Growing up, Iāve always had white male friends and I used to like them a lot, to the point where I was obsessed with them and couldnāt really understand why
I didnāt really have a complex understanding of what bbc was until about 12th grade, and I was wondering why the boys at my school always talked about black penis and how my penis was bigger (and it is kinda true in my case, mine is very girthy/ around 7.5 ) I feel like my bestfriend in 7th grade really set the tone for me. He said āI love youā in just a friendly and (presumably) non romantic way and I thought about him for the entire summer. I think that really spiked my attraction.
Every time I see an attractive white guy I hope that heās even slightly gay/bi or likes bbc. And while thereās a lot of fucked up historical stuff behind black-white male sexuality (also coming from a religious background) I just think a lot of them are pretty. Having sex with white guys feels so wrong but feels so good (Iām getting hard just writing this lol). And recently, I just discovered the whole BNWO scene I just feel like that elevated my attraction even more.
Thanks if you read it all, and if youāre a white boy tell me about how your attraction to black boys started (and DM me haha 22 y.o/6ā3)