Hey there
I feel like this is definitely the wrong place but I assume there are plenty of couples and black men in the lifestyle here so figured some of you might read me in between trying to get laid or bussin a nut to somebody's pictures lol
I'm a recovering porn addict and obviously a BBC/interracial/cuck porn addict. I'm talking real addiction, diagnosed with compulsive sexual behavior and in therapy right now. My addiction definitely hampered my social and sex life dramatically so I'm trying to change that but at the same time, this particular fetish of mine is definitely something I like and envision the lifestyle/dynamic as something I'd love to have with a partner as opposed to just a fetish.
I feel like, as I recover and sober up from my addicted state, my warped up image of sex and relationships is changing and approaching dating feels even more challenging since I feel like vanilla dating is almost impossible for me at this stage.
I just want to approach healing and self-improvement as a cuck wannabe and would like to learn more from actual couples, etc.
Anyway.
I feel like this is definitely the wrong place but I assume there are plenty of couples and black men in the lifestyle here so figured some of you might read me in between trying to get laid or bussin a nut to somebody's pictures lol
I'm a recovering porn addict and obviously a BBC/interracial/cuck porn addict. I'm talking real addiction, diagnosed with compulsive sexual behavior and in therapy right now. My addiction definitely hampered my social and sex life dramatically so I'm trying to change that but at the same time, this particular fetish of mine is definitely something I like and envision the lifestyle/dynamic as something I'd love to have with a partner as opposed to just a fetish.
I feel like, as I recover and sober up from my addicted state, my warped up image of sex and relationships is changing and approaching dating feels even more challenging since I feel like vanilla dating is almost impossible for me at this stage.
I just want to approach healing and self-improvement as a cuck wannabe and would like to learn more from actual couples, etc.
Anyway.