My extreme fantasy

I often touch myself while watching interracial porn and imagine that I live in the projects of some ghetto where I'm one of the few white people there, with a black boyfriend who smokes weed and Newports in between fucking me, and who pimps me out as a whore for the local gangstas....

Some women on this site would call that ‘Thursday afternoon.’ :)
But it does seem pretty extreme to me. Nice fantasy. I’ve had similar ones.
 
i could find you bbc here and clean you up after , it is funny because women are just women and all other tags are add ons so you are pussy first and whatever next
 
the girl of my dreams....

It was 4 months since I was here last time to do the gloryhole and a lot had happened since. I did finally come to terms as to what I wanted and what risks I'm willing to take. I'm not intentionally trying to get pregnant coming to the gloryhole although I do intend on having a baby sometime soon. I know most women have oral sex at them but doing something so naughty as actually fucking total strangers through a gloryhole makes me so very excited and hot. Add in the taboo of them being all black men and my pussy starts to boil. When you add in that I am doing it unprotected at a time when I'm near my fertile period and that there is a very real possibility of one of those men putting a black baby in me my pussy turns into a white hot volcano. Since I do not believe in terminating a pregnancy for any reason including using the morning after pill the long term effects should I get knocked up are quite real. I feel that for this reason that taking such a risk is why I get so excited and the orgasms I have are so strong. Many I have talked to about this seem to think doing the gloryhole would ruin any future relationships with men. Those that know me understand I’m bisexual and although I prefer men for sex I have better relationships with women. For this and other reasons when I do have my baby I wish the ******* not know and be anonymous. Funny the only man I do love and would consider marrying is the man that owns the company I work for and he already wears a wedding ring. I’m not stupid enough to ruin a great job so I keep my feelings a secret.
The last time being near mid cycle I thought I may be fertile but was unsure of the exact time. After seeing my doctor I found out I was outside my fertile time by 3 days which is why I did not get pregnant, the doctor also told me I should conceive very easily if I had sex during my fertile period. Since then I have researched fertility and pregnancy. I have found websights that if you put in some information like dates of periods and days of cycle it will chart your fertile periods for you. I then would check it and see that it was indeed my time of ovulation by checking my temperature first thing in the morning, that being the time when accurate. Also at that time I found that my natural juices become a bit thicker kind of more slimy than just wet and with a stronger or tangy flavor. A few times I used an ovulation tester but it just verified the other symptoms so I felt no reason to waste any more money on them. With this info I made arrangements to again do the gloryhole 5 days before ovulation, it took several months to line it up with a weekend. This should give me a very true risk of pregnancy to excite me but odds will be most likely less than 5% of actually having conception.
At least that is what I intended, I have come to realize that periods are not always exact number of days apart and mine are not exactly 29 days but just a few hours less than 29. Those hours plus some stress at work among other things changed my cycle over the last few months and had put my fertile time out of sync for the planned September date. I had to recalculate my fertile time and again schedule the gloryhole time so that it would be near and on a weekend. I set it up for the last Friday in august this was to be 4 days before ovulation a bit more risky than 5 but I should hopefully still miss. Since rescheduling in July the stress at work and other things have again made my cycle unpredictable and both my last 2 periods and fertile cycles have come early. To tell the truth while sitting in my car in the adult store parking lot I was not sure exactly when I would ovulate and best guess calculations had put it either on that Friday or the Saturday after but as of this morning when I checked it had not yet happened. I was very sure I was a lot closer than I wanted to be and I felt that I should go in and again postpone to a date that it is not likely to actually get me knocked up.
The last time I came to do this the store was mostly empty and only after I had arrived did Jake the owner start calling his friends to come fuck the crazy little redheaded white girl in the gloryhole. Like the last time I led everyone to believe that it was my intention to have myself black bred when actually all I wanted was the thrill of risking it and not really getting pregnant. When I opened the door I was not expecting the reception I got, there were a large number of black men waiting to have fun with me. At first I was nervous because I'm very small and they were all good sized strong looking working men but then they all started flirting with me, caressing me and saying nice things about me like how pretty I was and my skin being so very soft and so white. All this made me feel very good; I have never been so complimented in my life. I’m a sucker for compliments it always has been my weakness. Being so near my fertile time I was very horny and their fondling and caresses aroused me much more. Some of the things they were saying about me intrigued me; those men that had fucked me the last time were saying how exciting it was to be inside my body. That my pussy was doing things they had never felt before like releasing as they entered and squeeze when they withdrew making me a snug fit even late in the night. When I had my multiples they would feel them pulsing inside and when they would cum my pussy seemed to try and suck the sperm out of them as I had my orgasm. I never heard about this from any lover I had been with and have no idea how I did this. Thinking of it for many days after that night I came to the conclusion it must be that when I'm very excited and aroused I totally loose control over my body and this must be just a natural action/reaction to what is being done to and inside me.
All the time they were talking they continued to compliment, fondle and caress me making me more and more aroused. Being passed around from man to man and fondled each seemed to slide their fingers inside my soaked panties and into my pussy then sucking their fingers telling me how delicious and tangy I taste, this gave me several nice orgasms. Forgetting everything and no longer thinking my arousal now had total control over my mind and body I let Jake take me back to the room. Again he wanted to be first so we both took off our clothes and I got on my knees to get him wet and hard my pussy being already soaked. He then said he wanted to taste me this time, putting me on the toilet and opened my legs he then ate me (anyone saying black men do not eat pussy is full of it). After he gave me a small orgasm he then kissed me with his mouth all covered in my pussy juice. I loved it tasting my strong tangy flavor and its slimy texture on him, this had kept me so aroused and my mind oblivious to any tell-tail signs. He then sat on the toilet and I lowered myself onto him slowly watching his black cock enter my white pussy. Watching it slowly slide in me always gives me a thrill and seeing my leaking juices make a slimy coating on his dark cock made it even more exciting. Once inside me we started fucking slow at first then faster & harder I was having orgasm after orgasm again; I love the multiples although they are not very big ones they are continuous. After a time Jake slowed the pace down a bit I guess to prolong our sex. This slowing had me come off my last orgasm and as I calmed some my mind realized just what that slimy tangy tasting fluid meant and exactly what would happen if I continued. In my mind I screamed NO, STOP, GET OFF HIM I’M OVULATING AND I’M GOING TO GET PREGNANT!!!! I was on a down stroke and intended to get off him on the up but in that fraction of a second Jake held me down onto him pushing as deep into me as he could, I knew I was too late. I felt the throb of his cock deep inside me then felt the first squirt of his semen shooting into me, again and again he throbbed and squirted sending millions of sperm in search of my egg which I now realize is in there and ready. I think he thought I was having an orgasm as I wiggled on his cock trying to get off him but I’m so small and he is a large man I was no match for his strength all I could say was ohmygod ohmygod over and over as he flooded my fertile pussy with his seed. With him holding me I laid my head on his shoulders shaking I was thinking oh *******! it is really happening I am actually going to get myself pregnant. Not being able to see my face at the time he said; must have been a good orgasm you had there sweetheart your still shaking. He started moving in me again still hard he was going to have me twice, realizing that the damage was already done I knew I had to continue now so that the ******* of the baby I conceive tonight will be anonymous. As we continued fucking my body again responded and I started having multiples again. For some reason knowing I was leaving here tonight knocked up made me hotter and hotter making my orgasms more and more intense. I was having a good orgasm when he said he was going to cum, again I felt his seed being pumped into my body. The orgasm I was having as he did exploded into a huge one and shook me like no other I have ever had, being so intense it took me some time to regain my composure before I was able get up. Like the last time when I got off him I watched some of his sperm leaking out of me and run down my thighs, actually seeing it made it all too real, oh ******* I'm knocked-up for sure now. I could not believe I had been so stupid and careless allowing myself to get caught up in those compliments and forget rescheduling to a safer day.
Since I now had a large load of black babymaking cum inside my very fertile pussy I figured I might as well go for it and have my fun. If I left now I felt I would be pregnant anyway with Jake’s baby. Since I had intended to do the gloryhole up until mid week and knowing it was going to be Friday a work day. I packed the car with my things last Saturday figuring I wouldn’t have time after work which was good thinking because all I had time for was a quick shower and a change of clothes before I came here. The only thing I didn’t do was put in the freeze bags to keep my drinks cold. Like the last time Jake brought my things in for me not knowing I was thinking of postponing. I readied the room setting up my things when I opened my cooler I found that Jake had got a bag of ice and put it in, I smiled thinking he was very thoughtful. The whole time thinking of what I was doing and what is going to happen I remained extremely excited. Then the first black cock came through the gloryhole it was hard and very dark I kissed and licked it I loved the taste, he was uncircumcised and those usually have a stronger male flavor. I then bent over and put him in my pussy and as I watched that black cock belonging to a total stranger enter my body I started having multiples again. I have never been this aroused in my life my whole body was on fire. Watching that black cock go in and out of my body and knowing a complete stranger is going to pump his black seed into my fertile womb with my egg there just waiting excited me like nothing had before. The multiple orgasms started getting closer together and they were much stronger this time. When he pushed in tight I exploded in a mind shattering orgasm and as he was cumming in me he said it felt like my pussy was trying to suck his balls dry.
As one hard black cock after another came through the gloryhole I took them into my body and again I began begging all of them to put a baby inside me. As they were fucking me my multiples got even stronger and kept cumming and cumming as if they were almost one long continuous orgasm. Each time one of those men squirted their sperm inside me my orgasm would seem to implode then exploded like nothing I ever felt before and these reactions shook my tiny body so violently that they started causing me to pull some muscles and cause some pain. For some reason just knowing the egg is actually there this time and I'm really going to become pregnant tonight has made me so incredibly excited and intensely hot. Sweat was pouring off me I kept drinking energy and athletic drinks to keep my fluids and strength up. This was becoming a loosing battle as my orgasms were taking more and more of my strength. My pussy was leaking cum down my thighs I would get some on my hand and rub it on my body this feels so good to me. I would wipe up some and then allow another black cock to enter my white pussy and more hot black baby cum would be shot into my body to go looking for my egg.
Over and over this happened, the night seemed to go on longer this time as more black men pumped their seed into me all of them strangers to me all trying to put a black baby in my little white belly. The orgasms were the most extreme I think I will ever have many making me pass out for a short time, I had heard of this but till now I had never had experienced it. As the orgasms continued to take my strength they felt stronger and their impact on my body got more intense and violent making it very hard to breath.
When the last cock finished pumping his load of baby seed into me I was so exhausted that when that last orgasm came it hit with such intensity and violence I just collapsed on the floor my nude body covered in sperm and sweat I *******. I came around shortly after but my legs and arms were like jelly. I was so wasted I could barely put my butt plug in my pussy to keep from leaking and clean up to leave. The last time I drove home exhausted so this time I had made a reservation at that hotel. Jake helped me there I couldn’t have made it myself, he then got me a room and put me to bed. I had intended to clean up better but I was so tired I just fell asleep.
When I awoke I was in a lot of pain and very stiff, I remembered the plug, god I had kept all that sperm inside me all night. I cleaned myself out and took a long bath and soaked some of my pain and stiffness away. Those orgasms had made me pull a few muscles in my abdomen and it was quite painful, especially when I breathe. I then went and got something to eat at the hotel restaurant. When I went to check out I was told the bill was already taken care of. I went to the store to see Jake and thank him for taking care of me, I did ask him how many this time and was told 27men. Even though it wasn't that many more than last time I guess the intensity of the orgasms along with having worked all day took so much more out of me. Jake said I did have sex with everyone before I *******, I said that I was glad I was able to take care of them all. On the drive home all I thought about was that I was really fertile and this time there is no doubt that I had gotten myself pregnant with a black baby. Feeling so stupid and so careless and so very gullible to have my lust to take control over my mind and to allow this to happen.
I knew that in the split second I first felt Jake cum inside me my life would change forever. Feeling his sperm warm and so wet filling my pussy I felt so helpless and that there was no turning back and no place to go, that no matter what I did a new life would begin in my body that night. If even had I left immediately after fucking him in a short time his seed would have found my egg. To keep the identity of my baby’s ******* unknown to all of those men I had to continue and do the night at the gloryhole. I decided that since I was planning to have a baby in about a year anyway, I guess it being a little early wouldn’t matter that much. Two weeks later I was not surprised when my period didn’t show nor was I when the doctor told me I was pregnant. I have no regrets and feel I will be able to handle this both emotionally and financially, I am a little scared and bit nervous, I just hope I will be a good mom. There are some that may say I gambled and lost and before that night myself included, now I feel that I have won greatly having had the best sex of my life that night and I will now have the baby I have always wanted.
 
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