Anyone else prefer being pussy free?

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Hey fellow cucks. This is the husband. Do any of you prefer being pussy free to having sex with your wife? My wife doesn't deny me but I prefer jerking off to having sex with her. I don't know if it's from too much interracial porn over the years and feeling like black men are better at sex. Or perhaps it's knowing that I have a small dick and that a larger man would probably please her better. Anyone else feel this way?

I'm a sissy cuckold that's been pussy free for over a year and love it