For me, it was simply to fill a void in an otherwise seeming boring life. I was able to get black and Latina women in NYC and Philadelphia, but maybe the seeds were sown when I discovered most of a pornographic magazine I discovered when I was about 13 featuring an interracial threesome called "Black Meat, White Heat". There was a black man, a redhead, and a blonde, and when I went home, I started to look at the hot scenes between the threee and it was very, very hot! Later that night, when my mom was sleeping I looked at the magazine again, and started to jerk my erection, and when I followed what the threesome was doing, I played with my body, my nipples, and my erection, and I started to feel some pressure in my balls and I continued, and as the pressure grew, I started to moan and I later came. It was one of the most interse moments in my young life.
I didn't even start messing with white women until my late 20s. Before that, there were some white women in the military that were thicker than sistas, and they had asses like crazy and there were two blondes that were short and thick. One of them had mainly an ass and smaller tits and was from CA and another had ass and titties and worked at the disbursing division. I just liked the one from the disbursing division since she was quiet and unfortunately, I didn't directly talked to her, but the Cali girl I did and was close to dating her, but by then it was too late as she already found a white man and I left her alone.
The first time I was with a white woman, I creampied her and she used to have a site on the web, and before I wanted to do adult films because I felt that my career in the military was going the way I thought it was going to end up, so I met a major publisher who owned a black adult magazine and the first time I met her, we both fucked and are still great lovers to this day, and once I travel, I'm going to be doing the same thing and the best part is that I'm AIDS/HIV free and going to be feeling, licking, sucking, and eventually creaming inside this beautiful white woman. I still love black and Latina woman, but for me, it was availability plus giving me a chance. I did have one white woman that plays games with me, but when I asked white women out, they were usually straight to the point. and although I was able to ask black and Latina women out, it was either games or it was just confusion and drama. I was luckier with Puerto Rican women, but for the sistas, it was craziness on why I was never able to either get a date or just getting some booty. And the attitude from black woman was very caustic. I'm eventually planning on leaving the country to Brazil where I can at least live as a man as opposed to living in America because time is of the essence and I don't feel like waiting for another ten or so years because I'm just too damn old to wait for "Ms Right" as she doesn't exist, not even the most finest and hottest women are "Ms Right", but you do have a lot of women who are still looking for "Mr Right", even going as far as going to church and praying for a man when "Mr Right" was practically in their face the entire time!
I can only hope that I'm able to start a family. Whether she's black, Latina, or even white, I'm open to at least being a ******* to my *******. Marriage and especially monogamy is another issue, and I don't really have a problem with marriage, but nowadays marriage in America unfortunately leads to divorce and when I was dumped by three black girls during my time in the military, I started going to this black strip club and practically fucked almost the whole club and I was about 22 when it happened. There was one light skinned black woman who I especially liked and she had some Puerto Rican ancestry and I was especially feeling her, but even then there was problems and during one of our sex sessions, she didn't give me what I wanted, and when I called her cheap, she threatened to call the police and I just left. Eventually we reconciled, but I saw that she didn't have the curvy body than she once had. If you've ever seen Kendra Kouture, she's similar to that.
I didn't mean for this post to be so damn long, but just venting out in this post just so I can be able to get this mental weight of my body!