Two years ago my husband told me he had a obsession with me having sex, not only with other men, but big, hunky black men. His obsession eventually turned into our reality and we entered a lifestyle that we would carry on for over a year. My husband would pick up a black man for me and we would all go to the hotel. My husband always watched us. Sometimes he jerked off while the black man fucked me. Sometimes he "cleaned up" when the black man was done with me. Over the course of that time, I had sex with more than twenty black men, always while my husband watched and did whatever. Finally I told him I had to stop. It was getting too weird. Looking back though, I did have some amazing sex that I know my husband will never be able to provide, at least not by himself.