When Too Much is Enough

[OneAboutLife]

Hey everyone. With the exception of a member or two this sight has been great. My wife introduced me to IR porn a handful of years ago after having little to no experiences watching it. Forward to the last few months and my wife has basically been living a combination of her high school and college days combined with what she watches. If anything it’s caused us to be brutally honest which I hope helps going forward.

Two days ago my wife went nuts in more ways than one. As mentioned in my recent posts she’s ovulating and has been heavy into the role playing of getting knocked up by one of her black partners. On Tuesday alone she invited her 6 main partners over at various times for a quick fuck which none of them turned down.

Later that night she hounded me about wanting another baby. She got nasty and critical of the fact I can’t as I’d never have been able to get her pregnant naturally. After a good start Wednesday it again circled back to this by the end of the night. In the midst of the back and forth I asked her why hasn’t brought up or reached out to R (I’ll just use his 1st initial). R is the guy who’s close to 20 years her senior who she has to take breaks from during sex, or as she calls it taps out.

This morning while working from home she went out to go about her day. Things were tense when she got back. Typically we both turn to sex, her way more than me, to break the ice. Surprised she wasn’t doing that I made my move which was quickly rebuffed with a hand push. As I continued to try to arouse her she broke down and started to apologize. She reached into her purse and pulled out a phone that wasn’t the she’d had for about a year. She opened up the texts and she had hundreds of texts between her and R over the past month or so. She admitted to meeting him almost daily since they met. She handed me back the phone and said she’d rather me see what I need to see in text than have to tell me. Toward the end they began to text that they love each other.

Heartbroken I asked her what she wanted to do. She said she broke things off with him before she got home but that she had sex with him also. I wanted to write this to vent and also to not just go mia with some of those I’ve messaged back and forth with. Will probably check back in eventually.

 

[AnnieS]

You need to see a marriage counselor not seek advice on a porn forum. Good luck to you.

 

[MacNfries]

Marriage counselor my ass ... he needs a good lawyer. OP seems to be more of a support post for his wife's escapades. Its not in control, that's for sure.

 

[utahwimp22]

This is the big risk with this lifestyle. Hope you can resolve your situation.

 

[AnnieS]

Marriage counselor my ass ... he needs a good lawyer. OP seems to be more of a support post for his wife's escapades. Its not in control, that's for sure.

Ha ha ha well you were more blunt. I hoped for reconciliation andc counseling you went right to the chopping block.

 

[OneAboutLife]

Ha ha ha well you were more blunt. I hoped for reconciliation andc counseling you went right to the chopping block.

I appreciate the responses as blunt as they may be. Not looking for advice, more venting and opening up under the cover of anonymity. I’m not so sure opening up to those I know would go well at all. I can’t imagine feeling comfortable telling my friends my wife has an over the top fetish and preference for black men which has been exacerbated by both of us getting off to watching her get fulfilled by them as I stroke my 3” hard dick. Especially when on the outside our marriage seems good, we get along, and our friends have a sort of reverence for us and all we’ve accomplished.


@utahwimp22 I appreciate the kind words. I hope it works as well. My wife and I spoke for about 3 hours this morning and she’s the one that actually brought counseling up. Initially I was resistant all due to being embarrassed. By the end of the conversation I realized it’s foolish to be closed minded and it’s not worth losing my marriage. She said if she didn’t want it to work she wouldn’t have broke down yesterday which makes sense. She said she’s been trying to tell me for a little bit but didn’t feel as urgent until she got the extra phone, which he actually gave to her. She said he told her he was going to leave his girlfriend and that she said something similar but it was in the middle of sex and afterwards she didn’t feel that way at all.

In the end she told me she will set up our counseling and she wants to start as soon as possible. She threw the extra phone in our lake and sent a text to him telling him they could not see each other any more. He smugly texted back that she was making a mistake and she’d call him in a day. To her credit she blocked his number and had his entry denied to our neighborhood. We will see if it sticks.

The last hour of our conversation was spent on where we go from here outside of counseling. She said she has not felt any attachment to any of the other guys she’s had sex with. I told her it’s very foreign to me to have no attachment as I’ve saved sex for those I’ve had that with. She said she doesn’t understand why but she’s always been that way. She said she likes being used because she’s using them as well. She said she wants to continue to live open but would give it up if it meant us staying together, at least until it got resolved in counseling. Not sure if it’s healthy, not healthy, or somewhere in between but my biggest sexual thrill now is watching her let loose and be what she’s been. She says it’s hard because she been so fortunate in life. Sounds crazy but she is truly humble and appreciative. She grew up very wealthy and now nothings changed and she is a stay at home wife. She said there were times where after the ******* were off to school and all other things were done she would sit on the couch, watch porn, and just play with herself on and off the entire day. She said the only thing that’s different now is she is able to have her partners. It would bother me but everything is always done and everyone is cared for. She related it by saying I go play golf and am gone 6 hours for it. She’s rather work out and have sex for those 6 hours as her hobby.

Overall I think it went pretty well and the sky is not falling. And yes I did consider what would come of this when we started. After the hard stuff was discussed, and I didn’t admit it to her out loud, I got really aroused thinking of her fucking someone else.

 

[luvwife-w-bbc]

You need to see a marriage counselor not seek advice on a porn forum. Good luck to you.

Seriously.

 

[OneAboutLife]

So she has been using this guy as a cope for her lack of family…. she is a female and naturally they have a desire for a family. I am wondering if she thought R could be her “bull daddy” or the guy who gave her offspring since you failed to do so.. while you could be the ******* of the household.

My gut reaction is that is she is reacting to biological impulses… ones that will need to be satiated one way or another lest her sanity goes out the window. Tough spot man… you can’t impregnate her? Seems like you are experiencing events that have already been set in motion. Her ravenous behavior enhanced by your degenerate nature.. and seems like you guys have some money.. seems fun… but you need to set the guidlines and bounds for her play.. she doesnt seem like she can control herself and while you dont want to slow her down, seems like you need to set the rudder or “course” of how this might play out else it may severely burn you bro

Thanks. We have multiple ******* we just used a donor so we have the family, she just wants more. Again no one knows we used a donor previously. Having one of these guys being a donor is not realistic for her as we’ve already talked about it. Ravenous is a good word as her appetite for sex has always been well beyond mine both ability wise and desire. We spoke after some drinks last night some more and it’s really back and forth. We had sex and I used a sleeve at her request. Sober sex is great with us while the other is not great as she gets wild and wants more. Even with the sleeve last night she went right back into the gangbang and desire to in her words get treated like *******. It’s just beyond what I’m able to do. Ultimately if she gets pregnant again the lifestyle has to change for a multitude of reasons.

 

[dickhurtz472]

Hey everyone. With the exception of a member or two this sight has been great. My wife introduced me to IR porn a handful of years ago after having little to no experiences watching it. Forward to the last few months and my wife has basically been living a combination of her high school and college days combined with what she watches. If anything it’s caused us to be brutally honest which I hope helps going forward.

Two days ago my wife went nuts in more ways than one. As mentioned in my recent posts she’s ovulating and has been heavy into the role playing of getting knocked up by one of her black partners. On Tuesday alone she invited her 6 main partners over at various times for a quick fuck which none of them turned down.

Later that night she hounded me about wanting another baby. She got nasty and critical of the fact I can’t as I’d never have been able to get her pregnant naturally. After a good start Wednesday it again circled back to this by the end of the night. In the midst of the back and forth I asked her why hasn’t brought up or reached out to R (I’ll just use his 1st initial). R is the guy who’s close to 20 years her senior who she has to take breaks from during sex, or as she calls it taps out.

This morning while working from home she went out to go about her day. Things were tense when she got back. Typically we both turn to sex, her way more than me, to break the ice. Surprised she wasn’t doing that I made my move which was quickly rebuffed with a hand push. As I continued to try to arouse her she broke down and started to apologize. She reached into her purse and pulled out a phone that wasn’t the she’d had for about a year. She opened up the texts and she had hundreds of texts between her and R over the past month or so. She admitted to meeting him almost daily since they met. She handed me back the phone and said she’d rather me see what I need to see in text than have to tell me. Toward the end they began to text that they love each other.

Heartbroken I asked her what she wanted to do. She said she broke things off with him before she got home but that she had sex with him also. I wanted to write this to vent and also to not just go mia with some of those I’ve messaged back and forth with. Will probably check back in eventually.

 

[Slideonin]

Been here done this... the I love yous are initially painful however in the long run in our case they are just part of the game that is played and not real.
It does hurt the trust at times.
You should consider some counseling, also this is a good example of be careful what you ask for.

Other cuckolds should take note, this "lifestyle" is nice for a fantasy but when you live it there are many challenges. Are they worth it, most of the time yes, and if the relations ship is doomed it is doomed for other reasons.