Hello everyone! I'd like to start by saying that I'm a genuine BBC virgin and I've been on a learning curve since joining up (someone had to tell me what 'bareback' meant, is one example of my ignorance). In some ways Im quite innocent. In my mind, though, Im less so.
I have an intense fantasy for handsome large black men. My deepest sexual desires involve being adored by but sexually overpowered by this fantasy man (I like Idris Elba and the boxer, Anthony Joshua). It's all a dream to me but one that stays with me when I'm 'awake'. Coming to this site was a step further into the fantasy and one which I've taken without my husband's knowledge; he knows I like Idris and Anthony but he doesnt realise that I consider that type of man to be my sexual ideal. He doesnt realize that my BBC fantasy is the reason why (particularly since joining BlacktoWhite) I've been extra wet when I let him in my knickers (which has also been more frequent since joining). I've wanted to keep a low profile, not show my whole face here, change the odd profile fact (hope that's ok) just so that those who I live near dont somehow recognize me and hubby finds out ( I've come to realize that the danger there also adds to the thrill though).
Since joining and, just yesterday, getting verified I've enjoyed so many interactions with my dream men and been so flattered by being complimented and by being wanted that my self-esteem has been given a real boost. I want to thank everyone who has helped me and the gorgeous men who make me realize that I am wanted, and thank you to BlacktoWhite.net for allowing this to happen to me.
Pillowispa
I have an intense fantasy for handsome large black men. My deepest sexual desires involve being adored by but sexually overpowered by this fantasy man (I like Idris Elba and the boxer, Anthony Joshua). It's all a dream to me but one that stays with me when I'm 'awake'. Coming to this site was a step further into the fantasy and one which I've taken without my husband's knowledge; he knows I like Idris and Anthony but he doesnt realise that I consider that type of man to be my sexual ideal. He doesnt realize that my BBC fantasy is the reason why (particularly since joining BlacktoWhite) I've been extra wet when I let him in my knickers (which has also been more frequent since joining). I've wanted to keep a low profile, not show my whole face here, change the odd profile fact (hope that's ok) just so that those who I live near dont somehow recognize me and hubby finds out ( I've come to realize that the danger there also adds to the thrill though).
Since joining and, just yesterday, getting verified I've enjoyed so many interactions with my dream men and been so flattered by being complimented and by being wanted that my self-esteem has been given a real boost. I want to thank everyone who has helped me and the gorgeous men who make me realize that I am wanted, and thank you to BlacktoWhite.net for allowing this to happen to me.
Pillowispa
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