was different.

It's not just that, either. She was... *flirty*. There was a twinkle in her eye. She invited me to her room and we just sat next to each other, giggling and talking about random things.

And then she started slowly rubbing her hand over mine. Telling me how soft my hands feel. Caressing my arm.

She put on some soft music. Inviting me to stand up. And we... started to dance in the bedroom. A slow, sensual dance as she wrapped her hands around my lower back. My hands lingered awkwardly on the sides of her hips. It was my first time having a *real* dance, one on one, with a girl. Not one of those 'group dances' which often happens in clubs. This was so, so, intimate. We were completely by ourselves.

As our bodies swayed to the music, I tried my best to loosen up. To not be so tense.

*She* had initiated all of this and was taking the lead. I was a starstruck passenger, enjoying the ride. I had to pinch myself - to make sure this wasn't all a dream. It wasn't.

My mind was racing and I was practically delirious as I wondered what on earth was going on. *Was she.. actually making a move on me? Is this really happening??* Maybe she was attracted to me all along, and was just as nervous as I was... so she waited until the last day to have sex with me?

My mind was spinning with all sorts of theories. But I didn't care - I had to savour the moment.

At this stage, as we danced and she caressed her hands along my back, **I had a full-throttled, raging hard-on**. I had never been more thankful of the course pair of jeans I was wearing, which seemed to do decent job at hiding my boner.

It didn't help that there was a mirror right behind Alicia. Giving me an eyeful of her body from the back. The way her skirt showed off her ass, and how it would ride up when she moved was just... *perfect*. Sublime.

I had never been this intimate with a girl, and the excitement was really getting to me. **The anticipation of what might come next was making my heart pound.** My legs were shaking. I was actually afraid she would feel my throbbing cock through my jeans when she pressed her body closer to mine. So I constantly adjusted my hips.

In my euphoric state, as I gazed into Alicia's emerald eyes and we hugged, I leaned my face closer to hers. **I went for a kiss**. Overcoming all the fear and doubt which held me back for years. If this wasn't the perfect moment for a kiss, then I didn't know what was.

**

...And she turned her face away from my lips, and gave me a hug instead. In one deft, subtle move. Making clear that she wasn't going to kiss me, without having to say so out loud.

Well... *fuck*. We didn't exchange any words. No words needed to be exchanged - it was obvious from her gesture that in that particular moment, she wasn't going to take this any further than hugging and dancing. I was confused... *why was she leading me on?*

After that meek, failed attempt at kissing Alicia, I chickened out. She actually ended up sleeping with me in my bed. No sex - of course not. We just snuggled together until we fell asleep.

**

I guess most readers might think I was disappointed at how the night turned out.

*If so, you couldn't be more wrong.* When I woke up with her the following morning, I was... overjoyed. **It was the first time a girl slept in the same bed with me - a real, full-blooded, honest-to-God hottie**. And it was the first time I ever woke up in the morning with a girl in my bed. Memories I would cherish forever.

I felt like I had won the lottery. Even if I didn't get to have sex with her or even so much as a kiss. Even if she didn't take her clothes off.

In the back of my mind, I just reasoned that this was the first step towards Alicia becoming my girlfriend. That morning, after she packed her bags and left, I felt like all was right in the world. I was finally becoming a real man. That this was the first chapter in my new life.

I was in love with her. Unashamedly. A true, genuine love I never, ever felt before - which I always read about in stories but which I thought couldn't happen in real life. Until I met Alicia.

**

When classes started again after the Christmas break, I tried desperately to get in touch with Alicia. I vowed to finally ask her out on a date with me. No more beating around the bush. *She had to be interested.. especially after what happened that night.*

But the opportunity never came. Dozens of calls I made went unanswered. I stayed in the library all day, hoping for her to turn up. She didn't.

And when she finally texted back after a couple weeks, she vaguely said that she was sorting through some issues and didn't have any free time.

I backed off. Partly because I *did* think she needed some space, and I wanted to respect that. But who was I kidding? **The real reason was that I didn't have the fucking balls to go after her**.

A couple more weeks passed by, and there wasn't a single day when I didn't think about her. Pined for her. She was the center of my dreams and late night fantasies.

That final night we spent together kept replaying in my mind on repeat, and I would daydream different, fictional happy endings.

**

Gradually, after a long time of not seeing her, I went into a downward spiral of despair. I missed my chance. I *blew* my chance with the only girl I ever loved.

*It was my fault*, I thought to myself - **That night, she was practically throwing herself at me, and I couldn't take charge**. I somehow managed to snatch defeat from the jaws of victory.

I fell back into my usual, pathetic routine. A routine of studying all by myself during the day, and jerking off to the sounds of Alphonso fucking at night.
 
One Friday night, at around 1AM, I was at home. Having a glass of water in the kitchen. I heard the jangling of keys, and the front door gently open. *Alphonso was back from the club*, I smirked. No doubt with the latest girl he managed to seduce.

Friday nights were special to Alphonso - it was hiphop night at the club. That meant a club full of girls who were definitely interested in black men, or at least curious about them. *And worst case scenario, if the girls weren't hot, at least the music would be good*, he often joked.

I heard giggles. My ears perked up. It sounded so.. *familiar*.

Curiosity got the better of me, so I looked around the corner towards the corridor.

**It was Alicia**. She was tipsy. And right behind her was Alphonso. Wearing his trademark, *******-eating grin.

It’s hard to describe in words how I felt when I saw her. It was a combination of joy - at seeing her for the first time in weeks - but also humiliation and vulnerability when I noticed that Alphona had his hands wrapped around her hips. And she didn't seem to mind at all.

"A-Alicia!?" I stammered, as our eyes met.

*"Jake! I.. forgot you lived here. Alphonso is your housemate?"*

I froze. My mouth went numb for a second.

I didn't know how to respond so I meekly responded. "Y-yeah.. "

Alicia seemed a little uncertain about what to say to me. Sensing an awkward situation, Alphonso took charge. He reached towards me and gave me a fist bump.

"Jake's my man! So you guys know each other? Small world I guess..", he chuckled.

*"We're study buddies..."*, Alicia chimed in.

"Y-yeah. Something like that". I stuttered and laughed. A ******, canned laughter to mask my jealousy.

**

My head sank lower as I burned in embarrassment.

I was actually somewhat relieved, all things considered. Alphonso clearly didn't know the full details of what happened between me and Alicia. About how she stayed in our house for 3 whole weeks while he was gone. About my pathetic, desperate attempt at hooking up with her.

Most of all, I was relieved he didnt know that this girl... his latest, soon-to-be conquest... the next notch on his well-used bedpost... *was a girl I was absolutely, head over heels in love with*. **I would have died of embarrassment if he knew that.**

I acted as non-chalant as possible. Jealousy is an ugly thing, so I buried my resentment deep inside me.

**

Alphonso turned his back towards me and started to walk to his bedroom. Alicia was still facing me. There was a look of confusion on her face. Or it could have just been *pity*.

But just as she was about to say something, Alphonso gave her a firm **SLAP** on her ass with the open palm of his hand. Making her yelp in embarassment. And he tugged her arm along.

"Let's go chill in my room, Alicia. There's something I need to show you."

*"I.. Jake.. I'll see you around ok?"*, Alicia managed to utter at me. Literally brushing me off. I guess that was the ideal response because the whole situation was getting tense.

"Uhh, s-sure, thanks", I replied.

*Thanks?* Ugh. That didn't even make sense. I couldn't string 2 words together. Not that I think it mattered - she already had one foot out the kitchen, as Alphonso tugged her into his room and shut the door.

**

For a few seconds, I stood in the kitchen. Motionless. Staring blankly into space. With my hands in my pocket like an idiot. It took me a few long moments just to process everything that was happening.

I felt a lump in my throat, and my heart sink and shatter to a thousand pieces.

*Alicia literally forgot I was living in this house*. The same house where she was right now - this time in Alphonso's bedroom, instead of the room upstairs. **It was like the 3 weeks she spent alone with me were a minor footnote in her life.**

*And what about that final night we spent together?* She didn't even mention it. Like it was blotted out from her memory. It meant nothing to her. While for me, it was all I ever thought about - the pinnacle moment of my life.

My ears burned. I felt tears trying to work their way out of my eyes, and I struggled to hold them back.

All sorts of emotions rushed to my brain. Despair. Shock. Humiliation. Betrayal. Anger. *Jealousy*. All the memories of unrequieted love bubbled up to the surface.

Swallowing the lump in my throat, I finally moved. I started heading back to my bedroom. *Like, what else was I supposed to do?*

**

As I passed by Alphono's bedroom, I heard him put on some music. And a little squeal of approval from Alicia.

My heart skipped a beat when I recognised the song he put on. *It was one of Alphonso's favourite songs from his 'sex playlist'*. 'Nice and slow' by Usher.

The song itself had a gentle, romantic slow vibe. **But for whatever reason, Alphonso only ever played this song when he was in the mood to give a girl the most primal, raw, hard fucking of her life**. He played it only when he was extra horny. On special occasions. The stark contrast between the slow tune, and the animalistic grunts and howls of wild sex that often accompanied it never ceased to *amaze* me.

That cue right there convinced me that I had to eavesdrop on them. As devastated and demoralised as I was, I still felt a surge of arousal. *At the thought of hearing Alicia have sex.*

**

Carefully, I got on all fours, and pressed my ear against Alphonso's bedroom door. Just like I've done dozens of times, almost every other night. I cringed at the fact that even though my heart was broken like never before, I was still the desperate, perverted voyeur I always was. It was the horny deviant in me that I couldn't hold back.

I was nervous. My heart was thumping inside my chest. By accident, I had leaned the side of my head a little too forcefully against his door, causing it to nudge open a bit. I panicked and froze for a second. Alarm bells started ringing in my head - there was no way I could explain why I was crawling outside his door if they came barging out.

But nothing happened. No reaction. It seems like they were so caught up in each other that they didn't notice.

I ignored the risk of getting caught, and continued listening. Only this time the bedroom door was slightly ajar. I still couldn't see anything through the gap in the door - but I was able to hear everything with perfect clarity. It felt like I was actually in his bedroom. His sex lair. *Almost.*

Beads of sweat trickled down my forehead. I held my breath in anticipation and listened in...

**

"Come here girl.."

*"You said you wanted to show me... something?"* Alicia's tone was curious. But also playful.. like she knew what was coming.

**Zziiip**. I literally heard Alphonso unzip his jeans. Slowly. Deliberately.

*"Holy.. wow... Sophie wasn't kidding.."* Alicia gasped quietly. No doubt eyeing up Alphonso's cock.

*Who the fuck is Sophie?* That's what *I* was thinking.

Then it clicked in my head. Alphonso did have quite a reputation as a 'ladies man' in college. Sophie was probably just another of his conquests, who happened to know Alicia and gossiped to her about him. It was actually the most likely explanation - I myself witnessed girls talk amongst each other about Alphonso's huge cock.

What was more disturbing was that anything Alicia might have heard about Alphonso and his womanising ways didn't seem to faze her at all. She was acting so far removed from the wholesome, good girl that I thought I knew.

**

"Sophie? Oh.. yeah. Blonde girl, right? Never mind her. Come here..."

I heard Alicia take a few steps towards Alphonso. My heart pounded in anticipation.

And then the subtle sounds started.

**"Mwah.. mwah.. mmhh..."**

Sweet kisses. Cute little pecks at first. The unmistakeable sounds of lips sliding and smacking against lips, as Alicia took her first steps at exploring intimacy with Alphonso.

It hadn't been more than a few minutes since Alphonso brought her to his room. And already, he was getting more action than I managed in 6 months of knowing her.

*"Your lips are so soft.. mmhh..."*

Excited breaths escaped her mouth.
And then it got louder. Wetter. Sloppier. Deep, full-on kisses. Moans and muffled whimpers filled the room.

And then a gentle **thud** and a **gasp** as Alphonso **pinned Alicia against his bedroom wall**. Not more than a foot from where I was kneeling.

I heard her speak, in between her soft moans.

*"Mmhhh.. Can I.. touch it?"*

The kissing continued.

**Mwah.. mwah...**

"Yeah... here. Open your hand. Use *this*. Touch my cock while I kiss you..."

**Squeaaaakk... POP. Glug, glug, glug...**

I heard Alphonso crack open a bottle of baby oil, and dollops of it being poured out onto Alicia's hand. Followed by giggles from Alicia. And more moans of approval.

**Schlick..shlick.. shlick...**

My heart stopped. My spine went cold. It was the unmistakable sound of Alicia stroking Alphonso's cock. A sound that hit me like a kick in the gut.

I could practically hear her hand grip his cock and glide up and down his shaft. I *knew* that sound - I mean... It was the exact sound I made when I jerked myself off. Only that when Alicia was doing it for Alphonso, it sounded a million times more erotic. More feminine. I could only imagine how good it must have felt for Alphonso - to have his cock caressed by her dainty fingers.

And if it wasn't obvious from the sounds, they were both giving me an actual, verbal description of what the fuck was happening.

*"Am I doing it right? Is this how guys like to... masturbate?"* I heard her giggle in between stroking his cock. She sounded so cute. Like she knew she was being naughty - but she was enjoying it too.

**FAP-FAP-FAP-FAP-FAP**

Alicia picked up the pace. The slippery, squeaky sounds of her hand rapidly rubbing up and down his shaft was as frenetic as it was sensual.

"Mmpph.. I wouldn't know, to be honest. I don't masturbate. Girls take care of that for me." Alphonso chuckled.

There it was again. That cocky side to Alphonso that always shone through, one way or another. He was *loving* this, the bastard.

Alicia simply gasped at his remark and gave him a haughty *tsk tsk* of feigned disapproval.

And yet she kept stroking him. Lathering his cock with baby oil. **Giving him a slippery handjob while she frenchkissed him**.

He had absolutely NO shame commanding Alicia to do exactly what he wanted. He was literally making her give him a cock-massage. A silky rubdown. The whole thing was making my head spin.

I heard more clothes fall to the floor. The snapping of a bra. The gentle tug of Alicia's panties stretching and sliding down her legs. More kissing sounds. And after a few minutes, the song ended. Their make-out session against his bedroom wall came to an abrupt halt.

Then I heard Alphonso take a few steps back. The mattress creaked as he sat himself on the side of his bed.

**

"You're a great kisser. But let's see how good you are at kissing *down here*. Just try it..."

There was a pregnant pause. And then I heard a pillow being thrown onto the floor with a gentle *plop*.

*"You want me to... kiss your cock?"*

"You know you want to".

*"Well aren't you a little presumptious"*, Alicia scoffed.

"Girl you've got me hard. It's your fault. Now get it nice and wet for me...So that I can fuck you until your toes curl."

I heard Alicia gasp again at his words. But she didn't protest. There was hardly a peep from her.

**

Each word they spoke was destroying me bit by bit. I was stunned, unable to speak or move as I leaned on his door on my hands and knees. **Emotionally destroyed. Defeated, but sporting a raging boner.**

Alicia shuffled her feet. And gently kneeled on the pillow on the ground.

*"Fuck...you're so big..."*

Alicia did seem genuinely impressed, judging by the tone of her voice. She was praising his penis like it was his gift to the world.

"Get to know it a little better...kiss it on the tip."

And then I heard it – the dreaded sound which shattered all of my dreams.

**Mmmwah!** The wettest, most enthusiastic, most over-the-top kiss. Delivered right on the head of his engorged cock.

Subtle, wet sounds of kissing and sucking filled the room, hidden from my view.

"*Mmphh..*".

**Slluurrppp**. **POP**.

The sloppy, sucking sound of a blowjob punctuated with quiet moans from Alicia's throat, and slight “ahhs” from Alphonso.

My ears were perked as I listened, trying to make out every audible sound.

**Slurp. SLUURPP**

Alphonso groaned. A deep, guttural groan. And he exhaled.

"Aahhh.. yeah use your tongue girl.. don't be shy... just like that.. keep bobbing your head. Look up at me while you do that. Let me see your eyes".

**Slurp. Slurp. Slurp**. Rhymthic sounds of a sloppy, decadent blowjob filled my ear. Cute little squeaks escaped her each time she glided her lips along his shaft. **Even when she was giving head, Alicia sounded so feminine. So adorable.**

"Keep going girl.. damn.. where did you learn to suck dick so good.."

**Slllurrrp**. Alicia didn't take her mouth off his cockhead, and answered with a garbled hum as she kept sucking.

*"Please. I bet you tell all the girls that..."*

Actually hearing Alicia's voice on the other side of the door while Alphonso's dick was in her mouth was exceptionally raw and jarring. She was having a conversation with Alphonso while licking and sucking his cock - as if there was nothing outrageous about that.

"For real girl. I could get used to this. Now show me how deep you can go. Put your hands behind your back. Just use your mouth."

**Slurp. Slurrpp. SLURP. Mmpphh.. Ack, ACK, ACK... GLUCK-GLUCK-GLUCK**

Alicia seemed encouraged by his 'compliments'. I heard her bob her head faster and faster. Rapid slurping combined with *ack-ack* gagging sounds to indicate that a hardcore deepthroating was in session.

**GLUCK-GLUCK-GLUCK-GLUCK!!**

*God, she was really going at it*. And as enthusiastic as Alicia was at letting Alphonso use her mouth as a makeshift pussy, she seemed to be *enjoying* it too. Quiet moans escaped her mouth.

**Gluck, gluck, ACK, ACK**. *"MMPH! Fuck..."*

She gurgled and coughed. Deepthroating his cock was almost too much for her to handle - it almost triggered her gag reflex. For a second, she paused and took deep breaths in order to recover. I thought maybe she was finally realising that she was getting carried away - that all of this was a mistake.

But no. Of course not. While taking a breather, she just giggled.

*"Sorry... I've never had one this big before. I need to get used to it."*

"Shiet, then don't stop girl! You're doing *great*..."

And with that, she dove right back in and started slobbering on his cock *again*. Even more enthusiastically this time.

**

Yeah, it figures. This is my lot in life. I couldn't even get a kiss from Alicia after months of getting to know her. After weeks of living alone with her. Meanwhile, Alphonso sealed the deal on the very night he met her for the first time. He had her on her knees, giving the sloppiest blowjob I ever heard. Making her look up at him as she deepthroated his cock like a seasoned porn star. Without an ounce of protest or resistance from her.

*How fitting. It's the story of my life.*

**

After a few more minutes of the noisiest, drool filled blowjob, Alphonso grunted and abruptly stood up.

"*******.. you're *too good* at that".

*"I'm glad you like it."*, Alicia giggled.

God, she was actually proud of herself. This was a side to Alicia that was new to me - **the erotic side that was pleased to hear how good she was at sucking dick.**

"God damn. You almost made me cum. Get on the bed. I need to fuck you."

Alicia didn't need a second invitation. Instantly, I heard her stand up and hop on his bed.

"Not like that. Get on your hands and knees. Face down, ass up. Imma make you feel every inch."

**

Now, my attention was zoned in when Alphonso said he was going to fuck her. I was already in a delirious, horny state. And a devilish, taboo thought raced through my mind. A thought that I considered many times before, but never acted on.

**I wanted to see the action. Not just listen.**

I had thought of all the different ways I could do this many times before.

There were 2 options. The first option wasn't ideal in terms of my positioning, but it was the safer option. The second option would have given me a picture perfect view, but exposed me to a real risk of getting caught.

I went for the first option. Because the second option was not possible at that particular moment. **But more on that later...**

**

As for the first option, the idea was that Alphonso's bedroom was next to the common bathroom - they shared a wall. Towards the top of the wall, there was actually a gap. It was down to shoddy worksmanship, as the bathroom was added as an afterthought after the house was built. Instead of rebuilding the wall, the landlord simply added a thin grill to cover the gap.

If I tiptoed onto the edge of the bathtub and craned my neck, I could actually peer through the grill. My position would be uncomfortable - I had to stretch to reach the grill - but it would give me a bird's eye view of his room.

Which is what I did. I slowly got up, cock throbbing in my pants, and quietly entered the bathroom. My legs were shaking when I stood on the bathtub.

**And what I witnessed through the grill blew my fucking mind.**
**

From my vantage point, I was overlooking Alphonso's entire bedroom. Immediately my eyes were drawn to the center of his bed. My fucking jaw dropped at the sight - I almost lost my balance while standing on the edge of the bathtub.

*Alicia was completely naked*. Her elbows and knees were resting on the mattress. She was on all fours, just like Alphonso commanded.

There was something so excruciating to witness her in that position:

It was the angular curve of her back, showcasing her hourglass figure.

It was her slender waist, which flared out into the heart-shape of an absolutely flawless, spectacular ass. Perched up at just the perfect angle for Alphonso to fuck her from behind.

It was her perky tits, which hung from her chest, dangling lewdly in suspension.

And maybe worst of all, it was the expression of lust and excitement written all over her face, as she smiled and waited for Alphonso to join her in bed.

She was assuming the most submissive, doggystyle position. Presenting her warm body to Alphonso on a platter.

**

I held my breath. **Alicia's body was just the most incredible mixture of soft, pliant curves and taut, lean muscles.**

I always knew she had a great body. But I’d never noticed just how perfect it was until I saw her naked and bent over on all fours like that.

This, combined with the fact that it was my first time ever seeing a naked girl in the flesh... looking back, I'm surprised my head didn't explode.

And then Alphonso came into my view. He was naked too, as he slid onto the bed. He approached Alicia from behind. And got on his knees, right between her legs. His cock was rock-hard. Glistening in Alicia's drool. And it was pointed right at her ass. In its fully aroused state, I estimated that his cock was almost double the length of my own cock. And much, much, MUCH thicker. Complimented by a set of swinging, heavy balls that just *invited* attention. There was no way I could compete. Any comparison would be comical.

**

Alicia turned her head to look at him.

*"Took you long enough. I'm so fucking wet..."*

*Jesus*. She never, ever said a swear word to me during the entire time that I knew her. She was so classy and polite. **So hearing Alicia talk like a slut in real time was both jarring and yet such a turn on.** My cock was throbbing like never before.

She teased Alphonso. Slowly swaying her ass left to right. Then back and forth.

Each little movement that Alicia made - and each word she said - seemed calculated to maximise *Alphonso's* entertainment. To invite him. It was sultry. Natural. *And so, so naughty*.

**

**SLAP. SLAP.**

Alphonso raised his hand, and **spanked** both Alicia's ass cheeks with his palm. The sharp, thwacking sound crackled in the air. Marking her soft ass with red handprints. And making her ass jiggle, as she yelped in surprise.

"Fucking hell Alicia.. you weren't kidding. Your pussy is dripping. You sure you're ready for... this?"

With one hand kneading the flesh of Alicia's asscheek, he grabbed his rock hard cock with his other hand, and lined it up against her snatch.

**He teased Alicia by sliding his cock along the length of her slit**. Coating his cock in her juices. Not penetrating her yet, mind you. He was fucking *toying* with her.

*"NNNgggghh!!"*. Alicia closed her eyes, moaned and grit her teeth at the sudden sensation. Her hands clenched at the bedsheet for dear life.

"You sure you want this Alicia? I mean.. we could also just call it a night, you know...if you're having second thoughts", Alphonso chuckled.

Alicia shook her head with mock admonishment, and just smiled.

*God*, the way Alphonso teased her. The fucking nerve he had! He knew exactly what he was doing to get her really horny.

As I witnessed the scene, my mind became clouded with sheer jealousy. Jealousy that Alicia was about to be raw-dogged in the pussy like a common slut, by the most prolific womaniser in college. Jealousy that Alicia was loving every second it, and there was nothing I could do about it.

**

*"PLEASE! Just fuck me already. I've been wai- UGHHhhhh!!"*

**In one slow thrust, Alphonso bucked his hips and gently slid half his cock into her willing pussy.** I could literally see the walls of her cunt parting. *Stretching.* As he worked the head of his dick inside her molten hole.

"Ooppff.. you're tight..."

Alphonso sighed. He sighed at what must've been an amazing sensation - a wave of steaming, wet warmth. He always did remind me his favourite part of sex is the first time. The first thrust into a new pussy. It must have been a pleasure beyond all description. A pleasure I was still waiting to experience.

Alicia was clutching at the bedsheets, holding firmly. As he drilled his cock halfway into her pussy.

Only to then abruptly slide it out! Leaving her gaping and eager for more.

Alicia was experiencing a little teaser of the pleasure that Alphonso had to offer. She bit her lip - if only to hold in the moan that was dying to escape her lips.

**And then Alphonso eased his cock back in her cunt**. Gently. But pushed in deeper this time. **ALL THE WAY IN**. Alicia's body was taut with the sudden sensation.

*"Fffuckkkk...slowly.. please..ughh.. how are you so fucking BIG..."*

Alicia's body convulsed, and she released a deep and throaty moan. Her face contorted into a volatile mixture of pleasure and shock. She was trying in vain to maintain some kind of composure as Alphonso stretched her pussy out with the full length of his cock.

*"Oh my GOD! UGHhhh.. ugh..FUCK! AH!"*

Alicia was panting and wailing. Her body was squirming as Alphonso finally bottomed out. And then he simply kept his entire cock buried in her pussy for a little while. Letting it get used to it's newest VIP guest.

**

I couldn't help but stare. Eyes bulging, like a deer in the head lights.. Straining my neck to get the best view of the action.

Everything seemed to be happening in slow motion. And yet through it all, l felt a gluttonous excitement within me. A shameful thrill at seeing Alicia being speared by a cock. It topped all the wet dreams I ever had of her. *Only it wasn't me that was doing the fucking.*

I pulled down my pants. Even though I was tiptoeing uncomfortably on the edge of the bath tub, I clutched my cock and desperately started jerking off. Masturbating to the show that Alphonso was putting on. It was all so raunchy - I had to jack off right there and then. I couldn't wait any longer.

**

"Get ready girl. You won't forget this."

Slowly, Alphonso started rocking his hips back and forth. He was finally done toying with Alicia and was now starting to fuck her in earnest at a nice, gentle pace. **See-sawing his cock in and out of her pussy with dialed-in precision.**

*"Ahhh, GOD you're SPLITTING ME! Fuckkkk..."*

Alicia writhed and swung her hips left to right, barely able to give a coherent response.

*"FUCK! Ugh..ah!.. It feels so GOOD! F-UghhhHH!!"*

Alphonso was used to getting these types of delirious, almost-incoherent compliments. He didn't even bother to respond. He simply continued giving Alicia a memorable, slow, doggystyle pounding. Slicing her pussy with his thick cock.

**

And then Alphonso got in the zone. He visibly picked up the tempo. Ramping up his intensity. **And started pounding hard and fast with short strokes that always hit full depth.**

**SLAP. SLAP. SLAP.**

He was literally slamming himself against her ass. His balls slapped lewdly against her cunt, in sync with his hip movements. Sporadically teasing her clit with each thrust of his cock. It was spellbinding even for a bystander like me to watch, never mind how Alicia must have been feeling.

*"Oh my GOD!! Uhh! Ugh! Nnghh! FUCK. No, no, no. STOP! UGH! It's too - UGH! - big - UGH! - for me - AH!. I'm not used to it. It's too much"* she panted uncontrollably.

"Back your ass up! Show me those moves from the club."

Instantly reacting to Alphonso's words, Alicia arched her back, and drove her pelvis back against him to maximise his penetration. Ignoring her own inhibitions and doubts. And she started bouncing her ass against Alphonso's cock. **She was fucking herself against his cock, doing all the work.**

*"Fuck it, don't stop. I need it. Harder. Please! I'm begging you, fuck me HARDER!"*

She screamed violently as I felt my own orgasm building - despite having to jerk off on my tiptoes. I was *on the verge* of busting a load at the sight of Alicia getting absolutely railed from behind by Alphonso's cock.

*But Alphonso was nowhere near done with her*.

**

**CLAP. CLAP. CLAP.** Each thrust of his cock into her pussy was met by a melodic *clap* as her ass cheeks bounced against his groin. Accompanied by short, staccato grunts escaping her mouth.

*"UGH! UGH! UGH!!"*

*Both* their movements became a bouncing, writhing fucking motion, moving back and and forth and grinding.

*"YES! YES!"*

It was painfully obvious that Alicia was in love with the feeling. The indescribable feeling of her cunt being filled by Alphonso's cock. The tell-tale signs of arousal were evident from the way her legs started to shake. From the way her voice wavered. From the way she was coating Alphonso's cock in her creamy white juices, visible when he was mid-stroke. Leaving her in a desperate state.

"You ever been fucked like... THIS??"

A devilish grin appeared on Alphonso's face. He grabbed a fistful of Alicia's hair, wrapped it in his hand, and **fucking tugged her head back**. Making her back arch upwards. **Using her hair as a makeshift rein as he fucked her pussy to oblivion.**

*"UHhh HOLY...SHITTT!!"*

The initial shock to Alicia morphed quickly into sharp pleasure, as her eyes rolled back again. She lost control and was completely at Alphonso's mercy. Her upper body was suspended in the air, held up only by Alphonso's grip on her ponytail.

She squirmed on his bed. Thrashing her body left to right as if she was possessed. But Alphonso kept her in place - her face held up as he yanked her hair back.

"Yeah take it girl. TAKE IT!!"

**SLAP. SLAP. SLAP. SLAP.** Alphonso was ramming his cock into Alicia in rapid strokes. Each violent thrust making her body jolt and quiver in delight. Each punishing stab making her tits *slap* against each other *******.

I was witnessing Alicia get used like a ragdoll. Being wrung out and thoroughly *rinsed* of every last ounce of decency.

*"UH. UH! UUHH! I'M ALMOST THERE! FASTERRR!"*

Alicia was still bouncing her hips back against Alphonso's cock. She *craved* the feel of his cock. Swiveling her hips. Letting Alphonso penetrate the inside of her pussy from all angles. **Displaying all the moves of a perfect, cock-hardening, ball-emptying fuck toy.**

**

*"BABBYYY!! I'M CUMMING! I'M C- UGHHH!!*"

Alicia started screaming even louder. The whole thing was reaching a crescendo. **She bucked her ass wildly back and forth against his cock with breakneck speed. Her ass a blur of motions as she fucked herself against his cock like a possessed nymph.**

Alphonso grunted his approval. And kept drilling her pussy.

"You cumming? Are you a good slut?"

**SPANK!!** He slapped her ass again. HARD. He fucking knew he had her right where he wanted.

*"UGH! Ughh! Ugh! Yes I'm a SLUT! I'm YOUR slut!! AH-FUUUUUUUUUCK!!!! DAMN YOUUU!!!!"*

Her eyes widened in lust, mouth open, and she **screamed** at the top of her lungs as Alphonso overwhelmed her completely.

**Her body shook as an orgasm ripped its way from the depths of her system into the ends of every extremity.** An amazing, life changing orgasm, the likes of which I've never seen before. Her toes curled and her legs locked as she came with a rolling shudder.

**And then her pussy spasmed. And as he slid his cock out, her cunt suddenly erupted in uncontrollable jets and spurts of her own juices, spraying out all over his bed. Slimy, viscous fluid which leaked down her thighs and all over his bedsheets.**

**

I felt the color drain from my face as I processed exactly what happened. I was still feverishly stroking my cock as I watched the debauched, live sex show.

And I came all over my hands when I saw Alicia squirt all over his bed.

**

Alicia was breathless. Panting. Her head now buried in the mattress as she tried to recover.

*"I... never came like that before... that was amazing... thank you..."*

Alphonso chuckled. He looked.. *amused*.

"I'm glad you like it."

He was repeating the same words that Alicia said when she was sucking him off just 30 minutes prior. Jesus. These two were just perfect for each other.

"Now, you gonna return the favour and make me cum?"

"*Of course.. just give me a minute.. I'm still sensitive down there.."*

Even when exhausted and out of breath, she wanted to assure Alphonso that the night was far from over...

I knew it was going to be a long, long night for them two. This was just Round 1.

**

As for me, I already emptied my balls right into my familiar hand. And in my state of post-nut clarity, I began to finally, properly process the reality of the situation.

The reality was that Alphonso was fucking the girl of my dreams, and he didn't even know it. **But what really hit me hard was the entire context leading up to this night.**

The most *I* ever got from Alicia was a friendly hug and an awkward dance. After having known her for months, and after living alone with her for 3 weeks.

Alphonso, meanwhile, only met her a couple hours ago at the club.

*He didn't have an encyclopedic knowledge of her, like I did*. Like what she was studying, or what her hobbies were, or her pet peeves. Or even her last name.

*He didn't compliment her outfits, or listen to her rants, or provide cute little gifts to brighten her day, like I did.*

Yet *I* was the one *outside the bedroom*, secretly jerking off to the sight of her. A desperate observer.

And *Alphonso* was *in the bedroom*, using every inch of her body. Getting her on her knees and making her deepthroat him with a smile on her face. Making her moan and literally beg for his cock. Calling her a slut without any remorse. Slapping her ass while he fucked her raw from behind.

Me actually witnessing Alphonso fuck Alicia was ironically the most action I experienced, ever. It was my most intimate, sexual experience with Alicia. And I wasn't even in the same room as her!

I felt an overwhemling sense of despair. At how *unfair* it all was. **At the utter insanity of the bad hand that life dealt me.**

There was surely no way I could ever claim Alicia now. This night was a turning point. Henceforth, her life would forever be split into 'before (Alphonso's) BBC' and 'after (Alphonso's) BBC'.

**

Yet through it all.. I was still blaming myself. I didn't grab the opportunity. Like Alphonso did. I didn't just unzip my cock and ask her to taste it, like Alphonso did.

No. I took the easy way out. I just resigned myself to watching her get fucked by Alphonso. It was the easy option - the safe option. **To just be the passive bystander that I always had been throughtout my entire life**.

But even I knew it was shameful. Redness rushed to my cheeks as I imagined what Alicia would think if she knew I was spying on her most initimate moments. Even if she had just received the most degrading, roughest doggystyle fucking of her life, I still *worshipped* her. I loved her.

A one-sided, completely unacknowledged type of love, I admit. But love nonetheless. I certainly didn't want to hurt her. I was violating her privacy.

Thinking I had been enough of a pervert for now, I sheepishly pulled my pants up, and got down from the bathtub.

I started to head back to my room. Defeated. Deflated. As I passed by Alphonso's door, I could already hear Alicia start to moan again. Evidently, Round 2 of the night had already started.

Her moaning kept ringing in my ears as I tiptoed up the stairs. The irony was that even though *I* wasn't the one having sex, it was *me* who was trying to be as quiet and discrete as possible.

Meanwhile, Alicia had dropped all pretences and sense of decorum. No doubt because of the mindblowing sex she was experiencing. I could hear her screaming and moaning even all the way from my bedroom upstairs.

Little did I know that this was just the start. Things would get much, MUCH more unbearable for me for the rest of the entire. Fucking. Year...
 
**Thump-Thump-Thump-Thump-Thump-Thump-Thump-THUMP-THUMP!!**

I lay in bed listening to the sound of Alphonso's headboard banging against the wall. The thunderous pounding was punctuated by the sweaty slap of flesh against flesh. And the short, sharp cries of Alicia in the throes of *******.

*"OH! Oh my GOD! Fuck! Alphonso! Yes! Yes! Oh FUCK! YESSSSSSSS!!"*

"That's it, cum for me!"

**THUD-THUD-THUD-THUD!**

*"AH! UHh! Nnggguhh!! I'm cuminggguughhh"*

"Cum for me!"

*"AH! HARDERRRrr!"*

Bleary eyed, I glanced at my alarm clock. **It was 3AM**. They had been going at it for at least 3 hours. And throughout the entire time, I was half-asleep and half-awake. Staring at the ceiling above my head with a raging boner.

As hard as I tried to mind my own business, the incessant sounds coming from Alphonso's room kept pulling me in. Drawing me in. *Jesus*. I always knew that Alphonso had a high sex drive and lasted for hours in the sack. But *Alicia* - she seemed to match his appetite. She was a wildcat in bed.

*It was the longest night of my goddamn life.* And for Alphonso, it was par for the course. Just another booty call.

Every time I thought I drifted to sleep, I was woken up by a sudden yelp. A sudden squeal of arousal from Alicia as Alphonso no doubt twisted her body into some new position, and *slammed* his big fucking black cock into her.

It was surreal. My mind was delirious - it was like I was experiencing the most erotic wet dream and my worst nightmare, all blended into one. Cold sweats washed over my body.

Alicia was howling some of the most sluttiest, unmentionable, filthiest things that I ever heard coming out of her mouth. Words that shocked me to the core.

*"SPANK MY ASS HARDER"*

*"UGH! UGH! I'M YOURS! I'M YOURS!"*

*"FUCK! I LOVE IT! I LOVE YOUR BIG DICK!"*

I buried my pillow over my face. If only to briefly muffle the sounds coming from Alphonso's room. Each thud of his bed, each moan from Alicia reminded me that the only thing I wanted in the world was being taken away from me. **Alphonso owned her ass. And her heart.**

*My first kiss was supposed to be with Alicia*. Instead I heard her pucker her lips and give a wet kiss right on the head of Alphonso's cock.

*My first time having sex was supposed to be with Alicia*. Instead I was alone in my room, stroking my cock as Alphonso pounded her pussy over and over again.

*I couldn't stand it*. Knowing she was naked only one floor beneath me; knowing he had his dick inside her. **There was no way I could get used to the fact that the only girl I longed for was now creaming all over my housemate's cock.**

My heart was being pierced with a hot knife. My whole world was falling apart as I wallowed in pitiful, self-loathing despair.

**

And yet...even though I knew I needed to get some sleep, I still left my bedroom door open.

I *yearned* to hear Alicia. I missed her voice. Even if the only sounds she was making were high-pitched screams of joy and animalistic grunts as Alphonso made her cum over, and over, and over again. All fucking night.

*Yes, I was jealous.* That much was obvious. I pictured Alphonso gripping her ass cheeks and drilling his cock into her pussy while saying "I got her and you didn't, ha-ha!". Even though it was all in my head, the pain was all too real. So real that my eyes went watery and tears were streaming down my face.

*And it wasn't just jealousy, either*. As perplexing as it seemed to me, what I felt was a mixture of jealousy and, well... **this is the most arousing fucking thing I've ever heard in my life.**

I tossed and turned in my bed. Torn between trying to get some shut-eye, and wanting to hear Alicia in the throes of wild sex.

*Just a few more minutes, then I'll sleep*. I sighed. *Who knows if I'll ever get to hear her orgasms again. I'll stay up until they stop having sex. It'll be fine...*, I reasoned to myself.

**It was now 5AM.** And they were still going at it, on and off. My ears perked up at the slightest sounds coming from Alphonso's room. Heightened by the complete silence of everything else in the house. I lapped up all of the outrageous dirty talk I could hear from Alphonso, which got dirtier and dirtier as the night progressed. His demands for more sex. More tongue. More pussy. More of everything that Alicia could possibly offer with her nubile body in order to please his cock. *Why did his arrogance have to turn me on*, I wondered.

"Ride my cock. Fucking bounce on it GIRL!"

*"Oh fffuck!! AH! YES! YES!!"*

"You like that??!! Who's pussy is this??!"

*"AH! AH! It's YOOOUURRSssngghhh!!"*

"Fuckk.. keep riding my cock like that.. FASTER, put your hips into it.. I'm gonna cum inside you again..."

**THUD-THUD-SPANK-THUD-THUD-THUD**

Before I knew it, **it was 6AM**. I glanced in horror at the alarm clock. I could hear birds chirping outside my window. I could see the first rays of morning sun gently illuminate my room. It was the telltale sign that an entire night had passed, and I still hadn't gotten an ounce of sleep.

Eventually, I guess at around 6.30AM, the noises did finally subside. They must have drifted to sleep - their bodies worn out from all the intense sex.

**

At around 8AM, I woke up from my ******* with a splitting headache and a puddle of my own cum drying on my stomach.

As I rubbed my eyes, my thoughts immediately drifted to Alicia. *Did that really happen? Surely she couldn't have been fucking Alphonso all night.* I was hoping against all odds that my mind was playing tricks on me. That I was hallucinating. That the previous night had been nothing more than a nightmare.

My sheets were covered in sweat, and my cock was fully hard. I had morning wood.

I got up, groggy and exhausted. Debating whether to have a quick jerk off session or to just take a shower and head to the library.

Ultimately I decided I needed to go the bathroom, so it would have to wait. I pulled myself out of bed. Put on my t-shirt and basketball shorts. My eyes were still half-closed, and I was just sitting on my bed, waiting for my cock to soften so that I could take a fucking piss.

*Then I froze*. I heard the stairs leading up to my floor creak under pressure. *Footsteps.*

**KNOCK-KNOCK**

I panicked, glancing down at my shorts to see if my erection was visible. It was still semi-hard but not exactly obvious. A second later my bedroom door was pried open, and a face emerged from between the gap.

*"Heeeyy...good morning..."*

My eyes went wide. **Alicia**.

**

*"Mind if I come in?"*

"Alicia! Hey! Y-yeah, sure. Of course!"

She shimmied into my bedroom. My first observation was that she looked...*fresh*. Which was crazy, considering that she had just spent the whole night getting thoroughly fucked by Alphonso.

Her hair was still wet and brushed back, indicating that she had just showered. Her face was *glowing* with just a hint of make up. Her eyes shone in the morning light, without a hint of puffiness.

I subtly glanced at her body. She was wearing a skimpy yoga outfit - you know the type. One of those 'Alo-yoga' outfits which are popular with Instagram models. A skin-tight one designed to showcase every inch of her perfect body. The bottom of her sports bra ended just a few inches below her breasts, leaving her toned midriff and cute bellybutton ring completely exposed. The elastic material stretched against her chest. I swore I could even see a hint of her nipples through it.

Her yoga pants were just as tight. I was practically salivating when she turned to close my door, and in the process, I got an eyeful of the glorious curves of her ass. Jiggling with her movements. The same ass that was bouncing on Alphonso's cock just a couple hours ago...

*Fuck. I was getting hard again.*

I instinctively placed my hands on my lap. For no other reason than to conceal the boner which was starting to grow inside my shorts. I was beyond mortified that she might notice it and realise what a horny bastard I was.

**

*"I'm not disturbing you, am I?"* she chirped as she turned around to face me. Like nothing in the world was odd.

"N-not at all! I was just uh.. about to take a shower and head to the library actually."

*"Oh, cool. I kinda miss our library sessions.. Maybe I can join you later?"*

Alicia beamed a smile at me, before turning her attention to the books stacked on top of my desk.

*"So um.. I know last night was a little.. awkward. I honestly didn't know that Alphonso lived here. I'm so embarrased."*

She turned to look at me with her puppy eyes, searching for sympathy. *Fuck, why did she have to bring this up?* Frankly, I was annoyed. I wasn't prepared to have this conversation - I was still processing everything that happened.

But...in spite of all that, it was impossible for me to be mad at her. *I still loved her. I loved her more than she could ever realise.*

"It's alright. Yeah Alphonso is my housemate."

*"Yeah... I can see that. It's just unexpected because you guys are so...different."*

I felt my pulse race again. Thoughts were richocheting around my brain as I considered the best way to respond without looking pathetic.

**

I knew my whole arrangement with Alphonso was.. *unusual*, to say the least. We were polar opposites in so many ways, yet living together under the same roof. I'm a shy, average-looking guy who spends most nights jerking off to porn. Alphonso is taller, stronger, oozing in black sexual superiority. The life of the party. The one in the middle of the dancefloor that draws all the attention.

And *he* probably hasn't had to jerk off by himself in years. That job had long ago been taken over by the willing mouth or pussy of at least a dozen different girls at any given time.

I always did fear having to address the elephant in the room, which was: *how could I possibly be friends with this guy? How was I okay with him bringing multiple girls over the house when I never did?*

I never even had this conversation with Alphonso. It just became an unspoken rule - that while both of us were living together, we could both bring guests over, without interference from one another. Alphonso had plenty of girls over and I never protested. I of course never brought any girls over, apart from my failed attempt to hook up with Alicia over the Christmas break.

He never actually asked if I was OK with all this - I guess he just assumed that I was. After all, it wasn't unusual for college students to have sex. The sheer volume of sex that Alphonso had would probably raise a few eyebrows, but it wasn't taboo or forbidden. *So what the fuck did I have to complain about, really?*

Anyways, it was definitely a humiliating dynamic for me. *So the last person I wanted to talk about it with was Alicia.* But here I was in my room, looking at Alicia. And I couldn't avoid the dreaded conversation.

**

"I.. um I don't think Alphonso and I are that different.."

*Jesus*. Even I didn't believe my own words when I said that.

*"No- I don't mean that in a bad way. I mean.. I don't think I could stand being with him all day. He's a little egotistic. And you're really sweet. I guess he's different towards you. Like, it's a guy thing."*

*Egotistic? You mean like when he asked you to kiss his cock?*. I didn't blurt that out, but I was definitely thinking it. Instead I pretended to be non-chalant.

"Yeah I guess. Alphonso and I are cool. We met through class - he's actually a nice guy once you get to know him. Did you have a fun with him last night?"

*"Fun? Um..."* She looked sheepish, and hesitated spilling the beans. Avoiding eye contact with me like a girl caught red-handed doing something naughty.

"I - I mean at the club. Did you have fun? I know Alphonso went out last night. That's where you met him right? I was supposed to join but I wasn't feeling too well."

*"Oh! Yeah the club.*" Relief washed over her face. *"It was fun.. but things definitely got out of hand.."*

"Why? What happened?"

Alicia looked right at me and sighed. *"God.. I'll tell you, but please keep this between us.."*

**

Without asking, Alicia sat on the side of my bed, right next to me. Her creamy thighs brushed against my leg, and I felt the side of her ass gently press against my hip. *Fuck...*

My ******* was racing from her warm body being so close to mine. I reveled in the extended contact of my skin against hers. It took all my willpower not to think about her flawless naked body. My grandmother. The exam. My empty bank account. ANYTHING to stop myself from growing a tent in my shorts right next to Alicia.

*"Well... the night started pretty normal. I was with a bunch of the girls from the volleyball team. We were doing shots. And then I saw Stacey. You remember her right? That girl from Econ class..."*

"Oh.. yeah Stacey. I remember her."

**

Now, *that* was the understatement of the century. I knew all about Stacey and Alicia and their 'unusual' relationship.

They were both classmates. And by almost unanimous agreement of the entire class, both boys and girls, they were by far ranked as the hottest girls in the year group. It was not uncommon to hear guys debate over which of them they would bang if they had to choose.

To be fair, both of them made heads turn, so it wasn't an easy question.

Alicia's flowing brunette hair and porcelain skin contrasted with Stacey's blond locks and lightly tanned, sun kissed skin tone.

Alicia was the type of girl you could totally believe was a Wilhelmina model from Europe. Classy. *Poised.* Slim, long legs, but with C cup tits and just the right amount of curves that would make her look stunning in lingerie. Coupled with the face of an angel - fine featured with a flawless complexion.

Stacey, on the other hand, was the type of slutty California girl that would pop up randomly on your Instagram explore feed - posing in a bikini in front of a beach, with her ass bent over for the camera. She had a body that was every man’s ideal fantasy: a luscious, bubble butt. Curving hips. Slender waist. **And most prominently, her natural DD tits, the impressive size of which seemed to defy gravity.** The perkiness of her breasts in relation to their ample size almost seemed *unfair* to other ladies. Her massive rack swelled proudly atop her chest without sag or any sign of age, and jiggled with a giddiness she continuously gave off.

Stacey wasn’t naïve about the appeal of her breasts either. In fact, she used them to her advantage in college. She constantly wore low cut tops and miniskirts to fluster the teachers, flirt with guys, and irritate other girls.

She was aware that plenty of guys were using her body as a source of their masturbation material. And she embraced it - she embraced her reputation as a living, breathing nymph put on the earth to tempt even the most strong-willed of men.

Now, Stacey and Alicia were both aware that guys constantly compared them, and drooled over them. For the most part, I think they brushed it off as typical guy talk.

They got along fine together, but with the constant comparisons they drew, I detected *a subtle competitive streak develop between them.*

**

It definitely got me hooked. Like I said, all the guys in class were obsessed with them. The thing is, *I wasn't any different*. Only my obsession was more intense.

Yes, I was in *love* with Alicia. I dreamed about holding hands with her. Kissing her underneath the stars. Introducing my parents to her. Proposing to her. Walking her down the wedding aisle and raising a family, a happy home. The whole nine yards.

But *Stacey* - as ashamed as I am to admit it, in my darkest moments, I *lusted* after her.

I never really had a conversation with Stacey. She barely knew I existed. But on occasion, she would feature in my wet dreams and I found myself having dirty, sexual fantasies about her.

That was the whole, twisted truth. I was positively *in love* with *Alicia*, in a romantic, more 'realistic' way. Whereas my attraction to Stacey was fleeting and *erotic*. I would happily give my left nut to be Alicia's boyfriend. And at the same time, even if it did make me feel like I was 'cheating', I sometimes I masturbated to *Stacey's* bikini photos on Instagram at night.

Anyways, I'm digressing. Back to the story.

**

*"So I was just sitting in a booth with my girls. You know, the one at the back of the club. Then I saw Stacey on the dancefloor. She had her hands all over..."*

Alicia quickly glanced at my door, then turned her face towards me. She leaned into my ear and whispered - *"Alphonso."*

"Okay..."

*"Stacey caught me staring at the two of them together and just shot me this smug look. Ugh! As if I would actually be jealous."*

"That...sounds like something Stacey would do."

*"I know right? I think she tries to provoke me on purpose. Anyways, Alphonso noticed and started looking at me too."*

God, I didn't like where this conversation was going.

*"I didn't pay them any attention. At some point, like an hour later, I went to the bar to get another round of drinks. And who else would appear next to me and tap my shoulder? Alphonso."*

"Stacey wasn't there?"

*"I asked him. He said she was in the ladies room. We started having a conversation while we were waiting for our drinks. It was kinda funny actually... he was saying that Stacey was crazy ******* and barely paying any attention to him. She seemed more interested in talking to him about me."*

"Yeah.. that is weird".

*Well, not THAT weird*, I thought to myself. I guess some girls are just needlessly competitive with each other.

*"Anyways, the bartender delivered my drinks so I started to head back to me booth. I wished him good luck with Stacey. Just as I was leaving the bar, Alphonso slipped me a note with his number and asked me to call him later...after he booked a cab for Stacey and got rid of her..."* Alicia let out a sigh.

"So... I guess you did call him?"

Alicia blushed and looked down at the floor. She didn't answer. But I mean...she didn't have to. I had already connected the dots. We both knew she ended up in Alphonso's bedroom that same night. I was asking the obvious.

Alicia turned her head to face me. Batting her eyelids at me. Pleading me to be kind to her.

*"...Please don't judge me. I know it was wrong... I don't know what came over me! It was a lapse in judgement, a mistake. UGH."*

"Hey.. don't be too hard on yourself..."

*"You don't think I'm a...slut?"*

Well, that was a pretty blunt question. Normally I would be a little taken aback. But I wasn't. Because I remembered with perfect clarity all the colorful, degrading profanities that Alphonso barked at Alicia last night. The litany of filthy things he said to her.

*'Take it, you dirty, NASTY cock-slut!'*.

*'You love that D don't you?! You needy bitch'*.

*'Your ass is BUILT for fucking.'*

*'Yeah, you're a horny little slut... I just knew it'*.

Actually hearing Alphonso call Alicia a 'slut' pissed me off. I hated the double standard - it was actually *Alphonso* who was a slut. An utter manwhore. But instead it was Alicia who was marked with the degrading 'slut' label. But for some reason, the way he said it, so matter of factly, and with such authority... it sounded so natural. And it definitely made clear that he was in charge.

Anyways, I guess all of his remarks were making Alicia feel insecure. I mean, last night she *loved it*, judging by the sounds she was making. She lapped it all up - each dirty insult making her moan and squeal. But now, the morning after, it seems like maybe she realised that she let things get out of control. She let Alphonso take too many liberties with her. She was feeling remorse.

And it was up to *me* to make her feel better. I doubt Alphonso could care less - he had his fun with her last night and was probably still snoring in bed.

Was it fair? Of course not. But even then, my first instinct was to comfort her.

"N-no! Don't say that. You're not a... slut. Look, so what if you had a one night stand. You're supposed to have fun in college. You shouldn't be too hard on yourself."

She let out a huge sigh of relief. Wrapping her arms around me, she gave me a warm hug. And then rested her head on my shoulder.

*"You have no idea how good it feels to hear you say that..."*

**

I felt a flurry of emotions wash over me. *This was the first time she was hugging me in months*. The first time she was in my room since that fateful last night on Christmas break.

I just sat there in silence. Accepting my role as some kind of weird emotional pin cushion for the love of my life. **My role as a 'relationship therapist' for the only girl I wanted to actually BE in a relationship with.**

**

*"I hardly ever hang out with boys.. so I guess it's ok for me to 'let loose' once in a while.."*

I raised an eye brow at her last comment. *Never hang out with boys?*. There were days when we literally hung out for *hours*. Granted, most of that time was spent at the library or chatting in the cafe. *But still*. I should have at least gotten some kind of acknowledgement. Ignoring my best judgement, I decided the press the issue. To poke the bear, so to speak.

"Um.. what about me? We always spend time together", I blurted out. God, looking back, I must have sounded pathetic to her. Like a whiny, needy loser.

When I said it, she looked at me with confusion written all over her face.

*"You don't count."*, she casually remarked.

**Ouch**. This time, I was a little taken aback by how blunt she was. Her words felt like a kick in the gut, even if it wasn't intentional. I must have given it away. My face must have betrayed a twinge of surprise hurt, because she quickly apologised.

*"Sorry, that didn't come off right. I mean...obviously we hang out together. I love talking to you and studying with you. You're a nice guy. The best, really. But I'm talking about hanging out with guys like Alphonso. You know. Guys who are only interested in getting in my pants. I don't usually fall for guys like that." *

"Oh. Yeah I get you."

**

*Guys* - I mean the real guys who are on this sub-reddit and have real life experiences and not just fantasies - do you know that feeling when you are slowly drifting into the friendzone? Like your swimming against the tide, trying in vain to get out of it, but not able to do anything?

**I was experiencing that in slow motion, with my crush sitting right beside me.** That gut-wrenching feeling of sinking into the abyss. That soul-crushing realisation that I was being designated as the 'nice guy'. The guy to pal around with. To study with. To have coffee with. And definitively NOT the guy to enjoy casual sex with, as much as I would have loved for that to happen. That role was reserved for a man. A *real man*. A man like Alphonso.

**

I felt the same, despairing emotions before on the last night of Christmas break, and didn't do anything about it. This time, however, I reacted. Using every ounce of courage I could muster, I decide to throw a fucking Hail Mary pass. Not caring what happened.

Looking right at her, I finally confessed my feelings. Bearing my soul to her.

"You know.. I could be more than a friend if you want..."

Time seemed to stand still as I waited for her reaction. She wasn't looking at me. She just sat there next to me, staring into blank space. No doubt contemplating what to say.

**

*"Listen, Jake... you know that I've always trusted you right? You're one of my closest friends."*

She pressed her hand against my thigh, rubbing up and down. *She was genuinely consoling me.*

*"...and I'll be honest. I have toyed with the idea of...you know...being with you. I mean, what could possibly go wrong? If things don't work out then we can always try to get back to the way things are now..."*

Her voice trailed. Butterflies filled my stomach as she revealed that she actually *thought* of being in a relationship with me. That it actually crossed her mind.

Looking down, she started to trace her fingers along my inner thighs. She kept gliding her hands up and down, over and over again. Each slow movement coming *agonisingly* closer and closer to my groin.

The delicate touches were enough to make my heart rate jump. I could feel myself sweating under my armpits. My hands got clammy. I squirmed, trying painfully to hide my erection that was starting to throb. All I could think was *God, please don't notice my raging boner...*

Then she abruptly removed her hand from my thigh.

*"But the thing is, I don't think I'm ready to date you. Or anyone for that matter. What happened with Alphonso was...different. We were just...having fun. It's not serious. You understand...right?"*

**

I stared into her eyes. Unsure of how to respond. I tried to say something, but no words were able to escape me. I just *let* Alicia turn me down gently.

*"Please.. don't be upset. I don't want to lose what we have..."*

I melted at her words. The thing is, I couldn't resist Alicia. Especially when she sounded so vulnerable.

"Yeah...no worries. Forget I said that. Of course we can still be friends." I let out the weakest, ****** laugh I could muster, to try to defuse the situation.

*"And please, don't read too much into what happened between me and Alphonso last night. Sometimes I just want to be...used. Like I know it sounds so wrong to say that. But I don't think you would understand...because you're not a girl. It's a girl thing."*

"Uh huh. Yeah I get it."

*No, I didn't fucking get it.* I was lying to myself. She wanted to be *used*? I guess that's something that an uptight, do-gooder like me would never understand. I was just nodding in agreement, eager to finish this excruciating conversation.

Alicia beamed a smile and hugged me. *"THANK YOU!! I'm so glad you're so understanding!"* And then she just hopped off my bed.

*"So, we're still friends right?"*. She gave me one, final apologetic smile, and offered me a handshake. *How appropriate*. It was the same hand which she used last night to lather baby oil on Alphonso's cock and gently stroke it to full mast. And all I was offered was a handshake. That was all I deserved.

"Of course.. *friends*". I ****** an awkward smile. "So uh.. I'll just head to the library now. Good luck with volleyball practice..."

*"Thanks! I'm heading out too.*"

We both climbed down the stairs. When we reached the front door, she opened it. *For me*.

*"I'll see you soon k? I just need to take care of something first..."*

She nudged me out the house and shut the front door. Just as the door was closing, I caught a glimpse of her turning around and making her way to Alphonso's room...

**

*Guys* - my heart had just been shattered to a thousand pieces. Irreparably so. A literal door had just been slammed shut in my face. Alicia made it clear that I had absolutely zero chance with her. So please don't judge me when I say this: **in spite of everything that happened, I was horny as fuck**.

Maybe it was because I heard her moaning all night. Maybe it was because her ass was looking especially gorgeous in that tight yoga outfit she was wearing. Maybe it was because she had just been sensually rubbing my thigh on my bed. Almost teasing me. Whatever it was, I needed *more* of her. My crush on Alicia was as real and as raw as it could get. I was obsessed with her.

I waited for a few seconds outside my house. Then, as quietly as possible, I re-opened the front door and let myself in. Alicia was nowhere to be seen. *Well, I had a pretty good idea where I would find her*.

I held my breath - careful not to make a peep - and I tiptoed past Alphonso's bedroom. Making my way towards the adjoining bathroom. *My secret spying spot*. Just like last night, I climbed on top of the bathtub and peered through the grill again. I peered right into Alphonso's room.

*I had to know what she was up to...*
 
**COLLEGE CUCK SAGA - CHAPTER 5: A special wake-up call for Alphonso**

It was eerily quiet in Alphonso's bedroom. He was laid out on his back on the bed - his arms flayed and long legs outstretched. His eyes were shut, and his chest rose and fell effortlessly, indicating that he was sound asleep. *Probably exhausted from fucking Alicia all night*, I muttered to myself.

Alicia was just... standing in front of his bed. Looking at him with a smile. Careful not to make a sound, she slowly leaned into the mattress, and slid off the blanket which was covering Alphonso.

I saw her grin mischievously as the blanket came off entirely - revealing that he was totally naked. He didn't even bother to wear some boxers to sleep in. His cock was only semi-hard, resting on his left thigh. Even though it wasn't fully erect, it was still *easily* at least a few inches longer than mine, and far, far thicker. And it was still... *wet*. Covered in parts with a creamy substance- no doubt a mixture of both his and Alicia's cum from last night.

Alicia just stood there in silence. She was *admiring* the view. She even discretely fished out her phone and took a photo of his cock.

Slowly, she placed her phone on the floor, and climbed onto the bed. Getting on her knees right in between Alphonso's legs. Being as careful as possible not to wake him from his *******. And she quietly tied up her hair in a neat bun.

**

I felt my heart beat faster and clenched my fist. A familiar rush of adrenaline coursed through my veins. *Please.. God no...* I prayed she wouldn't do what I think she was about to do. What I was beyond mortified to see with my own eyes. *Please.. you told me what you did with Alphonso last night was a 'mistake'. He's still asleep, for God's sake!*

But even in my despair, my Pavlovian instincts kicked into gear. I fumbled my hand into my shorts. And started slowly stroking myself off. Anticipating what Alicia was going to do next.

My eyes were transfixed on her. *God, why did she have to be so beautiful.* On her part, she glanced at Alphonso to check that he was still asleep.

Still on her knees between Alphonso's outstretched legs, she carefully bent her body forward, and spread his thighs wider. She was giddy with excitement and playfully licking her lips. Even that simple move made her look so adorable. Even if I knew that what she was about to do would be another nail in the coffin for my chances of ever being with her.

**

She lowered her head right in between his thighs. **And then she extended her tongue, flattening it - and slowly licked from the bottom of his balls, up along the underside of his shaft, and all the way up to the crown of his cock. One, slow, languid swipe.** A swipe so sensual and deliberate that *I* nearly lost my balance.

**Sparks flew in my mind as I registered that this was the first time I was going to see Alicia give a blowjob.** The other night, I only got to *hear* her suck his cock through his bedroom door. Actually seeing it happen in real time was almost too much for me to handle.

My stomach lurched and dropped like a roller coaster. My legs started to shake ******* as I processed what I was seeing. Alicia wasn't really even *sucking* him off yet, mind you. She was **licking** his cock. There was a difference. She was *taking her time*. Curling her tongue and licking all along the sides of Alphonso's shaft. Playfully snaking her tongue along the sensitive underside of his cock. Polishing his cock from all angles with just her tongue. **Giving his cock a warm, wet bath.**

In some ways, seeing her lick his cock was so much more cruel than seeing her getting fucked doggystyle. It was so much more *intimate*. So upfront and personal. She was literally tasting his cock. Inhaling its musky scent. Nudging her nose against his shaft like a cute puppy. Letting his cock slide all across her face. It was like she was finally demonstrating that she was *fully devoted* to his cock. Embracing every inch of it.

I knew at that point that I lost her.

There was something very deliberate about her movements too. She was actually zoning in on the parts of his shaft which was still coated in her leftover grool from last night. **She was cleaning her own fucking cum off his cock**.

**

What Alicia was doing was crude and borderline degrading. But it was all her - she *wanted* to do this. She didnt need to be asked by Alphonso. **An odd thought crossed my mind as to how easy it was for Alicia to do the craziest, most raunchy things for Alphonso after just one night of knowing him.**

Jealousy raged inside me. All sorts of insane thoughts crossed my mind. *Black Lives Matter*, I subconsciously said to myself, as Alicia gently licked his cock up and down. *Black Cocks Matter*, more like.

Everything looked so warm and comfortable for Alphonso. He looked like he was floating away in a deep, wet *******, utterly at bliss - as Alicia's tongue gently slathered his cock, coating it in stringy, slick saliva.

**

It didn't take long for Alphonso's erection to start to announce itself. His entire cock and his balls were already covered in several layers of Alicia's warm drool. When her eyes were not glued on his cock, she was glancing upward to catch a glimpse of his rugged sleeping face.

Eventually, his cock was standing tall at attention and pointing straight at the ceiling. I guess there was only so much stimulation from a warm, wet tongue that his cock could take before turning into a raging hard-on. And the craziest thing? *The fucker was still asleep, literally snoring*. Even in his sleep, he got to experience the wonderful feeling of Alicia's delicate tongue on his cock - a feeling that I never experienced and could only dream about.

**

And then I heard Alphonso let out a low grunt, and saw his legs go stiff with pleasure. Like, *finally*, he decides to wake up.

Alicia noticed too.

**Just as Alphonso's eyes opened up and adjusted to the lighting in the room, she wrapped her pillowy lips around the head of his cock, and sucked in her cheeks. Creating a tight seal. She was glancing upwards right at him too, in that exact position.**

"Damnnnnn..."

Alphonso groaned, as he rubbed his eyes and looked down at Alicia between his legs.

**Sluurrpp. POP.**

*"Hey there sleepy head..."*, Alicia giggled. *"I couldn't resist saying 'good morning' to your cock..."*

**

I almost flipped when I heard that. It was the *way* she said it. There was a smile in her voice.

*mom. Fucker.* Why did Alphonso get to be this lucky? When *I* woke up, I was alone - greeted only by a splitting headache and the annoying birds squawking outside my window. When *Alphonso* woke up, he was greeted by the sight of Alicia's gorgeous face between his thighs - gently suckling on the head of his cock. Combined with swirls of her tongue all along the shaft.

"Good morning to you too..." Alphonso sighed.

Alicia playfully put her hand on his chest, nudging him back. He kept his elbows resting on the mattress to make sure he could look down at Alicia's face between his thighs as she sucked him off. He wanted to *enjoy* the show - to get the full cinematic experience.

**

*"Do you have time for some fun? My volleyball practice only starts in an hour..."*

**Slurp. Slurp**.

Alicia was working his cock in and out of her mouth. I could see Alphonso shudder as the pleasure washed over him. Her blowjob was soothingly gentle and yet perfectly firm at the same time.

"Ughh fuck that feels good.. I can't say 'no' to some head. I actually thought you left already.."

**Slurp. Slurrrp. POP.**

*"No...I just went upstairs to talk to Jake for a bit and make sure he left the house. You know...to make sure the coast was clear."*

**

It suddenly dawned on me that probably the only reason she came up to my room was to check if I was still there. **She wanted to get rid of me so that she could have some alone time with Alphonso.**

For a brief moment, I felt a surge of anger. I felt betrayed. Duped. Sure, I could accept just being friends with her. It's not like Alicia *owed* me anything. But this seemed a slap in the face.

**

"Jake? I don't think he minds. I'm sure he heard all the sounds you were making last night. You're a screamer, girl. And these walls ain't soundproof. Anyways, he's cool with it."

Alphonso just grinned as he brushed off any notion that I might actually be upset by all of this. All while looking down at Alicia as she wrapped her lips around his cock.

**Slurp...slurp...slurp. POP**.

*"Really? I think he kinda likes me. It's weird... he was saying how he wants to be... more than a friend."*

Alphonso chuckled. "Seriously? He never mentioned to me. It's probably nothing. He's a nice guy and all, but I think he just likes to focus on his studies. Like, he's got- *Ahhhhhh keep doing that...*"

**SLURP-SLURP-SLURP-SLURP**.

By this point, Alicia was bobbing her head in a consistent, mesmerising rhythm. Each bob making her lips reach almost the base of his shaft. Only for her to then slide her lips back up to the head of his cock, and circle her tongue all along the tip. And then dive back in. Drool was cascading down his cock.

All the while, Alphonso just continued talking to her. He has so casual about it too - as if this was all standard. Which in a way, *it was*. He regularly got girls to suck him off first thing in the morning. Only this time, he wasn't aware that it was the love of my life giving him a morning hummer.

"...Like he's got all these plans. Getting top grades. Going to grad school. Landing a job at a top investment firm. Jake's a good guy."

**Slurp. POP.**

Alicia looked up at him, bemused. Her chin was wet. *"Yeah that all sounds good...but don't you think he's missing out? College is supposed to be the time to have... um... fun..."*

"Sex isn't everything you know, Alicia..."

**

I bristled at his remark. *That was fucking rich, coming from him*. The guy that spent more time with his dick buried inside a girl than studying. The guy that was now getting a morning blowjob from my crush, without even asking for it.

Alphonso sighed. He continued making casual remarks about me as Alicia bobbed her head on his cock.

"Sometimes I wonder how much more I could learn if I spent time at the library like Jake. If I wasn't.. you know..."

*"If you weren't getting your balls licked?"* Alicia gave Alphonso a haughty smirk.

She pressed his cock flush against his abs. Then, she leaned her head down until she was face to face with his balls. **And she fucking dragged her tongue all across his nutsack.**

"Fuuuuck... you're too good to me..." Alphonso moaned in pleasure.

Encouraged by his obvious appreciation, Alicia kept going. She took her hand and lightly gripped his cock. And started pampering him with gentle, teasing strokes of his shaft. At the same time, she flattened her tongue and gave him long, slow, vertical licks all across his balls, over and over again. Cradling the bottom of his balls with her tongue.

**

I should have been appaled. But I was only excited.

There was always something about seeing a girl lick a guy's balls which turned me on. It's such a dirty act, and oh so gloriously *naughty*. Only the most naughty of nymphs pay particular attention to a man's balls. Sucking cock, yes. Every girl-next-door does that these days, apparently. **But to suck on a guy's nuts – and without prompting – that is an indication of someone very special.** It was the sign of an overachiever - a gesture that she enjoys *giving* pleasure even more than *receiving* it. A kinky, almost taboo thrill.

Of course, I never experienced it myself. I only ever saw it in pornos. The fact that I was seeing *Alicia*, of all people, slobbering on his nuts was insane. It almost took me over the edge.

**

Alicia moved in closer and nuzzled his balls with her nose, inhaling his musky scent.

*"Mmmwah. Mwah. Mwah."*

His balls were rewarded with innocent, soft kisses from Alicia's lips. Getting them wet. Covering every inch of his nutsac with her tongue.

**Plop. Plop.**

*She was fucking enjoying this*. **Slowly tugging his cock, while playfully sucking his balls in and out of her mouth.**

Gentle squeaking sounds escaped the corners of her mouth as she kissed and sucked all over the sensitive skin of his balls, mixed in with the gentle *plop* sound each time she released his balls from her mouth. **Only to suck them back in, over and over again.**

The room filled with sounds of her wet, smacking lips, as she played tongue hockey with his balls, all while gently massaging his cock with her hand.

It was slow, sensual, *romantic*. She was taking her time. *Making out with his balls* like a loving, doting girlfriend. Letting Alphonso lean back and just enjoy. **As she frenchkissed his swollen, pampered nuts.**

Each movement she made seemed to be calculated to maximise *his* pleasure. It was sultry. And *oh so naughty*. There was no pressure, no rush. Instead, the feeling she was aiming for was *pure relaxation* - for *Alphonso*. He simply looked down at her and basked in pure satisfaction.

**

"God.. you really know how to take care of my balls... now get my cock wet. Suck it... like you really mean it this time", Alphonso urged her.

*'"I think you're addicted to my tongue.'"*

She looked up, smirking at Alphonso.

"Well, I think you're addicted to my cock."

A scowl emerged on my face. I was thinking *how dare you say that her!*. But I had to agree with him, even if bedgrudingly. *What he said was true*. In that moment of time, all that Alicia cared about was tasting his cock. Lapping at his balls. Feeling his erection in her hands.

She didn't offer him a retort. Instead. she slowly hovered her mouth *just above* his upright cock. Close enough for Alphonso to feel her warm breath on his cock. Her lips were millimeters away from making contact.

**Then she parted her lips and released the thickest, most slippery and slimy stream of her own drool all over his cock.** Draping his cock in saliva like a warm, wet blanket. It was dribbling down his shaft in waves, cascading down to his balls, until it formed a pool on the mattress between his thighs. It made for a sloppy, slobbery sight. His cock was *drenched*.

**

*"Wet enough for you babe?"* Alicia grinned. *"Now watch this..."*

I almost fainted as Alicia opened up her mouth, and let the firm, rubbery flesh of Alphonso's cock slowly slide past her lips. Into the accepting embrace of her mouth. She opened wider and took him deep. Only to then slide her lips back up his shaft and take a breath.

With unnerving familiarity, she gracefully sucked in her cheeks, relaxed her throat and sucked him deep once more, before pulling back to the tip. Then again. And again. And again, as she steadily got into a smooth, hypnotic, bobbing rhythm. Alicia grinned as she began sucking his dick in earnest.

**Slurp. Slurp. Slurp.**

Each movement of her head, each bob, made her take more and more of his cock in her throat. She took in his entire cock until her nose gently brushed against his pelvis.

**

I simply watched with trembling excitement as she dove right in. Her full lips stretched around his shaft - the incredible, full lips which were off-limits to me, and which were now at Alphinso's full disposal. Not only did her lips look like they were *made* to do what she was doing now, but she knew how to put them to work with skill. **She was gripping his dick with her lips, creating a gentle suction - and sliding them up and down his cock like a heavenly, wet glove.**

Her soft lips provided the perfect, moist friction as they glided over his flesh. The warm cocoon of her mouth only matched by the teasing swirls of her tongue.

She was smoothly and gently sucking Alphonso off at a nice, even pace. I noticed that she didn't pull her cheeks in all the way. She wasn't sucking with *******. *No.* **She was instead using her pillow-like lips to accentuate a generous, MELTING blowjob.** The sensual movements were accompanied by cute, audible squeaks each time she sucked in and out.

**

Watching Alicia give head was hypnotic. I couldn't keep my eyes away. I marveled at her ease and relaxed expression as she skillfully worked his dick up and down. It was *effortless*. *Sublime*.

I hadn't moved a muscle for what seemed like an eternity. I just stood deathly still, teetering on the edge of the bathtub. Peering through the grill. And watched as the only girl I ever loved slobbered all over Alphonso's cock like it was the last thing on earth she would taste. Time had lost all meaning - **all I could do was watch what I couldn't have.**

*It was all oh, so, so erotic*. Inside, I was trembling at the scenes playing out in front of me - trembling so hard that I could barely focus on keeping a steady rhythm as I started jerking off again.

*"Mmph! Mmh! Am I doing good?"* Alicia muffled through his cock. Even with her mouth stuffed full with Alphonso's cock, she yearned for his approval.

"Mmhh.. yeah.. not bad.. go faster..show me how much you want to eat my cum...fucking slut... Earn it. Fucking earn my cum."

**

*"Mmmpph!"*

Instantly reacting to Alphonso's sharp words, **Alicia bobbed faster and faster on his cock until her movements were a rapid blur**. Alicia even kept both her hands behind her back. **Using only her face to pleasure Alphonso's cock. Assuming the most submissive position.**
**ACK. ACK. GACK.**

This was no longer a delicate or teasing blowjob. The energy was deeper, more primal. Her ponytail was bouncing wildly with the motions of her head and neck. Spit was flying everywhere. Alphonso's crotch a messy puddle of Alicia's warm drool.

**It was a skull-fucking, an exhibition of wanton deepthroating.** Her throat was making "ack, ack, ack," sounds that complete a hardcore blowjob as she pistoned her face up and down his cock in long, deep lunges. She was truly his little *slut*. His cocksucking *machine*.

**

*It was all too much for me*. I took my hand off my cock, because if I didn't, I would have jizzed immediately. I stared wide eyed, open mouthed, my heart thumping wildly in my chest. Watching Alphonso receive an enthusiastic blowjob from Alicia, the likes of which I could only dream about. Watching him receive everything I would have given my left leg to experience.

Alicia continued sucking Alphonso off for at least another 10 minutes. Before he abruptly slid his cock out of her mouth with a gentle *POP*. And pushed her flat onto his bed. On her back.

Asserting his dominance, he straddled Alicia. Trapping her torso in between his knees. Towering menacingly above her.

*"Cum for me... on my face... I want it..."*

Yeah. That's right. She was begging for his load. **Inviting him to use her delicate face as a canvas for his jizz.** She wanted it. Every. Last. Drop.

"Fuck! I'm cumming! Take it, you BITCHhhh!!"

**

*Oh my god...*, I gasped in silence, sensing that Alphonso was finally reaching climax. My heart was pounding, and shivers ran down my spine as he *steered his cock* and aimed **straight at Alicia's face**.

Alicia simply tilted her head up. And fucking opened her mouth as wide as possible, sticking out her tongue. *Surrendering her face to him*.

It was at this point that I couldn't hold back anymore. I made sure not to make any noise as my body went stiff, and I began to spurt a trickle of cum right into my own hand. Until I was shooting blanks. It was a meager load - all I could muster after how much I jerked off last night. Still, it was enough to almost make me collapse. My brain almost shut down from overload because I was cumming to the sight of Alicia lying flat on her back, on the verge of receiving a facial.

**

I was barely finished cumming when I saw Alphonso visibly tense up. His swollen, drenched balls churned and palpably contracted.

And suddenly -

"UGGHHHHH!!"

Alphonso *roared*, and **unleashed a torrent of thick, pent-up cum onto Alicia**. A guttural groan escaped him as he started to **paint an absolute masterpiece on her face**. His warm batter splashed across her forehead and then again onto her nose and cheeks.

Alicia shuddered at the impact. But she held her position, inching even closer, leaning her face up to him.

Holding my breath, I braced myself as Alphonso lashed *another* thick stream of cum straight into her gaping mouth. His jizz splashed against her tonsil and landed in a clean, vertical line all along her extended tongue. **A runway of thick, creamy cum which she carefully balanced on her tongue.**

Alicia didn't move. She didn't breathe. *She simply accepted her reward*. **Everything she did up until now, from licking Alphonso's cock, to sucking on his balls, to deepthroating him - led up to this moment and erupted through the pure violence with which he unleashed his orgasm right onto her face, in wave after wave of cum.**

Almost like his cock was out of control, the third spurt was *even bigger*, which he aimed lower. Heavy globs of hot cum landed all up and down Alicia's tits, cascading its way down the valley between her cleavage. Clinging to her skin.

Silenced filled the room as he shot several more ropes of cum all over Alicia's face. Until he was spent.

I couldn't believe how much he came. He must have had only 1 or 2 hours of sleep since his last orgasm - which he shot deep into Alicia's pussy. How is that even possible??

To see my crush marked by something so taboo as semen - wearing it on her face, like a sexual badge she earned - was horrifying and thrilling at the same time. It was so naughty, so *wrong*.

**

*"Whoa... that was alot. You're unbelievable..."* Alicia sheepishly remarked.

She finally snapped out of the moment to realise what a mess Alphonso made. She looked so vulnerable and shocked.

Alicia was barely able to speak. Her voice gargled, impeded by the white layer of cum glazed all over her tongue, and the thick, gooey pool which gathered at the bottom of her mouth.

Her body quivered in delight. Her face an absolute, cum drenched mess. His cum was dripping down her chin.

Alphonso breathed heavily. He was panting - utterly exhausted from cumming so hard on Alicia's face.

"Phew! I'll take that as a compliment. You really took a load off me", Alphonso chuckled.

He hopped off the bed. Alicia was still lying flat on her back; her face and body absolutely decorated in his DNA.

*"Could you please hand me a towel?*"

"Why? You look so pretty with cum on your face...", Alphonso teased.

He picked up his phone and aimed it right at her.

"Smile..."

*"Alphonso! NO! Give me a towel."*

"First pose for me. Stick out your tongue." There was a slight tone of command in his voice. From the way Alicia looked at him, I could tell she heard it.

*"UGH. Fine. But don't share it with anyone."*

**SNAP**. His phone shutter went off, capturing the moment Alicia stuck out her tongue. Proudly displaying the glistening cum which he had unloaded right into her mouth.

**SNAP**. Another photo, after she swallowed his cum straight into her belly. Again she stuck out her tongue. A cute before-and-after shot just to prove that, yes, she did eat his cum today. *And she savoured the heady taste.*

And **SNAP** - finally, Alicia concluded the little photo session with a spectacle. She spread her thighs apart and propped her chest up. Letting Alphonso capture her entire cum-splattered body in the frame.

*"Happy now? Jeez.."*

Alphonso tossed her a hand towel, letting her clean herself up.

**

I quietly darted out of the bathroom, knowing full well that at any second, Alicia and Alphonso would need to use it to clean up. Even with my cum smeared on my hand, I bolted for the front door and left the house. No longer caring if anyone saw me.

*Little did I know that much more was to come...*
 
**COLLEGE CUCKOLD SAGA - CHAPTER 6: I learn the truth about what happened at the club**

*6PM.* I had been in the library all day. Waiting for Alicia to drop by, like she said she would. She never showed up. *Probably because she was exhausted from being stretched by Alphonso's cock*, I mused.

I let out a lazy yawn and packed my bag, ready to go home. I hardly managed to get any studying done - my mind kept replaying the raw scenes I had witnessed just this morning, and last night. It was impossible for me to focus.

And truth be told, I was staying alot longer in the library than I usually do. I didn't want to go home - I couldn't bear the thought of talking to Alphonso, or even looking at his face. Not after what he took from me. Not after he made Alicia just another notch on his well-used bedpost. Granted, he didn't know the true extent of my feelings for Alicia. *But that did nothing to supress the devastation I felt.*

I trudged home with a dark cloud hanging over my head. When I finally opened the front door, all the lights were off and it was silent. Nobody was in the house.

I sighed in relief - *finally, I could use the living room*.

**

The living room was on the ground floor, just down the hall from Alphonso's room. It had a comfortable couch, a TV and a small dining table. Technically, it was a common space for both Alphonso and I to use.

*But Alphonso used it far often than me.* It was his go-to place to cuddle up with a girl and watch a show. He'd start to make moves on a girl right on the couch. Making out with her. Feeling her up. Snaking his hands into her pants. Cupping her tits underneath her shirt. More often than not, it did the trick - getting her hot and bothered, so that he could then drag her to his bedroom for the main event.

*Not this time though*. I plopped myself on the couch. And started watching some mildly entertaining movie on cable.

A couple hours passed. I had barely gotten any sleep for the past 24 hours. Just as I was about to doze off on the couch, I heard faint noises. The familiar sound of a key jangling in the front door's lock. And then a voice - *Alphonso*. *Great.*

The door to the living room swung open and Alphonso walked in, grinning from ear to ear.

*"Yoo Jake!"*

*Wow, someone's in a good mood*, I grumbled. I raised my hand with the TV remote and saluted him as if it were a *******.

*"You should've went to the club with me last night man! It was wild!"*

"Hey man. Yeah.. I wasn't feeling too well. And I had to pull an 'all-nighter'. Exams coming up, you know?"

*"An all-nighter? Damn, you gotta give those books a rest! That reminds me... the girl I brought home last night - she said you two know each other??"*

He gave me a cocky grin. And walked into the living room, seating himself on the couch right next to me.

**

*********. I squirmed on the couch. *Here it comes* - the inevitable conversation with Alphonso about what happened last night. *He always does this.* Whenever he fucks a new girl, or whenever he experiences some crazy new sex act, he would excitedly spill all the details to me the next time we met.

As much as I enjoyed his stories, they always made me a bit uncomfortable. It wasn't because of the raw, explicit details he would share with me. *I fucking loved that.* There's nothing quite like being in a lecture, staring at the gorgeous girl sitting in front of me - and knowing that she had sucked Alphonso's cock in the bathroom just before the lecture started. Or watching one of Alicia's volleyball matches from the bleachers - and knowing exactly which girls from the college volleyball team Alphonso managed to bend over on his bed and pound to submission. By my count, it was more than half the team.

No, I was sort of fine with all that. What made me uncomfortable was that these conversations *would inevitably become so one-sided*. Alphonso had enough stories about his sex life to fill a library. Me? I had none. *Zero*. My life *was* the library. So during these conversations, I would mostly be reduced to nodding in agreement, or offering casual remarks like 'Damnnn' or 'you serious? She did that?'.

But now we were talking about *Alicia*. My crush. Not some random girl. I felt myself getting tense - I knew I needed to parse my words carefully.

**

"Yeah... you're taking about Alicia right? We sorta study together in the library."

Alphonso pulled out his stash of weed and started rolling up a joint, while continuing to talk to me.

*"You like her? That's what she told me!You can tell me man."*

I paused, holding off on responding for a second. *No I can't tell you, Alphonso. Not without losing whatever morsel of self-dignity I had left.*

"Nah.. I don't like her like that. She's just nice to study with..."

I grit my teeth. *God, this was so humiliating.* I could never in a million years confess to Alphonso that I had a huge crush on Alicia. Not after he blasted his cum right on her face. Not after he playfully tapped his cock on her forehead and told her to thank him for fucking her. Instead, I had to lie and say I was content with just being her 'study buddy'. Like some effeminate, asexual robot.

*"C'mon, be real with me. You just want to study with her?? Dude you really gotta hit that! She loves the D. I guess you could say I pulled an 'all-nighter' too. Ha! She barely let me sleep last night."*

"Seriously?", I chuckled nervously. The bastard had a way with words. I hated when he came up with sexual puns. They were somehow mildly entertaining yet subtly condescending at the same time.

*"Yeah man, you should tap that ass! I'm sure she's down for it. Girl is easy, believe me. Besides, I don't think she's looking for anything serious. She was cool with just being fuck buddies with me."*

**

Alphonso finished rolling up a fat joint and sparked it up. The sheer arrogance he had to just start smoking weed while belittling Alicia - remarking what an easy lay she turned out to be. *Fuck him*.

The fact that Alphonso was encouraging *me* to also 'tap that ass' struck a nerve. He didn't know how hard I was trying. How Alicia lived rent-free in my head, distracting me from everything else going on in my pathetic life. All the different plans I came up with to try to win her affection. The meticulous research I did to understand her likes, dislikes, hobbies, pet peeves and whatnot. In the back of my mind, I knew that none of that mattered, because I didn't have the necessary charm or the balls to follow through with my plans.

Alicia was 'easy' for *HIM* - that much is clear. She willingly let him pull aside her thong and spear his cock into her pussy. She willingly indulged him with every sex position that he felt like trying. And she swallowed his cum. Multiple times. Filling her belly with his seed. All on the same night she met him. He didn't need a plan, or even to know her that well. All it took was one night of meeting her at the club and she was putty in his hands.

What Alphonso couldn't possible fathom was how difficult it was for *ME* to pull the same feat. We lived in the same house, and we lived by the same rules of society. We had to play the same game when it came to finding girls. *But the reality was far less simple.* I *wish* it was so simple for me to 'tap that ass'.

**

Alphonso fished his phone out of his pocket.

*"I mean...take a load of this pic Alicia sent me a couple hours ago,"* he chuckled. Shoving his phone right in front of my face.

My eyes almost bulged out of their sockets when I saw the screen. It was a photo of Alicia standing in front of a mirror. *And she was completely naked.* A jarring vision of her soft, innocent face, contrasting against her bare, shaved pussy which she was spreading with her fingers. Her eyes were closed, lost in some fantasy. Underneath the photo was a simple caption: *I can't stop thinking of you xx*

I suddenly felt woozy. Partially because of the second hand smoke from Alphonso's joint. But also because it dawned on me that I could never get Alicia to show me even a bit of cleavage. But with *Alphonso*, she abandoned all caution. She was sending out nude selfies to him like they were nothing special. Without him even asking.

"Fuck..." I mumbled. The image was enough to tempt even a celibate monk to fuck her. But she craved only Alphonso's cock.

*"Yeah she's a freaky one for sure. Look at that tight pussy. Probably hasn't had good dick in years. I couldn't get her off me all night. When I woke up this morning, she was sucking my cock!*"

"Wh- really?" I had to feign ignorance. I already knew that everything he said was true - I witnessed it with my own eyes and fucking beat off to it.

**

Alphonso took another puff of his joint, before passing it to me.

*"You think she's down for anal? She's gotta be right? Her ass is made for it... I love these volleyball sluts."*

I almost dropped the joint when he said that. *What. The Fuck. Kind of. Question. Was That.* My frustration resurfaced and I grit my teeth again.

Like, how was I supposed to respond to such a question? Firstly, he was being downright crude about Alicia. Talking about her like she was a mindless bimbo - a slut with a set of holes for him to try out, rather than the kind, intelligent girl that I knew she was. And secondly, how would I even know if she enjoys...*anal*? *UGH*. Even saying the word in my head infuriated me. I clenched my fist, and took a puff of the joint. I needed it - just to calm myself and come up with some kind of reply.

"I... I dunno. Maybe. She's not a slut Alphonso...", I answered quietly. Fucking hell - even my protest was weak. I was trying hard not to sound snarky.

Alphonso let out a little snicker. He simply kept going- oblivious to how painful it was for me to hear him talk about Alicia like this.

*"Nah man. I'm telling you. She's a great gal and all - but the next time she comes over, she's definitely gonna let me fuck her ass. Gua-ran-teed! I'm already halfway towards convincing her. Check this out...I took this last night. She has no idea."*

Alphonso subtly turned his phone around so that the screen was pointed towards me. I gulped - for a few seconds, I avoided looking directly at his phone and dragged on the joint instead. I felt guilty for taking part in this utter violation of Alicia's privacy. Scared that Alicia might find out and start shunning me. But ultimately, sheer curiosity got the better of me.

I cast my eyes on his phone. *Fuck*. My face contorted into a mixture of awe and disbelief. *It wasn't a photo*. This time it was a video taken from Alphonso's POV. He had filmed a short reel of Alicia's ass bent over his bed, as he pistoned his cock in and out of her dripping pussy in rapid thrusts. **And not only that - Alphonso was squeezing her asscheek with his hand. And he had his thumb buried deep inside her asshole, like some kind fleshy, perverted bowling ball.**

"Damn..." I muttered, almost in defeat. Passing the joint back to Alphonso.

**

*"Yeah, she got a fine ass. See how tight it's gripping my thumb! She loved it too. And you know what's crazy? I wasn't even supposed to hook up with her last night. I was actually making moves on this other girl in the club - Stacey."*

"Okay...what happened..."

*Great*. Now he wants to talk about how he met Alicia.

I just sat still, letting him spill the beans. *I already knew this story.* Alicia already filled me in, just after I woke up that morning. As fate would have it, I guess I would have to suffer hearing the same story *twice*, from 2 different people. As if I needed a reminder of how I lost Alicia to Alphonso. And for whatever reason, I simply let Alphonso punish me with his agonizing words.

*"I was dancing with Stacey. Out on the sidelines, I could see your friend Alicia staring at me. She was with a bunch of her friends I guess. She was giving me the 'look' - you know the look. The one which says 'I want to fuck you' Ha!"*

"*******. That's crazy." I played along. I kinda suspected he was embellishing himself. The way Alicia told the story, it was *him* who was eyeing her up.

*"Yeah. But I was a little preoccupied. Stacey had her hands all over me. Anyways, Stacey had to go to the bathroom. So I went to the bar to get a *******. Just minding my own business. And who would show up and tap me on my shoulder? Alicia, of course. We started chatting."*

*Okay...so far the whole story kinda checks out*, I told myself. I mean, the way SHE told the story, it was him who approached her, and not the other way. But I figured it didn't make a big difference. Alphonso was making himself out to be the 'good guy' in all this, and not the sleazy bastard I knew he was. But I let it slide.

*"At the bar counter, Alicia was flirting with me reeaall heavy. Twirling her hair. Stroking my hand. Asking if I had a girlfriend. At one point, she even glanced down at my pants and licked her lips."*

"Fuck. Seriously??"

**

*Now* I was genuinely surprised. *This is way different from how Alicia told me the night went down*. Alarm bells started ringing in my head. **Was she...lying to me?**

*"For real. Alicia was coming on strong. She told me to forget about Stacey and that she'd 'take care of me'. Her words! These girls had some weird rivalry going on. Did you know about that?"*

"I mean.. yeah they sort of love and hate each other. Like they are 'frenemies' or something", I remarked. At that point, I was just relieved that I could somehow contribute to the conversation. Even if I was shocked by Alphonso's description of how Alicia was behaving last night.

*"*******, I didn't know what. Hah! What are the odds. I wasn't really gonna do anything with Alicia. I mean, I didn't want any drama with Stacey. But then..."*

My ears perked up.

*"Alicia offered me a lap dance. In a private booth. You know I couldn't say no to that right!"*

Alphonso reached his hand out to me, asking for a 'high-five'. *Yeah*. He wanted me to share in his joy at scoring a lapdance with Alicia.

"Nice one..." **slap**. I gave him the high-five he wanted. Even as I stewed in misery.

**

Alphonso took another drag on the joint.

*"So, hell yeah I went for the lapdance. She pulled me into a private booth. Now, I wasn't expecting anything crazy. But Alicia had other ideas. She fucking slid her thong down her legs. Then she straddled me on my lap. Hiking up her skirt and letting me grab her bare ass. Making out with me the whole time. Grinding her ass into my crotch. Telling me how wet she was. Just as I was really getting into it, I looked behind Alicia's shoulder. And who do I see? Stacey! She was scoping out the club and looking for me!"*

"*******...Stacey saw you with Alicia?"

*"No. But it was only a matter of time. Jake, it's fucked up man. I sort of panicked. I knew Stacey would be pissed if she found Alicia on my lap. But there was no time for either me or Alicia to leave the booth. We were kinda trapped."*

"So.. what did you do?"

I was getting hooked on his story. The suspense was killing me. His version of the story was alot more salacious than the version Alicia gave me.

A smile emerged on Alphonso's face.

**

*"It's not what I did. It's what ALICIA did. She slid under the table. To hide from Stacey. And just in time too - Stacey finally spotted me and came inside the booth. She sat right in front of me!"*

"*******, Stacey didn't notice Alicia? That's crazy." Alphonso passed the joint back to me.

*"Nah, she didn't."* Alphonso chuckled, as I fired up the blunt again with a lighter. *"I think she was just relieved to find me. She even brought me a *******!"*

I was getting buzzed from the weed. I took a puff and handed the blunt back to Alphonso. My mind started to wander - inevitably towards Alicia.

I pictured the scene in my head. Alphonso, sat on a chair. Stacey, slightly ******* and sitting in front of him. Alicia, hiding under the table in between the two of them. And all of this was happening in a private booth in the back of the club.

It was absurd that any guy would be in this situation. But this was *Alphonso*. As far as his experiences go, this was actually pretty tame.

**

*"So there I was trying to keep a straight face, right. It was kinda hilarious. Stacey was nagging me to take her back to my room and fuck her. Little did she know that Alicia was right under her nose - under the table. I was gonna just leave Alicia down there and go home with Stacey. I was horny as fuck. But then..."*

Again, my ears perked up. Alphonso continued toking on the blunt as he recited the debauched events from last night.

*"Just as I was about to get up, I felt Alicia unzip my jeans under the table. Man this girl had some nerve. She didn't care that Stacey was there. She just fished out my cock. I glanced down just in time to see Alicia look up at me. And then slide my cock right into her mouth. You know how hard it was to keep a straight face with Stacey, when Alicia started sucking me off under the table? *******! Imagine man. Just imagine. It went on for a while. Alicia just kept slurping on my cock. She even moaned a few times with my cock buried in her mouth, which I thought for sure Stacey would hear. But Stacey was totally clueless!"*

My jaw dropped. But Alphonso continued.

**"...And when I couldn't take it any longer, I leaned over the table and started making out with Stacey. She was sucking on my tongue - you know that's my weak spot. And I just lost it. I blew my load right down Alicia's throat!"*

"Wh- wait. You came in Alicia's mouth...while..."

*"While Stacey was shoving her tongue into my mouth! Frenchkissing me. Crazy right?? I told you it was a good night at the club! You missed out man!"*

Alphonso was rolling in laughter, slapping my thigh. I just sat there. Flabbergasted.

**

*Fuck*. Dizzy from the weed, I felt like the floor under my feet was crumbling and swallowing me up. The walls were caving in on me.

What Alphonso was telling me was so absurd, so scandalous for Alicia *and* Stacey that my head was spinning.

I wish I could just dismiss all of this as some exaggerated fantasy that Alphonso had, and which didn't really happen.

**But the thing is, I learned to never doubt Alphonso's stories.** Yes, alot of them were outlandish and scarcely believable. But one way or another, and without fail, I would get subtle hints or make some casual observations which confirmed that whatever he was saying was 100% true.

Like one time, he told me he had a threesome with a gorgeous, sophisticated 25 year old PhD student in the English Lit Department, and a local 'townie' - an 18 year old hottie who didn't even attend college. 2 girls from completely different walks of life and who would normally not be caught dead talking to each other, let alone be seen in the same room together.

I didn't believe it - his claim was laughable and I thought he was joking. Until he showed me a photo of both girls that he took. They were sleeping on his bed. *Side by side*. Their arms and legs were gracelessly spread, and parts of their bodies were *glistening*. From the photo, it was clear as day that Alphonso had thoroughly used both girls and lashed thick strips of cum right across their luscious bodies. I was familiar with his handiwork.

And in the middle of the photo was Alphonso, grinning from ear to ear and giving a 'thumbs up' sign.

So you can see why I never really doubted the truth of any of Alphonso's stories. Besides, he didn't have any reason to lie to me. He *enjoyed* talking about his sex life. The fact that his sex life was so insanely explosive meant he *didn't* have to lie to me. The truth was shocking and entertaining enough - and he knew it too.

**

I kept stewing on Alphonso's words. Processing everything he was telling me.

*Alicia had lied to me.* She did meet Alphonso at the club. But the way she explained the story, it was Alphonso who was making a move on her. I knew now that this wasn't true. **An acute sense of betrayal washed over me and my spine went cold**. She had intentionally omitted all the parts about how slutty she acted in the club.

Alicia - the girl who was always so intelligent, well-mannered and poised - the definition of 'wifey material'. Who told me she didn't fall for playboys or crude jocks. Who was so kind and friendly to me, even though she was clearly out of my league. Who even brought homemade cupcakes to me in the library, with little 'heart' symbols on the top. **The girl who I fell for - was now also the girl that sucked off Alphonso under the table of a seedy nightclub.**

I guess Alicia was too embarassed to tell me the whole truth about last night. Maybe she didn't want to ruin my perception of her.

I couldn't speak. My mind was occupied with the image Alphonso had planted in my head.

Stacey, reaching *over* the table and sliding her tongue into Alphonso's mouth. Caressing him. Frenchkissing him. Doing her best to convince Alphonso to fuck her. And Alicia, hiding *under* the table and stuffing Alphonso's cock into her mouth. Until he unloaded his frothy cum right down her throat. **Two different girls, pleasuring him in two different ways at the same time - and neither girl was even aware about what the other girl was doing!

**

*"Anyways, that's the story. In the end I managed to sneak out the club with Alicia. Felt kinda bad for Stacey though - I sort of left her hanging at the bar! But I did promise to make it up to her..."*

"Cool..."

It was all becoming too much for me. Everything I thought I knew about Alicia was just a facade. A show. *And I was realising this while I was high as a kite.* I felt my brain start to shut down from overstimulation.

I closed my eyes. The world went dark. Silent. As I slumped on the couch. Exhausted and stoned.

**

*"Yo...earth to Jake. You OK?"*

**Tap. Tap.** I felt Alphonso poking my arm.

"Ughh.. yeah. *******...that's some strong weed." Groggily, I rubbed my eyes.

*"Take it easy man!"* Alphonso chuckled. *"Here, take a sip of my coke."*

I gladly grabbed the can from Alphonso. I was parched. Meanwhile, he got up from the couch. I guess he was done telling his story.

*"Anyways, I'm gonna hit the shower. Gotta get ready for my date tonight!"*

And with that, Alphonso headed out the living room. Leaving me ******* on his *******.

*Date? Please don't tell me Alicia was coming over again.* There was no way I could endure another sleepless night.

**

I stewed miserably on the couch as Alphonso left. An overwhelming sense of despair returned to me, as I realised that Alicia definitely wasn't done with Alphonso. That *he* wasn't done with her.

After a few minutes, I heard the doorbell ring. Again my heart jumped.

**DING-DONG**

*Was it Alicia??* I rushed to the front door. Against all odds, I considered that maybe she was coming to see *me*. That maybe I still meant something to her.

My fleeting, positive outlook turned to confusion when I swung open the front door.

"Um.. Hello?"

It wasn't Alicia at the door. **It was Stacey**.

**

I just stood at the front door with a stupid look on my face. I was momentarily confused as to why *Stacey* was at the front door now. And not only that - just behind her was *another girl*, just as gorgeous as Stacey. I didn't even recognise the other girl. They were both wearing oddly oversized coats, wrapped tight around their bodies.

"Um... c-can I help you?" I stammered nervously at Stacey.

*"Is Alphonso here?"*, Stacey quickly shot back. She seemed impatient. *"Carla and I need to um... study with him. There's a problem that we might be able to solve for him."*

"A problem?", I asked, dumbfounded.

*"Yeah...a really long and hard problem"*, Carla chimed in. *"But if Stacey and I um...put our heads together...and really dig in... we might be able to solve the problem and really take a load off him!"* Both girls burst into giggles.

**

Now, I wasn't an idiot. I suspected I knew what was going on. Crazily enough, this wouldn't be the first time that Alphonso stumbled into a threesome. It was fairly common for him. The only difference this time was that it was barely 8 hours since he got a morning blowjob from Alicia.

**

"Yeah he's here...let me check. Think he's in the shower."

*"That's ok, we'll just wait in his room."*

I left the girls at the front door, and headed to the bathroom to see if Alphonso was still taking a shower. About halfway towards the bathroom, I passed by Alphonso's bedroom. And I paused.

A devilish thought surfaced in my head.

**Now please, let this whole situation sink in - to truly understand what I was going through.*

*-Alphonso was still in the bathroom, in the middle of taking a shower.*

*-Stacey and Carla were still by the front door, out of my line of sight. They were taking an eternity to take off their shoes and coats, because they were having some mindless conversation. They probably already forgot about me.*

*-And me? I was stuck in between all of this, high as fuck. Standing at the entrance to Alphonso's bedroom. His bedroom door was wide open, and his room was empty.*

My perverted mind was churning as I imagined what these 2 absolute babes had in store for Alphonso. I even briefly forgot about Alicia.

**

*Guys* - if you remember from Chapter 3, I mentioned that there were 2 options for me to spy into Alphonso's room. The first option, you are already familiar with. It involved me tiptoeing uncomfortably on the bathtub and peering into the grill which separated his room from the bathroom.

The second option was way better, in terms of what I would be able to see. **It was the fucking holy grail for the perverted voyeur residing within me.**

I had on many occasions considered going for the second option. But I always chickened out at the last moment. I never had the balls to go through with it. *It was simply too risky*. The consequences of being caught would have been embarassing beyond belief - the thought was enough to make me shiver and get cold feet. If I was caught red-handed, there was no reasonable explanation I could give. No escape route. Not an ounce of plausible deniability. The only logical conclusion would have been that I was a disgusting Peeping Tom.

*And why was it risky?* **To put it bluntly, the second option was to actually be INSIDE Alphonso's bedroom.** There was a closet conveniently placed right in front of his bed. And not only that - there were slits in the closet which made it easy for me to peer directly towards his bed.

**

A few weeks ago, I actually did some reconnaisance to determine if it was feasible for me to hide in his closet. Like a deranged housekeeper, I inspected Alphonso's closet multiple times while he was out. Taking note of exact measurements. Making an inventory of the contents of the closet, and also whether the contents frequently changed over time. I even got inside the closet a few times, to test if the closet creaked or shook if I stood in *this* position. Or if I crawled in *that* position.

Based on my rigorous assessment, I felt like I might actually be able to pull it off - to spy from inside his closet without being caught. The closet was filled with a random bunch of his clothing, but it was mostly stuff he seldom wore. He kept his regular clothing in the dresser on the opposite side of his room.

And, lo and behold, there was indeed enough room for me to kneel on the floor of the closet and get a perfect, eye level view of his bed. I even stretched the boundaries of reason, and concluded that if he opened the closet, I could just hide underneath a pile of his clothes. The inside of the closet was dark enough that he might not even notice me.

Which brings us back to the present...

**

I stood still at the entrance to his bedroom. Contemplating my next move.

*Don't fucking doing it*, the sensible voice inside my head was telling me. *Don't you fucking dare. You're gonna ruin everything if you're caught. You'll probably get kicked out of college*.

But there was another voice inside my head. The voice of the perverted voyeur within me. *Jake, go for it. You know you want to. You finally have an opportunity to witness a real-life threesome. It's not like you'll ever experience a threesome yourself, you pathetic bitch. This is as good as it will ever get for you. You already lost Alicia - you've got nothing else to lose.*

**Fuck it.** Maybe it was the weed clouding my senses and making me horny as hell. *But I went for it.* Feeling like my stomach was going to lurch into my lungs, I dashed into Alphonso's room. Violating every ounce of decency and common sense that I had. And I crawled into Alphonso's closet, before shutting the doors quietly.

I was no longer thinking straight. Adrenaline was pumping uncontrollably through my veins. My heart was beating out of my chest. All I could think was - *what the fuck is wrong with me?* - as I waited for what was to come.

**

I was sitting in Alphonso's closet for a minute or two when I finally heard some commotion. And then, 2 figures emerged in my field of vision.

**Oh, HELL no.**

It was Stacey and Carla. They were tiptoeing into Alphonso's bedroom. Whispering to each other in a hushed, excited tone.

I expected them to come in the room while Alphondo was still in the shower. But what I didn't fucking expect was what they were *wearing*.

Gone were the oddly oversized coats they were wearing at the front door when I greeted them. *No*. In *his* bedroom, and to greet *him*, they were wearing something far more outrageous.

They were dressed in the same fashion - a 'private school girl' uniform. From bottom up:
- black shoes.
- long, white socks which ran up to their knees.
- matching plaid skirts which barely covered the bottom of their asses. It was basically a *belt* masquerading as a skirt.
- white, short-sleeved blouses that were 2 sizes to small - it was so tight that they could only latch one button together. The material stretched precariously against their tits.
- black neckties

And underneath it all, I could see that they were both wearing an intricate lingerie set - a lacy white thong, bra and garter belt which their skirts did *nothing* to cover up.

As I gawked, the girls just sort of stood next to Alphonso's bed, checking themselves out in the mirror on his dresser.

*"I love this preppy coed outfit"*, Stacey purred to noone in particular.

I just grinned in disbelief. 'Preppy coed' was a very disingenuous way to describe how both Stacey and Carla looked. Everything about their outfit was straight out of a guy's feverish fantasy, from top to bottom. Never mind 'coed outfits' - What they were wearing *screamed* 'sexy, slutty **schoolgirl cumwhores**'.

Minutes passed, and I just ogled the both of them. There's just something about witnessing not one, but *two* girls prancing about in such outrageous outfits that had me salivating. Slowly, I started stroking my cock. By this point I had already abandoned all caution and had taken off my boxers and pants, throwing them in the corner of the closet.

**

And then I heard the shower being turned off, and the bathroom door creak open. At any second, Alphonso would barge into his room, all fresh and clean, with only a towel wrapped around his waist.

My heart started pumping again. There was no telling what would happen once he came inside his bedroom. *Would he open the closet, only to find me on my knees, looking up at him all wild-eyed, with my hand fisting my fucking cock?* Me actually picturing this event was enough to cause shivers to run down my spine.

In the moment, there was nothing I could do about it anyways. I had already made my bed. Like a horny daredevil, I willingly decided to hide in his closet, knowing full well that there was no way out. My sheer addiction to watching Alphonso's live sex shows was pushing me to extremes. **It was an addiction that, while insanely risky for me, was also becoming the source of my most gratifying masturbation material.** I guess that's the best way to describe my mindset.

Anyways, I wasn't the only one getting excited. Stacey and Carla also sensed that Alphonso was coming to the bedroom soon. And what they did next had me on the verge of blowing my load.

**

*"He's coming!"*, Stacey exclaimed excitedly to Carla, in a hushed tone. *"Hurry up, get on the bed."*

Evidently, Stacey and Carla had already planned how they would 'greet' Alphonso. They hopped on his bed, getting on their elbows and knees. Posing doggystyle, *side by side*. They angled their bodes so that their asses were facing the bedroom door. And they kept their asses perched up in the air. *Face down, ass up.*

I heard footsteps in the hallway just outside Alphonso's door. Any second now, he was going to come in and be welcomed by the sight of two girls dressed as school sluts on his bed.

*And they hadn't even finished getting into position yet.* Still on their elbows and knees, and almost like they were in perfect sync, Stacey and Carla hooked their fingers into the waistband of their thongs. And slid them down their thighs. They slowly hiked their skirts up. Exposing their bare, glorious asses. That's how they wanted to 'greet' Alphonso - by *mooning* him.

*And that wasn't all.* When they slid down their thongs and hiked their skirts up, my eyes bulged as I noticed that *they were both wearing buttplugs*. You know the type - the one which is stainless steel, with a tip at one end which widened at the middle, before tapering down and ending in a heart-sharped jewel at the other end.

*Yeah*. They both had buttplugs lodged in between their smooth ass cheeks. The heart-shaped, jewel end of the plug *decorating* their asses like perverted ornaments. The buttplugs shimmered in the light as they gently swayed their ass left and right, back and forth, in perfect rhythm.

**

Finally, I heard Alphonso's bedroom door creak open. A shadow emerged on the floor in front of me.

"Tsk tsk, now what do we have here..."

Alphonso teased. As he took a few steps forward, I could see him grinning. He took in the sight of two luscious asses perched up on his bed. 2 gorgeous girls, presenting their asses to him on a silver fucking platter.

Alphonso dropped his towel on the floor, unveiling his freshly washed cock.

With a toss of their hair, Stacey and Carla instinctively glanced over their shoulders. Looking back at Alphonso, and then at his cock. With a hint of a smile on their glossy lips.

*"Hi Alphonso.."*, Stacey purred. *"I wanted to make up for last night. You're ok if Carla joins us...right?"*

Say whaaaaaat.
 
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