HOW TO STOP WATCHING CUCKOLD PORN?

Dude, you are to young to be thinking like this!
At your age, I was having sex with many girls until I met my actual wife. I watched porn, but never put is as my priority. Fast forward to now (Iā€™m 52) I started to watch interracial, mainly on this site. But always kept the priority of martial sex. To this day, our sex life is not like before (grown ******* can hear noises and know whatā€™s going on), but sex with the wife is still king. IR porn or any porn is no substitution.
GROW SOME BALLS AND GET LAID!!!!
 
I found this fetish at 15 and did the whole cuck role at 17, then moved 3 times for women and been a third for many couples. I honestly hate it. I'm meeting a 26 year old off tinder this week interested in it but she really doesn't understand and they always want you to have mostly regular sex with them. After, so long regular sex just doesn't do it


 
I'm new to this site, so sorry if my question is off topic. My post may be very long, but I would reallyappreciate it if you take the time to read it. I will try to write story about what is destroying my life. Namely, it is cuckold fantasies and watch much cuckold porn videos.

A few words about me​

I`m a so much shy guy. I can communicate with girls, I do not story any problems in principle. I had several relationships with much girls. I met with them for drinks, to have fun in the club and so on. But it did not end well because I am too shy to just have sex story with girls. After all the failed stories, I would come home and watch much site with cuckold porn.

I have been watching porn since I was 13. Now I`m 21. When I was 15 or 16 years old, I had story that I wanted my girlfriend had sex by several men. Later, this story developed into a cuckold porn fantasy.

I began to think that other men are more attractive to my girlfriend than me. I even watch much men in my life and imagined story how well they have sex with my girlfriend. I would watch much video of cuckold pornand then imagined the events real that took place on my girlfriend.

I did not attach much importance to these stories, since I was still much young. But then a much terrible story happened to me. My first sex was real awful! I was so nervous that I lost my erection and sex went really bad. I was 17 years old. Nothing worked out with that girl. And I was left alone again with my watchmuch video cuckold porn. I was just broken.

What story with video now​

I turned into a guy who was humiliated after the first bad story in sex. I did not try to have sex with any other girl in real afterwards.

I can not even think about a normal real relationship and marriage. I only have a model of behavior in my head like in cuckold video. I can not meet a girl and offer her like video as in cuckold porn and real cuckoldlifestyle.

I know that people have much sex fantasies, such as foot fetish, voyeurism or the smell of women's panties, like in Japan, for example. But I find them so much harmless compared to cuckolds. The story of a realcuckold just kills me.

I feel powerless, humiliated and stupid. All these feelings real lead me to hate myself and feel worthless as a man. How can I think about a real girl with such story? If all I can think that she is being fucked by someone else. To relax, I watch much cuckold porn.

I come home in the evening and turn on site with much cuckold porn videos. I sit alone in my car in some parking lot and watch cuckold porn videos.

My friends don't know about my story. They see that I have problems with girls and that is it. They alsowatch site with porn videos, but none of them watch much cuckold story like me. I never save video site so no one can know what I`m real watch. I can not share my preferences with anyone. Therefore, I am writing my story here.

Help me please. What can I do? Stop watch cuckold video? How can I become a Ā«normalĀ» person who does not think about much weird things that real hurt me? I am afraid to share this information and my storywith someone. Watching cuckold video ruins my sex life and life in general.
Share your fantasies with the Next Girl you meet. Be Open minded. You dont have to loose anything. If shes Not interested in your Story, try it again. There will be someone whoā€˜s gonna be interested and with who itā€™s gonna work. Just Hope and Trust in yourself. Your Not the only one with this Kind of fantasies!
 
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