Am I to be a cuck, a sissy or ?

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Hi all, I'm based in the south of England and really struggling to meet IR friends. Although. I'd be happiest as a cuck, there's part of me wishing to be a sissy for Black men too.
It would be so great to have help from a sexy lady or couple or to meet a tall Black man with the right equipment to really make me his sub.
So ladies, gents, couples, please speak up and help me out.
Big thanks
Gavin