I think you have a wrong idea about how it works or not, certainly due to your young age and little experience. The fact is there are no deformed creatures, except in your own world. May be in Jana's world. There are people with fantasies or sub nature / dominant nature. But I think you're just lost... Lost because of what you read or imagine and certainly lost with what you intend to do (but you will never be able to do). I repect white people as I respect black people. You should do the same if you want to be respected.
