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Let me start off by saying that I take being a cuck quite seriously. I didn’t find out about the cuckold dynamic yesterday. I have known about it for always 14 years. Also, I have done almost everything you could hope to try (as a cuck) 10 times over. I am the product of what happens after you explore and after years of trying to move on to more obtainable relationship goals. I have done cleanup duty more times than I have had regular sex. I have licked a clit with a dick in it more times than I have had a woman touch my dick. I’ve been finding couples, talking to 100’s of women, and every other few months or so flying to meet women/couples that I forget that most women never heard anything about it.

Many of us wannabe cucks will just watch the cuck porn and date regular women. Get married and secretly hide the fetish or the desire for it will fade. Then for some it’s a consistent need. It’s an emotionally ******* that takes us to an entirely different head space. I know if I could talk to my 16-year-old self about the encounters I have had as a cuck he would call me homo and punch me in the face. It took some time mentally for me to transition from watching Shane diesel on cuckoldsessions to holding a woman’s legs open waiting for her man to cum. Besides, most of the cucks on porn don’t actually cleanup. I mean that **** tastes nasty ☹

I am NOT shy, feminine or super passive. I am humble and willing to follow certain duties that give me a greater purpose than just pursuing attractive women for sex. I have went from feeling embarrassed about the cuck things I’ve done to being able to see it as just another role to attempt to strive at. Please! Before writing me ask yourself what part of cuckolding appeals to you the most, the “having a cuck next hold your hair back or having the sexually freedom to fuck whoever?”
 
Let me start off by saying that I take being a cuck quite seriously. I didn’t find out about the cuckold dynamic yesterday. I have known about it for always 14 years. Also, I have done almost everything you could hope to try (as a cuck) 10 times over. I am the product of what happens after you explore and after years of trying to move on to more obtainable relationship goals. I have done cleanup duty more times than I have had regular sex. I have licked a clit with a dick in it more times than I have had a woman touch my dick. I’ve been finding couples, talking to 100’s of women, and every other few months or so flying to meet women/couples that I forget that most women never heard anything about it.

Many of us wannabe cucks will just watch the cuck porn and date regular women. Get married and secretly hide the fetish or the desire for it will fade. Then for some it’s a consistent need. It’s an emotionally ******* that takes us to an entirely different head space. I know if I could talk to my 16-year-old self about the encounters I have had as a cuck he would call me homo and punch me in the face. It took some time mentally for me to transition from watching Shane diesel on cuckoldsessions to holding a woman’s legs open waiting for her man to cum. Besides, most of the cucks on porn don’t actually cleanup. I mean that **** tastes nasty ☹

I am NOT shy, feminine or super passive. I am humble and willing to follow certain duties that give me a greater purpose than just pursuing attractive women for sex. I have went from feeling embarrassed about the cuck things I’ve done to being able to see it as just another role to attempt to strive at. Please! Before writing me ask yourself what part of cuckolding appeals to you the most, the “having a cuck next hold your hair back or having the sexually freedom to fuck whoever?”

I heard you say on one of your podcasts something like "when a woman finds out that you're into cuckolding she'll look at you differently." I don't want to quote you incorrectly but it was something along those lines. Do you think every woman would prefer their man to be a bull 100% of the time? I'm in a serious relationship for the first time and my gf is kinky and I love her. I've told her about my cuckold dreams and she has been nonjudgmental because that's how she is. She basically just said to try to figure out why I have that urge or figure out what it means. She also said it must be very common. I won't drag this out but I'm torn between pursuing this further or leaving it behind and being the dominant man myself.

I like your podcast btw I think you're great at telling stories.
 
I heard you say on one of your podcasts something like "when a woman finds out that you're into cuckolding she'll look at you differently." I don't want to quote you incorrectly but it was something along those lines. Do you think every woman would prefer their man to be a bull 100% of the time? I'm in a serious relationship for the first time and my gf is kinky and I love her. I've told her about my cuckold dreams and she has been nonjudgmental because that's how she is. She basically just said to try to figure out why I have that urge or figure out what it means. She also said it must be very common. I won't drag this out but I'm torn between pursuing this further or leaving it behind and being the dominant man myself.

I like your podcast btw I think you're great at telling stories.
If there is a one thing a bull does to make him a bull its making her feel sexually desirable. A cuck can do that but never in the way that's fulfilling to her. I dont believe women want a dominate/alpha all the time. They want to know they are with a man who can solve problems, who can control his emotions, or can work through any problem. On my podcast, I speak about the cuckolding life in a negative way. I still never want to promote it and think thats its a very bad route for younger men to go down. On this site you can see most couples are in their early 40's/50's. Thats bc a womans ideas of what makes a man desirable changes over time.

Your girl seems to be ok with the open dynamic. If you have been together long enough and really feel like you are already currently pleasing her in the bedroom I would say its ok to being in another guy. She would still be yours in the end. But if your expecting to be the cleanup/fluffing sub cuck I would have to vote against that. Lots of cuck men I talk to over the years start out just wanting to watch then want to up the cuck-ness. this is where she loses attraction for you bc your not the one giving her the wanted feeling that her bull gives her. If you think she sees you as her man then pursue just watching her. But if your mean goal is the more sub cuck role. Please just work on your self image and be the man she wants you to be
 
After I wrote my question I listened to more of the episodes where you speak negatively about cuckolding. I thought what you said was very helpful. I’ve watched interracial porn for most of my adult life and never pictured myself doing cleanup so I don’t want a submissive role like that. I do focus on pleasing her as much as I can, and I can please her well sometimes. There’s other times where I cum too quickly and she’s really not turned on, which makes me think her being with a bigger bull. it’s basically a rotating feeling right now so I’m not going to pursue it until i feel 100% confident one way.
 
Hoa mí me gusta tener un sumiso cornudo al que torturar mentalmente, para mí el corneador sólo es un juguete sexual para la pareja. Y me gusta que mi sumiso limpie mi sexo lleno de semen me da muchísimo placer, el mejor orgasmo.
Creo que ya tienes que amar a un hombre por su fuerza antes de amarlo por sus debilidades.
 
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