Apologies in advance for the length of this post, but your work really speaks to me, and brought up some questions that I think may be of value to your audience.
We actually have a lot of similarities: I am also in my mid-30s, professionally successful, with a high and kinky sex drive. I also have a penchant for nymphish women in their early 20s who are intelligent, submissive (and maybe a little bratty). I'm active in my local swingers community where I've been in a number of stag/vixen type of dynamics. Although I have an average cock, I am not an unskilled lover, and so the traditional cuckold porn archetype where the cuck is completely impotent never really spoke to me.
What
has really spoken to me was the dynamic you outlined in the last segment of Couples’ Guide to BBC Ep 2: Risks and Rewards: The notion that the cuck and his hot wife were deeply in love, that he actually played the dominant role in their relationship, that she looked up to him as
her Daddy... and that he wanted nothing more than to
willingly transfer that love (and that power) over to her Bull,
knowing that from then on he'll take a secondary role in her life: They may still have love and stability, but her eyes would only light up for her Bull. And, of course, she could wind up leaving him entirely.
You have no idea how many times I have edged and orgasmed to that video. Or how many times I've imagined being with past lovers in that situation. The thing is, I don't know
why that is so erotic to me. You have lost people you cared deeply about to "the lifestyle," and in all honesty, so have I. Why do I want to invite that kind of heartbreak? What's the driving ******* behind all this? You've made a video detailing why a woman would be attracted to this lifestyle, but do you have anything in line delving into the cuck's psychology? I think it would be enlightening... and ridiculously hot