Ive been getting hard thinking about licking a hotwives pussy juice off hung black bull. I just want to try it once and better if she makes me ******* on it b4 im done. I need help with this please.deep down i dont want to do it, but the fact that i become aroused makes me sick and am ashamed of myself this is what i get for turning my ex into a wanting BBC.
Am i becoming gay?
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I used to feel that way too (although i was not cucked, only watched the porn hihi), the first times that i came while watching BBC cuckolding and sissy4bbc videos, right the second after i felt huge guilt, remorse, disgust, shame and all those things. But at the same time i knew they were the biggest orgasms i had ever experienced… so I kept watching those videos, more often. It came to a point where i was starting by watching TS porn, but always ended up cumming to BBCs using white sissies. And all those shameful and guilty feelings are gone now. Im not telling you that you’ll end up as a sissy for BBC Kings like myself, but you definitely should explore your curiosity to clear things with your horny self
That depends. Being gay used to mean something specific, a person having a romantic and/or sexual interest in a person of the same sex as one would have for the opposite sex. But like cuckold, the usage of these terms has taken on more widespread meanings. Personally, as a male, I love cock and being used for another man's sexual pleasure and satisfaction, but I don't have an affection for any man. I don't want to marry or have any relationship other than hedonistic pleasure and satisfaction with a man. Being owned by a dominant alpha male as a suck and fuck toy for him and his friends' sexual use and pleasure could be a lifestyle I might enjoy, but I could never love or feel about another man the way I feel about women.
So according to the original usage of the term, you are not gay. What you describe is more like being bi-curious. That being said, regardless of how you feel now, you should deal with it. Try it and see if you like it. If so, forget the guilt and/or shame and embrace it. If it's not something you enjoy, don't do it. Unless you're a masochist that wants to be enslaved and sexually used against you will.
Very well explained. I concur.
I think most men have homosexual tendencies and are just afraid of them
Never a truer word.
The exact definition is that the majority of people are latent bisexual, and there are actually only a few people who are sexually attracted only to people of their own or the opposite sex. Participants of active and passive threesome sex (cuckold/spouse sharing) and group sex (in front of each other and swapping partners) are definitely latent bisexuals, because otherwise they simply would not be able to tolerate people of the same sex around them and those who see them having sex !
The phenomenon also occurs in the changing rooms and showers of gyms and swimming pools that people who define themselves as heterosexual discreetly or less discreetly observe the other person's physical characteristics (including the genitals) because they find it simply aesthetic! This is common in the streets, shops and other places, and this is true for both ladies and gentlemen!
In some cultures (mainly Orthodox Christians), men greet each other with three kisses on the face. This doesn't work without latent bisexuality, as well as the fact that some ladies like to comment on other women's breasts and buttocks. To do this, you have to look carefully at the other person!
Latency and aesthetics, as well as the situation they find exciting (for example threesomes) create a mental combination that causes some people to engage in some form of sex with someone of the same sex, and only later are they shocked by what they did, because they did not yet understand the phenomenon. Several husbands have already reported that when the bull's tail slipped out of the wife's fiery hot pussy, he grabbed it and put it back and/or grabbed it and suckled it for a while, while the bull let it go and enjoyed it in every way.
You can perfectly divide hedonistic bisexuality and demisexual based (romantic-based attraction to the other person) homo/bisexuality.
This is similar to when a wife who is sexually satisfied with her husband cuckolds and/or has sex with a black guy in a threesome with pleasure, but she feels more love and/or erotic excitement for her husband!
An excellent appraisal of bisexuality as it often manifests in “cucked” husbands; like me.
From their reading of several of my more seminal posts on this forum, it will be apparent to some members here that “aesthetics” have played a major part in my freely and intensely enjoyable living out of my basically bisexual erotic orientation; particularly in respect of my intensely erotic appreciation of the bodies of beautifully-built younger men like my black buddy and versatile homosexual lover since he was 17.
Four years ago I somewhat altruistically abdicated my husbandly role with my wife so that he (then a 24 year-old incredibly potent and sexy stripling) and she could marry each other.
My buddy and his wife (my ex) share the marital bed with me nightly such that the mutually extremely stimulating and fulfilling threesomes that we hotly indulged in for five years before I amicably divorced my wife, continue unabated; with the upshot that there has been no interruption at all of my incredibly arousing perving over my buddy’s glorious young beautifully sexercised body in action with my wife as he fucks her suppley and increasingly expertly and lovingly to Sex Heaven beside me on our bed.
I’m convinced that my rich endowment and the still burgeoning development of my frankly breathtaking visuo-aesthetic sensitivity regarding beautiful young men—both white and black—has hugely enhanced the myriad erotic pleasures of my being an openly bisexual man.
Call me a perverted aesthete if you want to, but Love, including my unashamedly expressed love of the beauty of the bodies of physically especially well-favoured young men, has for the last eleven pleasure-filled years triumphed over every unpleasantly barbed criticism I’ve had levelled at me by very evidently envious male onlookers—pretending 100% straight friends and medical colleagues included—who I believe do know what they’re missing out on but vainly and sadly self-defeatingly persist in denying it to themselves and other potentially perfectly healthily aesthetic and ardent males of every sexual orientation.
May the admitted truth about the intensely erotogenic beauty of the bodies of choice young men set cucked husbands, including so-called latent bisexual ones, free to love them without shame as I have joyfully grown to do despite legions of self-denying and oft-times dishonest critics.
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Are there any other forum-members here who think that the bodies of slim and smiley well-hung black teenagers rock?
In your responses, please state your gender and give your reasons for thinking so.
“And be honest”—like the mostly naked International Man of Mystery Austin Powers urged the outrageously beautiful MI6 agent Vanessa Kensington to be.
In your responses, please state your gender and give your reasons for thinking so.
“And be honest”—like the mostly naked International Man of Mystery Austin Powers urged the outrageously beautiful MI6 agent Vanessa Kensington to be.
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So u dont get those thoughts or feelings anymore? How did u manage to so that?I used to feel that way too (although i was not cucked, only watched the porn hihi), the first times that i came while watching BBC cuckolding and sissy4bbc videos, right the second after i felt huge guilt, remorse, disgust, shame and all those things. But at the same time i knew they were the biggest orgasms i had ever experienced… so I kept watching those videos, more often. It came to a point where i was starting by watching TS porn, but always ended up cumming to BBCs using white sissies. And all those shameful and guilty feelings are gone now. Im not telling you that you’ll end up as a sissy for BBC Kings like myself, but you definitely should explore your curiosity to clear things with your horny self
A few days ago I wrote a comment in the topic discussing cuckold pregnancy, and while writing the comment, "the coin dropped" that husbands who want cuckold pregnancies are actually latent bisexuals!
Ladies' motivation is different, but husbands actually want to see a huge penis during IR and "traditional" non-IR cuckolding, and wives/girlfriends are just tools for this, "biorobots"!
These husbands/partners/boyfriends are actually not brave enough to admit their desires even to themselves, or not intelligent enough to articulate their thoughts, but they long for the penis, which would be possible as a result of sexual intercourse with a man, and the through cuckold sex, they could get the coveted cock indirectly, and therefore they are able to manipulate their wives/girlfriends until they agree to an open form of sexuality!
The fear of these men can be traced back to deep cultural reasons, since in a society that glorifies muscularity, all forms of sex with men are considered feminine, and anyone who reveals such a sexual orientation is likely to be despised.
A person who is ostracized by society for this reason can easily start to define himself as gay due to lack of self-confidence and often lack of information, even though he only obeyed the bisexual instincts of the majority of the population!
Macedonian-Greek ruler Alexander the Great and Gaius Julius Caesar were also bisexual!
In the antique world it was as natural as breathing. They didn't make a big deal out of it!
Ladies' motivation is different, but husbands actually want to see a huge penis during IR and "traditional" non-IR cuckolding, and wives/girlfriends are just tools for this, "biorobots"!
These husbands/partners/boyfriends are actually not brave enough to admit their desires even to themselves, or not intelligent enough to articulate their thoughts, but they long for the penis, which would be possible as a result of sexual intercourse with a man, and the through cuckold sex, they could get the coveted cock indirectly, and therefore they are able to manipulate their wives/girlfriends until they agree to an open form of sexuality!
The fear of these men can be traced back to deep cultural reasons, since in a society that glorifies muscularity, all forms of sex with men are considered feminine, and anyone who reveals such a sexual orientation is likely to be despised.
A person who is ostracized by society for this reason can easily start to define himself as gay due to lack of self-confidence and often lack of information, even though he only obeyed the bisexual instincts of the majority of the population!
Macedonian-Greek ruler Alexander the Great and Gaius Julius Caesar were also bisexual!
In the antique world it was as natural as breathing. They didn't make a big deal out of it!
All true, and very well put ZZZZ.
That said, as my many posts here make clear, I arranged for my young black buddy and bisexual lover to impregnate my wife (now my ex) while I was well and truly and proudly “out” as a very active bisexual man.
I used to read your comments, and in them the image of a man who was able to emotionally process his bisexuality and his wife's choice is outlined, which changed the lives of both parties in a certain way!
You did not fall into the trap of destroying your sense of self, which made you feel that you had to choose the sissy sexual subculture because you would have ceased to be a man!
Many husbands make this mistake when they are faced with the truth that their wives are oriented towards their bulls and this has a negative effect on their married life even in an extreme way, because she considers her bulls to be of a higher sexual/physical/mental quality than her husband's, due to which the feeling of defeat increases he has the misconception that as a man he will never grow a laurel, which is why he has only one choice in life, and that is feminization! In truly extreme cases, the bull and often the wife also demand from the husband, who considers himself defeated, never to see himself as a man again, and to subject himself to the process of feminization in an obligatory manner, and transform himself mentally and physically into a submissive sissy, so that hard-tail men are sexually be a toy and identify with his new identity with full enthusiasm!
Personally, I deeply condemn this degrading mentality of psychopaths and the resulting behavior!!
Based on objective knowledge, husbands who wish to have cuckold sex should be shown those alternatives, on the basis of which they will begin to consider their latent and open bisexual desires and living them out together as natural, while there will be no negative impact on their self-esteem!
Sexual psychology and historical and cultural anthropological examples can be used to prevent disgust and shame caused by the cultural background in which these husbands were socialized!
Every religion-based cultural circle creates gods and divine laws that are dictated by the prevailing view within the human community that created it!
The recognition that atheistic, polytheistic and animistic worldviews have a more liberal attitude towards human sexuality naturally follows from this,
on the other hand, cultures based on monotheistic foundations are restrictive, stigmatizing, sanctioning, generating a sense of guilt, and a significant part of the people influenced by the American Protestant and Neo-Protestant churches are more hypocritical and bigoted than Roman Catholicism and Orthodoxy, even though the Reformation was once created precisely against bigotry and hypocrisy!
Bigotry is a prison, the sissy lifestyle is a mistake!!
Thanks a lot for your refreshingly realistic and accurate assessment of me and my unusual sex-life as a bisexual man in my deeply fulfilling ménage-a-trios with my ex and similarly versatile bisexual beautiful young black buddy. He, like me, is so far from being “sissified” that at times we simply shake our heads together with wonder at the self-inflicted suffering of captive cuckolded husbands who are.
I try to remain as objective as possible, and that is why, despite my education (skilled worker), I attach great importance to broad orientation and sharing the acquired knowledge with others!!
Less informed people are victims of monotheistic ally based cultures, where all areas of life, including sexuality, are restricted!
Due to technical reasons of power, they deliberately demonize all forms of expression of complex human sexuality that they consider undesirable, while they were a ******* that held together stone age societies. Sex is both a non-verbal communication tool of physical desires and emotions, which is also very enjoyable both physically and psychologically. In addition to heterosexuality, this communication toolkit includes bisexuality and homosexuality, Next to cissexuality is transsexuality, in addition to monogamy, which can be considered an emotional bias, polygamy (multi partnership) has always been present in the life of humanity, despite the prohibitions and sanctions, a significant number of people can show interest in people of a different age (the younger party must be at least 18 years old!!), body type, or people with anthropological characteristics!!
Of course, this also includes "traditional" i.e. non-IR cuckolds and IR cuckolds, which can cause ladies and gentlemen to develop various other desires, which may be unusual for many, because they have been closed off from these experiences on cultural grounds!
The reality is that if one moves in one direction of the spectrum of sexuality from the stagnant state of monogamy and heterosexuality, one actually returns to an original natural primal state!
I myself have been sexually open for seven years, and I've had quite a few adventures with older women, fatter women and, of course, married women as well. I have been in a relationship with a married couple for at least 3 years, and we had quite a lot of cuckolding and threesomes combined with a little male bisex. During this time, the husband's oral subjugation must be understood in my direction. It was a bit strange that the husband also sucked my cock, but after a relatively short time all mental inhibitions disappeared and I was even able to ejaculate into his throat. That's why wife and I used to shower together and have sex separately in the morning!
So, based on my personal experiences and the comments I read on various forums, I can draw the conclusion that relatively many people are experiencing the renaissance of sexuality, and many also become addicted! In such cases, it happens to many ladies and gentlemen that if they experience bisexuality to some degree, they mistakenly call themselves gay, but this is just a misunderstanding resulting from ignorance and nothing more!!
Among the most famous men believed to be gay were Freddie Mercury and George Michael, and Elton John, even though they were actually bisexual men with homosexual dominance because they also had heterosexual relationships with women! Ladies and gentlemen who have experienced the adventure of bisexuality do not have to ask themselves the question that they are gay, they just have to accept the basic truth that open and latent bisexuality affects many more people than previously believed, and they also belong to this group!
That's why I wrote that the sissy lifestyle is a mistake!
It is another situation when someone is so sensitive mentally that even sex with women can be realized almost exclusively on romantic grounds!
in my humble opinion, these men are strongly inclined towards bisexuality and find femininity so attractive that they want to physically transform into a woman to some extent, but they want to keep their penis because they like to use it for both ladies and gentlemen, and they like to be stimulated by their partner with their hands and mouth or in another way, they want to consider their penis, but the rest of their body and soul as female.
We call these people Shemale. Those people really enjoy themselves and usually become artificial hermaphrodites despite all external pressure, only they don't have pussies.
The sissy/ladyboy lifestyle is different, because on average every 10th person has the wrong transgender identity!
In the case of 10%, detranssexuality usually happens. The degree of feminization greatly influences the magnitude of re-masculinization!
Money-hungry corrupt doctors used to give wrong diagnoses (there was an example here in Hungary) and there is the mental and/or physical forsing of some cuckold husbands to feminize, which is unethical and, in my opinion, a crime!!
A husband who is aware of the wide range of human sexuality will not become feminized at the will of others!
Information is power, ignorance is the basis for manipulation!!
Very intelligent Commentary.I try to remain as objective as possible, and that is why, despite my education (skilled worker), I attach great importance to broad orientation and sharing the acquired knowledge with others!!
Less informed people are victims of monotheistic ally based cultures, where all areas of life, including sexuality, are restricted!
Due to technical reasons of power, they deliberately demonize all forms of expression of complex human sexuality that they consider undesirable, while they were a ******* that held together stone age societies. Sex is both a non-verbal communication tool of physical desires and emotions, which is also very enjoyable both physically and psychologically. In addition to heterosexuality, this communication toolkit includes bisexuality and homosexuality, Next to cissexuality is transsexuality, in addition to monogamy, which can be considered an emotional bias, polygamy (multi partnership) has always been present in the life of humanity, despite the prohibitions and sanctions, a significant number of people can show interest in people of a different age (the younger party must be at least 18 years old!!), body type, or people with anthropological characteristics!!
Of course, this also includes "traditional" i.e. non-IR cuckolds and IR cuckolds, which can cause ladies and gentlemen to develop various other desires, which may be unusual for many, because they have been closed off from these experiences on cultural grounds!
The reality is that if one moves in one direction of the spectrum of sexuality from the stagnant state of monogamy and heterosexuality, one actually returns to an original natural primal state!
I myself have been sexually open for seven years, and I've had quite a few adventures with older women, fatter women and, of course, married women as well. I have been in a relationship with a married couple for at least 3 years, and we had quite a lot of cuckolding and threesomes combined with a little male bisex. During this time, the husband's oral subjugation must be understood in my direction. It was a bit strange that the husband also sucked my cock, but after a relatively short time all mental inhibitions disappeared and I was even able to ejaculate into his throat. That's why wife and I used to shower together and have sex separately in the morning!
So, based on my personal experiences and the comments I read on various forums, I can draw the conclusion that relatively many people are experiencing the renaissance of sexuality, and many also become addicted! In such cases, it happens to many ladies and gentlemen that if they experience bisexuality to some degree, they mistakenly call themselves gay, but this is just a misunderstanding resulting from ignorance and nothing more!!
Among the most famous men believed to be gay were Freddie Mercury and George Michael, and Elton John, even though they were actually bisexual men with homosexual dominance because they also had heterosexual relationships with women! Ladies and gentlemen who have experienced the adventure of bisexuality do not have to ask themselves the question that they are gay, they just have to accept the basic truth that open and latent bisexuality affects many more people than previously believed, and they also belong to this group!
Thank you very much for the recognition!!
Through the knowledge acquired through the process of learning, a person only becomes more, and knowledge helps in emotional processing in the case of things that others may consider "perverse, aberrant, unnatural" due to socialization based on a more conservative idealism!
When a person is able to free himself from mental shackles, only naturalness and pleasurable satisfaction remain, and this makes people's lives happier!!
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