I talked to her through text, found out where she's at and tried to talk to her about cuckolding and how I loved her videos. She said she appreciates it but doesn't want to talk about that time in her life because it's a painful memory, basically she did cuckolding for her husband and it led to a divorce, she told me she didn't like the humiliation aspect of it but went along with it for him. Over time he became obsessed with cuckolding and they didn't have sex anymore, and then the marriage crumbled, she said she still loves the guy in a way but it seems like they will never get back together so she doesn't like to talk about it. She also said she gets calls and texts daily by people just like me but they won't leave her alone. I apologized and told her I had no idea, I figured she loved the lifestyle, that's when she told me there was alot of fun and good sex in it but she would NEVER recommend it to anyone and sees it as being very destructive.